I tried to think of the right word to describe last night. The rush and the desire I had felt when we had connected skin to skin. I had never been that close with anyone before. It was a whole new feeling and...it had scared me for a minute.
It had frightened me because I liked it. I loved your gentle touch, your careful and uncertain move. I was sure that you had done this before. I could tell from just a glance when we first met each other. Your playfulness and the danger that was hidden in your eyes when you had looked at me showed me what insanity you could bestow.
I bet countless girls had laid in your arms already. But I wondered, if any of them had encountered the same awkward tension as I did. I wondered if you had treated them the same way. Were you that gentle and careful when you were with them as you had been with me?
Hi guys! Sorry it took so long for me to come back. Wow the stress of writing a graduation thesis was real. Anyway, I'd like to thank you because when I felt so stressed, your comments from before really helped me. So, I decided not to delete that chapter so that I could re-visit it whenever I felt down.
Honestly, I was so nervous in getting back to writing. I editted these 3 chapters like a lot of time. I was scared that my writing had lost its touch since it's been so long. I didn't wanna disappoint you after the wait. I hope this update meets your expectation.
P.S. My story will go premium tomorrow. I hope you will stay even though it's locked. Also, there will be one update tonight but that was just an additional chapter to make the beginning clear since I saw some readers getting confused. So I decided to edit the first few chapters of this story.