Chapter 476: 476, do you suddenly feel that you love me so much that you can't live without me
Author: Qin Ruoxu Machine Translation
The hospital was especially quiet in the morning, which made Ji Yunshen's words seem especially warm and cold.
Fu Qingshan didn't have much of a reaction after hearing it. He only responded with a low "HMM" and then cut off the cell phone communication.
Yu Lin, who was just one door away, was still in a coma. His entire body was filled with devices. His face, which was 70% or 80% similar to his, didn't have much emotion. He lay there calmly without moving. There wasn't any vitality in his small body It was carrying the suffering that he should not have at his age.
He leaned his entire body close to the window. His large hands were clenched into fists as he supported himself on it. After looking at it for a while, he loosened his clenched fists and turned around to leave the intensive care unit.
Ten minutes later, Xiao Bai carried a sumptuous breakfast and arrived at the top floor of the high-class Ward on the top floor of the hospital.
Just as he walked out of the elevator, he saw Fu Qingshan standing at the door of the ward at the end of the corridor. His tall body was leaning lazily against the door. He was tilting his head to look out of the window. No one knew what he was thinking about.
The bright and beautiful sunlight enveloped his body, and it actually gave rise to a large amount of loneliness.
He had been by the officer's side for many years, and the word loneliness seemed to have never had anything to do with him.
For Miss Lin, he had really tasted many things that should not have belonged to him.
Including loneliness, including self-esteem.
Xiao Bai's footsteps were slightly heavy as he walked over. As soon as he approached, Fu Qingshan withdrew his gaze from the window and looked at him.
Xiao Bai came into contact with his dark, night-like eyes, and quickly lowered his head and said respectfully, "sir, breakfast is Miss Lin's favorite food that sister Zhu prepared according to your instructions. "
"Okay, give it to me. "
Fu Qingshan took the thermos box from him and waved his hand. "You can leave now. "
Xiao Bai really wanted to explain what happened last night, but he felt that the officer's emotions were not stable enough. He was afraid that if he explained now, it would anger him even more. The words that were on the tip of his tongue were forcefully held back.
After Fu Qingshan turned around, he directly pushed open the ward door and walked in. Through the half-open gap, Xiao Bai saw the beautiful woman lying on the bed, as well as the doting expression on the officer's face when he turned around.
He didn't know why, but these two people always made him feel that even if the relationship between the two of them had reached a dead end and could never be untangled, they couldn't be separated from each other?
The door of the ward closed gradually as Fu Qingshan walked away, blocking Xiao Bai's line of sight.
Fu Qingshan carried the insulated lunch box to the side of the bed. First, he scooped out a chair and sat down. He looked at her for a while, and when he had seen enough, he leaned over to her ear and said softly, "Yan 'er, wake up. Eat Breakfast before you continue sleeping. "
"Yan 'er, Yan 'er... "
Lin Yan had another nightmare. In her dream, she was in a sea of fire. There was thick smoke everywhere. She shouted Fu Qingshan and Yu Lin's names at the top of her lungs, but the only response she got was the sound of burning flames.
Her exquisite and beautiful forehead was covered in cold sweat. She muttered something from time to time with a pained expression on her face.
He reached out to wipe the cold sweat off her forehead and called her name twice, but she was still struggling in the dark dream.
He frowned, then lifted the quilt and got on the bed, directly lying beside her.
Some of his body temperature and embrace, the woman indeed quieted down and came over familiar with the way. She got into his arms and even found the most comfortable position.
The man looked at the petite woman beside him, curved his lips and looked at her with a smile that was not a smile. Then he tightened the long arms that were on her waist.
Last night, after she left, he almost did not sleep the whole night. Now that he was lying with her, he was actually overwhelmed by the surging sleepiness.
He did not resist. Instead, he lowered his head and kissed the woman's forehead. Very quickly, they fell asleep together.
...
Today was a rare good weather since spring in Lin city.
The Sky was cloudless. The entire city was filled with the fragrance of magnolia flowers. When it drifted in through the half-open window, it made one's mood involuntarily become comfortable.
The bright and beautiful sunlight passed through the gaps of the Magnolia trees and fell in indiscernibly. It practically filled the entire room.
After an unknown amount of time, Lin Yan finally broke away from the dream that was as dark as the tide. She half-opened her eyes in a daze and was immediately blinded by the bright and beautiful light before her eyes. She immediately closed her eyes and raised her hand to cover her eyes, getting used to it for a while Only then did she open her eyes and look around.
