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Chapter 85: Don't touch me

Warning: Hints of Sexual Abuse and Self harm

We barged open the door to see a wide corridor-like area turning at the corner with only a wardrobe, table, and a chair. The chair was occupied by a blonde lady who was busy with her cell phone. She immediately stood upon seeing us. Her eyes looked like they were about to fall off. I instantly recognized her as Amanda. The three cops quickly ran and caught hold of her while Fred and I ran past them to the corner.

It opened into a wide hall-like area which was surprisingly empty. It has only a huge king-size bed, a table with some documents, a water jug, a glass, and an armchair placed at the end of the bed. Fred and I stopped in our tracks, horror-struck. The scene that greeted us hit like a thunderbolt.

Tony was on his stomach, naked at the bottom with hips raised and his shirt half-open. His head was buried in the bed, and one of his hands we could see was clutching onto the bedsheet tightly. Behind him, Mr. Olsen, shirtless, on his knees, his hands on both sides of Tony's waist and his erect p***s pointed right at Tony's buttocks!

Mr. Olsen looked quite taken aback on seeing us. He was so stunned that he remained to stare at us while we stared at the horrible and shameful sight, dumbstruck. I balled my fist as the anger in the pit of my stomach started boiling up like a vicious snake. I didn't waste any more time and ran straight at him. Without a second thought, I landed my balled fist on his cheek. Mr. Olsen fell on his back on the bed, holding his cheek. I felt Fred come up right after me and pull Mr. Olsen from the bed, holding him in a neck lock. Two other cops who accompanied us came running into the hall and seeing Fred almost choking Mr. Olsen, tried to pull him out of his hold. Fred didn't look like he wanted to let go, and unfortunately, for the cops, in front of Fred's bear-like stature, they were both falling short. I heard Fred yell in utter fury,

"Leave me. I am going to kill this a**hole. This bastard doesn't deserve to live. You sc*mbag!" he held Mr. Olsen even more tightly, making him gargle, his spit flying out of his mouth and his eyes rolling.

"Mr. D'Souza, you're strangling him. Let him go!! Leave him! Mr. D'Souza....you will be charged with an attempt to murder if you don't leave him," the cops screamed at Fred, trying to get Mr. Olsen out of his hold.

As the cops and Fred struggled with Mr. Olsen, I took off my overlong coat and covered Tony. I turned him around but was immediately horrified to find Tony biting onto his fist so hard that blood was flowing down his hand. His face was covered in sweat and tears. His eyes shut tightly, and he didn't even look like he was aware of his surroundings. I turned him around and tried to pry his fist out of his biting mouth, but he just wouldn't let go. I pulled his hand out, speaking urgently,

"Tony, Tony...It is me! It's Robbie. Leave your hand. You're hurting yourself. Stop it...Open your mouth...TONY!!" I almost screamed at him.

He is on the verge of fainting. My heart is about to explode from fear. He must have bit onto his hands to keep himself from losing his head. I shook him vigorously, but he still did not respond. Scared, I looked around the room to see if there was anything that could help me wake him up and found the water jug. I carefully put him onto the bed, went past the still struggling cops and Fred, and took the water jug. I ran back and poured water on Tony's pale dead looking face. This made him respond. His eyelids flickered. I quickly placed the jug on the floor and put one of my arms around his shoulder, pulling him up to my chest and gently patting his cheek. Tony's brows creased, his eyes blinked, and finally, he opened his mouth, letting go of his hand.

I immediately put his hand away and shook him. Tony slowly opened his eyes; he blinked a few times before he fully opened them. I sighed in relief and hugged him. I didn't know what I would have done if anything happened to him. He was crying when I pulled back, so I gently wiped his tears off, smiling at him,

"Don't worry. We are here. You will be fine now," I said, reassuringly.

"T-Tw-Twen," Tony stuttered.

"He is fine. He is with mum and Sam, don't worry," I said, giving him a forehead kiss.

