. The next day I wake up stretching still a bit sore from the jet ride back. Yesterday I found out my mom was pregnant and my best friend has a boyfriend now who has been living with her off and on in are house. We have a couple spare rooms so she made the decision to let him live here on her own. I feel like I've missed so much and its a bit upsetting and unsettling. I have waisted so much of my life now just trying to get rid of this stupid curse.
A tear roles down my eye thinking about it all. I hear a nock at my bedroom door and quickly wipe my eyes before I say come in. Cate sees my eyes are a bit red and asks what's wrong. I smile at her reassuringly telling her I'm fine just tired before she tells me that her and Patrick are going on there morning jog. I lay back down and tell her to have fun. I roll to my side and look out the window as I think for a while.
I then remember being told how long I have left and pull myself out of bed to train. I focus in and try to harness something from the witch and I think of a spell. The calling of the celestial energy or calling of the infinite universe, That sounds fun.
I clean my room and I turn off the lights and grab incents that have the smell of nature. Thinking about the night sky and the vastness of the outer space. I feel a draft air sweep into my room like fog. I felt light as if I was not held down by gravity and I felt it get colder and my eyes no longer saw light from the outside of my eyelids as I meditated. When I opened my eyes it was dark and I was floating. intavirious, yamanarius, pentabana lema tunike, illumitate my life with the light of the stars.
Suddenly stars shoot out from inside me making the room look the the galaxy's and stars in the universe. This was a very beautiful once in a life time moment. It felt awakening and rejuvenating. My eyes saw things a tad bit different now. But then I heard the phone ring and the lights faded into nothing but dust. I quickly went to grab the phone and picked it up. It was a spam caller but it still startled me.