Chapter 30: Wake up Call
Warning: Strong language, attempted r*pe scenes
I would have won the award for the most unlucky person in the world if there was such a thing. In just three weeks, I have experienced bad luck equivalent to a century for others. It all started with me meeting my ex-boyfriend/bonded Alpha, working in the same office with him, finding out he has a fiancee and starting my heat cycle just when my bonded Alpha was in the vicinity.
Heat cycles are a bane for Omegas. During this period, the pheromones released by the Omega are much stronger and it affects any nearby Beta and Alpha. It is the same as the saying 'animals in heat'. In the case of Omegas, they release strong heat pheromones that affect an Alpha's and Beta's libido. In the case of Beta, the impact on their libido is not very severe and so they generally do not lose their head but when it comes to Alphas, the impact is extremely strong. Their libido is increased by ten folds resulting in them being completely overtaken by their desires. Some Alphas totally lose their control while some can retain a bit of their senses. However, any intoxicating thing in their body can contribute to Alpha's heightened desire. With Omegas that are bonded, their heat only affects their Alpha and the effect is much stronger than unbonded omegas heat.
Due to all the rush and busy schedules of mine, the matter about my heat completely slipped my mind. To make things worse, it had to start right when Robbie was in my house. I can't believe that the very day I let Robbie in my house, my heat started. Frantic, I started looking for my heat suppressant but to my utter horror, it was not in its usual place.
Where the hell did I keep it?
I looked in the wardrobe, the tv cabinet, the shelves, the table drawers, everywhere but it was nowhere to be found.
What do I do?
If Robbie got a whiff of my heat pheromones, I might end up being violated!!
As I knelt on the floor, desperately searching through the drawers, I felt a presence beside me. I looked up to see Robbie. He looked miserably defeated and very pale. The moment I saw him, my heart almost tore out of my chest. I fell on the floor with a 'thump', fearfully staring at him. My mind raced to determine if I could dash out of the room before Robbie could smell me. My contemplation was interrupted as Robbie's grey eyes turning dark and a lust-filled expression replacing Robbie's sorrowful one.
I saw Robbie's hand reaching out and seizing ahold of my t-shirt before I could react. I was about to tell Robbie to stop but was abruptly cut off by an aggressive kiss. He held my waist and drew me closer to him with his other hand.
Damn it all!!
This was exactly what I was afraid of!
Unable to speak, I put my hands on his chest trying to push him off which has just as much effect as wind to the tree. Robbie eliminated this resistance by holding my wrist that was on his chest and pushing me down on the floor. He pinned my hand over my head and continued his wild kissing, putting his tongue inside my mouth. My body started losing strength and started reacting. I felt like crying. It is a curse to have this body. It is so completely weak to pleasure that it does not care whether my mind wants it or not. I could feel my body responding to Robbie's touches against my will. My resistance was all in vain.
How do I stop this? This was Robbie's first time being affected by my heat pheromones after we bonded. It must already be very strong for him but to make matters worse, Robbie was under the influence of alcohol and not in the best of emotions. Unlike the last time, when we did it during my heat in high school, Robbie seems to have lost all his control right now. My resistance was totally not catching his attention.
As I was thinking of how to stop it, Robbie started tugging on my pajama pants. Horrified, I started throwing my legs furiously as my hands and mouth were blocked. I felt Robbie's hand slip inside my pants and started fondling my p***s. Turning redder than I already was, I shuddered inadvertently.
What do I do?
How do I make him stop?
I don't want things to go this way. I have to stop Robbie before my body succumbs to this insanity.
To my utmost dismay, my p***s started to react to Robbie's touch, getting hard and stiff. Despite my best efforts to stop Robbie, my body refused to listen. Against my better judgment, my eyes started getting heavy and my body started feeling him more. My body turned limp and weak. I closed my eyes, allowing the heat from Robbie's body, his intoxicating smell, his hot tongue, and his warm fingers to overwhelm me. It was long since I had this sensation and it was almost too much to digest. Subconsciously, I held his head and kissed him back till we were both out of breath. But Robbie didn't stop and proceeded to kiss my neck and sucked on my shoulder. I let out a moan full of craving. But then...
"Mommy, are you back?"