"D-do-don't t-t-touch me," more tears leaked out of his eyes as he stammered.

I was stumped. I looked at him with wide fearful eyes. I moved his hair away from his face as I apologized in a shaking voice,

"I am so sorry that I am late. I am really sorry! You can hate me all you-"

"I-I don't h-hate you," Tony muttered with difficulty, "B-but I-I am," he said as a stream of tears roll down and he closed his eyes, "I-I am d-dirty."

For a few seconds, I didn't comprehend what he said, but then it suddenly struck me,

"What nonsense, Tony! You are not dirty," I said, gently caressing his face.

"I am n-not worthy of-of you," Tony stammered.

I am dumbfounded. What is Tony saying? Why is he even thinking like that? Worthy of me? If anything, I am not worthy of him! It is because of me that he is in this state. He would not have faced all of this if I hadn't entered his life!!

Cough...Ha hahaha...cough...hahaha

I heard a coughing laugh beside me. It's Olsen, held by the two cops and hands in cuffs. Finally, the cops got Fred's hold off of Mr. Olsen, though Fred is still standing with his hands across his chest, shooting murderous glances at him. Mr. Olsen looked at me, his eyes shining with glee and wickedness,

"I seem to have smeared your favorite toy," he sneered as he continued to cough and laugh.

"You better shut your mouth if you don't want to lose your teeth!" I growled, glaring at him.

"Breaking my teeth won't change the fac-" Mr. Olsen couldn't complete before Fred grabbed hold of his jaw.

"What are you guys waiting for, Christmas? Take this bloody b*stard out!" Fred roared at the cops, who grimaced at Fred's commanding tone but quietly did as told.

I looked at Tony, who looked broken and his lips pressed tight in a straight line. His face turned away from me, and his eyes shut. As I saw him in this state, my stomach twisted painfully. I looked at Fred, who too was looking at Tony sadly. I requested him,

"Can you please leave us alone for a minute?"

Fred looked at me, his eyes showing despair, but he nodded and quietly walked out. I looked back at Tony, who was not meeting my eyes,

"Tony, look at me!" I said.

He refused to look. I put my hand over his face gently and made him turn towards me. I bent near his face and requested, "Please."

He opened his eyes, tears beaming on the surface. I looked straight in his eye and said affectionately,

"You are not dirty. You are and will always be the most beautiful person I have known and had the fortune of loving!"

"I a-and that ma-man-" Tony stuttered through his tears.

"If having sex with another man makes you dirty, then I am a hundred times dirtier than you are. I slept with almost my entire college and that too willingly, unlike here, where that filthy bastard forced you," I said, interrupting him.

I saw Tony's nose and cheeks turning red as he held my arm with his bleeding hand. His tears formed tracks on his cheek. He looked at me, lips trembling, and said as his voice broke,

"Y-you made me w-wait too long."


Chapter 86: Inner thought

Warning: Hints of psychological effects/after effects of sexual assault

I am feeling tired and weak, and my legs are still numb. I felt fuzzy and thirsty. I could taste some salty liquid in my mouth and realized with a shock that it is blood from my hand. I suddenly felt cold near my genitals and realized that my trousers are not on. I felt naked and exposed. I tried to cover myself up with my uninjured hand, which Robbie noticed. He buttoned the overlong coat that he had placed over me, which fell till my knees, covering most of my bare skin. He carried me 'princess style' in his arms and walked out of the room.

Robbie didn't look at me with hatred or disgust... he told me that he loves me no matter what and said I am not dirty... but I was taken by that man... I even took him by mouth... suddenly the memory of it made me want to puke. I quickly placed my hand over my mouth, ending up in a fit of cough. I heard Robbie's concerned voice,

"Tony, what happened? Are you okay?"

I wanted to say 'Yes', but I felt nauseous. I nodded, trying not to vomit all over Robbie. He gently placed me down on one of the stairs and spoke in a tensed, hurried voice,

"Are you feeling suffocated? Do you want to vomit?"

