Chapter 2: the beginning (2)

As what the being goes on its enthusiasm to learn has faded replaced with boredom and longing, longing for what exactly the being doesn't know but it will well that's for another time. As the being goes on that boredom and longing slowly start to become madness and insanity, as the being goes on that slight insanity has grown and on the edge of insanity, the being pleads for there to be light as the thought finishes a white dot around the size of a pinprick show in the abyss of darkness the being in a rush insanity the being pushes its limits to reach the light only thought in mind was that there was light. As the being rushes closer to the light it feels an odd sensation it feels soothing and comfortable with the comfort and soothing sensation the being feels washes away the madness and insanity and when the being calms down to good amount the being observes an orb that's about the size of a car from the orb perspective at that time thought all it thought was of the comfort was and how the orb of comfort was observed by the being it noticed that its surface had tiny explosions and slowly the orb got bigger slowly becoming a red shade but to the being it took about the equivalent of an hour for the red orb to get to that stage. Slowly the being notices the orb was shrinking letting out a misty like a nebula of greens and blues, the being appreciated the pretty colors watching with fascination as the once red orb shrunk and turned back white the being noticed that the comfort it once felt become faint as the being loved the feeling of the sensation it wished for it to come back and to the beings fascination the orb reverted back to the color red as it expanded then shrinking down to the perfect size to beings perspective. The being wished for it to stay that way and to its amazement, it stayed that way. The being had an idea it wised for the white orb to move right and it did it willed it to shrink and it did the being then thought I 'can I make my loneliness go away too'.