I heard Twen calling. That voice was enough to wake me up from all my lost senses. As if I'd been shaken awake, my clouded mind cleared immediately. Even though my body was still reacting to Robbie's craziness, my heat did not affect my mind any longer. I looked at Robbie, whose head was buried on my neck and his hand on my sensitive part, and started kicking and throwing my restricted hand vehemently to wake him up as well. Now that my mouth was free, I whispered to him acidly,
"Robbie, get off of me. Leave me. You jerk, stop it. What do you think you're doing?! Come back to your senses, you moron"
Initially, he didn't notice and continued to kiss furiously and fondle incessantly. Trying to stop my moan from escaping, I bit my lip and kept trying to kick him off. I can't allow Twen to witness this scene. It is too shameful. Being exposed to such a humiliating and embarrassing scenario might impact him deeply. I won't let that happen. After struggling for a long time, finally, my efforts succeeded in catching Robbie's attention. His eyes were burning with lust as he looked at me, breathing heavily.
"You crazy horny jerk! Get off of me. What do you think you're doing?" I hissed, a little loudly
At that very instant, Twen asked shrilly "Mommy, is that you?"
Among everything, this is what jolted Robbie from his trance. I saw his blank desire filled eyes regaining life as he looked at me and then at the most embarrassing state that we were in. His face lost all color. He instantly left my hands and put them over his nose, holding his breath and trying not to take a whiff of my heat pheromones. Stumbling, he rose to his feet before scurrying to the drawing-room and outside.
I sat there, disheveled, my heart beating in my mouth and my body still pulsating with lust. This had to be the worst. How could I forget about my heat? And most importantly, how could I forget about displacing my heat suppressant while giving them to Tanya last week.
"Mommy?? Why are you not saying anything"
I heard Twen's soft anxious voice. I was most glad that he did not have to witness 'that'. It was thanks to my instruction to him to ask before leaving his bedroom and to keep his room locked unless he receives an answer for a possible case of a break-in.
"Yes, Twen. It is me. Sorry, I did not hear you before. It's late, go back to bed" I called back
"Mommy, are-are you ok?"
"Silly boy. What would happen to me? I am fine. Go to bed now. Sweet Dreams"
"Ok, mommy. Goodnight" Twen replied sounding relaxed.
I breathed a sigh of relief and then looked at the corridor from where Robbie left. I was almost sure I won't be able to stop this mishap. I couldn't bring myself to blame Robbie either as he had no warning. To top it, he looked in quite a bad shape. However, it was astonishing that Robbie was able to pull himself back together which allowed us to avoid this catastrophe. I brought my knees together and put my head over it, allowing the madness of a while back to ebb away.
Chapter 31: Failed
"Miss Sarah? Miss Sarah??" I heard nanny June call me as I stomped into the house and banged the door shut on her face.
"What is it, Miss Sarah? Are you not feeling well? Should I get you some refreshments?" she asked me in a worried tone from outside my door.
"Just leave me alone!" I yelled.
There was a sudden silence before I heard her small strained voice, "Okay."
I heard her footsteps as she walked away from the door. I felt guilty for shouting at her when my bad mood was not even her fault. She took care of me after mum's death. She was like my older sister, and I did not want to shout at her or hurt her but….
I felt extremely angry and frustrated. I walked straight to my bed, fully clothed with my shoes on, and I fell on it.
Uncle just blatantly threatened me when he was the one who deceived me. He did not tell me about Robbie's true sexual orientation and asked me to seduce him, but now he is acting like some saint! Would I have ever resorted to that cheap trick of spiking Robbie's drink to get him to marry me? He loved a MAN??!! How? When? And why? Before I left for the UK, he was as straight as a lamp pole. How did he suddenly bend?
I have loved Robbie since the second grade, he was my closest friend, and we grew up together. I thought I knew him the best. I had thought about confessing my feelings once we graduated middle school. But during the last year of my junior high, mom suddenly decided that I should receive my education out of the country, and without any prior warning, she suddenly told me that I would be going out of the country to study. I didn't want to. I wanted to see Robbie and spend more time with him, but Mom's mind was made, and Dad didn't object. No amount of crying, cursing, or begging helped. In the end, I was forced to accept it.
I decided to confess my feeling before leaving and ask him to wait for me. As fate would have it, Robbie's family was going through a very difficult time. Hence, Robbie would always be in a bad mood, so I never got the opportunity to tell him my feelings or that I was leaving.