I looked at Robbie. His eyes are round with worry. I shook my head but did not remove my hand from over my mouth. He patted my head gently and said lovingly,

"Don't worry! You can rest a little. I'll sit with you."

Robbie sat beside me and pulled me into a hug. My head rested on his chest, and I could hear his heart's rhythmic beat, which soothed me. I feel a bit calm. However, I feel too undeserving of this kindness. I am not the person he should pour his love over. That man filthied me. Just like broken crowns don't adorn a king's head, I am not fitting to be by Robbie's side. Unconsciously, I held onto Robbie's shirt as tears started spilling down my cheeks again. I wish... I wish I had understood my true feelings for Robbie a few days back, then I could have at least held him untainted!

"Do you feel better now?" Robbie asked softly, putting my hair behind my ears.

"Yeah," I answered hoarsely.

"Shall we go out then?" he asked, kissing my head.

The image of that man caressing my hair suddenly flashed in my mind, and unintentionally, I moved away. Robbie looked at me, surprised. I gasped as my eyes widened, and I wrapped my arms around myself as if I was feeling cold,

"S-sorry, I-I didn't-"

"It's okay, Tony. Don't worry, It's totally fine. Come, let's go out," he said, lifting me.

What do I do? Whatever happened seemed to have etched itself in my head. I can still feel and recall all the places that man touched. My hair, my face, my lips, my mouth, my neck, my back, my chest, my... out of nowhere, I am gripped by the strong desire to wash myself. Robbie shouldn't touch me when that man has defiled me. I must clean myself. I want to bathe myself off all that man's touches. Robbie noticed my restlessness and held me tightly.

"Hey, it's alright, calm down. We are almost outside," Robbie cooed near my ear, like a soft breeze.

Just as he said, I immediately breathed in the fresh night air. I can hear the loud sirens of the cop cars, and without even looking, I can feel the presence of several people. From somewhere nearby, I heard Fred's angry growl. It appears as if he is arguing with someone, but I can't be sure. Robbie didn't bother to stand or see; he quickly took me past them and placed me in the backseat of a car.

"Stay here for a while. I'll go talk with cops, okay?" Robbie said.

I wasn't listening. I was looking at myself. Whether I see my hands, palms, arms, thighs, or legs, it only reminds me of what happened. I closed my eyes and placed my hands on both sides of my face, almost speaking to myself,

"Robbie, I wanna take a bath. I-I have to take a bath," I breathed.

Robbie looked stumped, but then his face twisted in a strange, painful expression. He held my shoulder and made me look at him, speaking in a harsh yet constrained tone,

"Tony, Stop! Stop thinking you are dirty!" Robbie's eyes flashed with some complex emotion, which in my current state, I am not able to decipher, "You are NOT dirty! Do you get me? You are not at fault! Olsen is the dirty one! He is filthy! He is a sick lowly pervert... NOT YOU!"

"Bu-but Robbie, how will I face Tw-Twen like this? What will he think of me? He will be so ashamed of me-"

"Twen is our son, YOUR son, have faith in him. I am sure he will be just as furious at Olsen as I am. You did whatever you did for him. He will never blame you!" Robbie said sternly before his voice became mild, and spoke softly, "And frankly, he doesn't need to know. He is too young for this."

"I-I am scared to se-see hi-" I couldn't say it all before Robbie's lips covered mine.

My eyes widen as the horrible image of me taking Mr. Olsen by mouth flashed in my head, and I pushed him away, "NO, Robbie! I-I-"

Robbie didn't let me complete again and pulled me into a kiss. No amount of resistance budged him. He moved back only after kissing me properly and looked me deep into the eyes,

"I don't care what that bastard made you do. Nothing that bastard did can make me feel less for you. You will never be dirty in my eyes!


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What should Robbie and Tony's friends do to stop Tony's self hatred?

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