When I returned home after completing my studies, I was shocked to learn that mum was no more, and dad did not even inform me. He simply introduced me to nanny June and told me that she would take care of me from then on. And on top of that, he suddenly handed me a part of his business to oversee. I barely got time to mourn mum's death. I was reluctant to take over the business as I had plans of opening my own brand of cosmetics. I decided to not let down dad's trust and also opened my business at the same time. I successfully did both of them. One day, dad had suddenly proposed to meet his old friend and took me along. I was astonished to find out that my dad's school friend's son turned out to be none other than Robbie. I was so happy to meet Robbie. I didn't think that I would meet him again. He greeted me with familiarity too, but at the same time quite distantly. I assumed it was because of meeting me after so long. To my utmost happiness dad and Robbie's dad, uncle Ricardo, wanted me to marry Robbie. I happily agreed but to my utter shock, Robbie refused. I was stumped. I thought that it might be because he didn't find me good enough. So, I tried to be prettier and excelled in both of my businesses, hoping he would notice me. But nothing whatsoever got him interested in me.
I started doubting that maybe he had someone in his life and would surprise visit him, often compromising my own business affairs. I even asked his PA, Jane, uncle, and aunty Walker about his whereabouts, but all of them said that he has not shown interest in anyone. So, I couldn't fathom the reason as to why he would reject me. I even imagined to the extent of him having some embarrassing male problem, due to which he avoided being in relation with anyone. That wasn't the case either. I heard from uncle Ricardo that he had some raging periods of one-night stands his entire college life before he stopped everything abruptly. So, I was left with no other choice but to make him fall for me. I visited him more and more often, but he seemed to grow sourer with every visit. I had no idea what to do. Finally, the reason for his complete aversion to me and my advances came to the fore. It turned out that he actually did have someone he loved, and it was a MAN!!
Several things were going through my mind. The more I thought about it, the angrier I got. What about my love for Robbie? Just because he loved someone for eight years, he wants that guy to be his partner. But I, who loved him for almost all my life, has no value? Is he readily going to turn a blind eye to my feelings for him? He couldn't give up on that guy, then what about me? Are my feelings worth nothing?
I did everything that I did so that I can be with him, but he chose to be with some random guy. I clutched the bedsheet tightly and felt warm tears soaking my cheeks and the sheets. I saw my make-up rolling down along with it. It felt like someone was squeezing my heart. My stomach felt painful. My mind and body were both in pain. It was hard to accept. It hurts so bad. I got up, pulled the bed sheet out, almost tearing it. I threw everything on my dressing table, shelf, my shoes, the books on the table; smashed the vase, the showpieces, and the mirror; ripped photo frames, portraits, and the wall hangings, and everything I could reach, making a huge mess of my bedroom.
I heard frantic knocking on my door and the panicked voices of my servants and maids calling,
"Miss! Miss! please open the door!"
"Miss Sarah, I heard a glass break, did you get hurt?"
"Miss!" I heard almost a choked voice which was of nanny June, "Please tell me if you're hurt! Are you okay? Please open the door..."
No nanny June!
I am not okay!
It hurts!
Damn it hurts so much!
Unable to hold it in anymore, I screamed in fury and the pain of my heart-breaking. I crashed on the floor, which was covered in glass shards. Several of them pierced my feet, legs, and palm. Blood oozed out of the pierced parts, staining the carpet, glass, and the accessories I was wearing. I couldn't feel the pain, neither the tears which rolled down, dropping on the back of my hand.
My scream scared my servants even more. I heard a male servant say in a panicked voice,
"Miss, I am very sorry to do this, but I have to. I am breaking open the door."
I heard the thud of a human hitting the door. I remained sitting there, staring at the carpeted floor with my tear-filled eyes. I heard as the door crashed open with all my servants, maids, and nanny June filing in and then take in a terrified breath.
"Oh my God! Miss...," a female servant shouted
"Am calling doctor Troupe..." another screamed.
Most of them came and surrounded me, trying to get me up. I didn't want to. I remained sitting there like a lifeless doll, feeling them lift me up, carry me to the couch outside. Everyone was speaking something gibberish around me and someone was tending to my wounds, but I couldn't hear anymore.
My mind was instead far from the situation I was in now. It was slowly getting covered in dark and sinister thoughts. The resentment in my heart began to build up. I smiled, which surprised my nanny, who was tending to me. She asked me hesitatingly,
"Miss, does it hurt?"
"Yes," I said, drying my tears with the back of my hand. "It hurts. It hurts like hell, and he too shall know this pain!"
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