She was still in that dark dream just now and her mind was almost blank. She did not feel the warmth brought by the hard chest beside her. Only when she was about to start recalling the memories before she fell asleep did she realize what was wrong This seemed to be... ... A man's chest ...
And it was very familiar.
She looked up and saw the man's face facing the sunlight.
He was really very good-looking, the kind of good-looking that women could not help but feel ashamed of.
His eyelashes were also very long, curled and curled, even better looking than a woman's eyelashes.
As she looked, she reached out her hand and wanted to touch it, but when the slightly cool fingertips really touched his skin, she bounced away as if she was electrocuted. However, it was obviously too late for her to realize Because when she touched his face with her fingertips, he had already woken up from his deep sleep.
His big hand grabbed her little hand, and his voice was deep and hoarse from the sleep. "What's wrong? Do you suddenly feel like you love me? Can't leave me? HMM? "
"Stop Dreaming. "
Lin Yan angrily shook off his hand. Then, she sat up and looked at the handsome man with a satisfied smile "Fu Qingshan, do you have any special fetishes? Or do you think that you'll be happy after a while? Why do you always come to my bed? You don't even make a sound. "
"Yan 'er, when you're saying these things, why don't you ask me what happened? ''
"What can happen? "
She raised her beautiful eyebrows and said gently, "other than you shamelessly climbing up, I really can't think of the second possibility. So, please don't put on an innocent expression that I'm begging you to not let you go. "
"But in fact, that's exactly what happened. "
The man chuckled a few times and then pointed to the surveillance camera in the room. "Do you want me to bring up the surveillance camera? "
"..."
Lin Yan did not say another word. At this moment, she began to doubt herself without confidence.
After all, he never fought a battle that he was not confident in. Furthermore... ... He spoke so confidently that she could not decide whether she was the one who took the initiative to stick to him or if he was the one who came over first ...
Lin Yan's silence made the smile on the man's lips widen "looks like you still don't believe what I said? How about this, in order to make you convinced, we'll first bring up the surveillance camera and see if I shamelessly stick to it or if you unconsciously stick to it... "
"I don't have time to play games with you. "
Lin Yan did not hear him finish speaking and directly interrupted him.
The person who should not have any relationship with her was lying on a bed at this moment. If word got out, no one would believe that this man was the man that she had already decided to give up on, right?
"But Yan 'er... you can't forcefully interpret your lingering feelings for me as my harassment or harassment. This is really unfair to me. "
"Fu Qingshan, what are you talking about? WHO's lingering feelings for you? "
Fu Qingshan reached out and pulled at his hair. Then, he suddenly leaned over and placed one hand on his propped up knee while the other grabbed her jaw. His Adam's apple moved up and down "If you're not lingering feelings for me, why are you crawling into my arms? If you're not lingering feelings for me, why is my name in your sleep talk? "
Lin Yan heard his words and her furrowed brows immediately furrowed into a ball.
The closer he got, the warmer his breath sprayed on her face. It carried with it the unique scent of hormones from a man's body. It took almost no effort for it to occupy all of her senses. The more she tried her best to ignore it.. The more intense the feeling of being controlled by him became.
In the end, she simply pulled her lower jaw out of his big hand and endured the pain as she said, "Fu Qingshan, even though the surveillance camera can capture the scene, it can't hear anything. Whatever you say is true. How can anyone believe you? "
"I knew you would say that. "
He seemed to have predicted everything. Then, he took out something like a recording pen from his pocket and placed it in her hand "I happen to have a recording pen on me. When you were talking in your sleep, I happened to record it. If you don't believe me, open it and listen. "
Lin Yan glanced at the recording pen in her hand. Then, as if she had been electrocuted, she threw the recording pen back. "Fu Qingshan, aren't you bored? "
"Why? Are you scared? "
"..."
Lin Yan still ignored him. She directly pulled the quilt off the bed and got out of bed to put on her shoes.
At this moment, the ringtone of the phone in Fu Qingshan's pocket rang.
He rarely turned his phone into a ringtone, and he rarely used pop songs as ringtones. But at this moment, he had obviously changed the same ringtone of the phone. Instead, he downloaded a pop song that had recently become very popular and made it a ringtone The lyrics of this song were very similar to what he wanted to express to her.
"If it weren't for you, if it weren't for the past, I wouldn't be sad... "
If it weren't for you?
In other words, I can't live without you.
Fu Qingshan looked at her deeply and took out his phone from his pocket. When he saw the name displayed on the screen, his handsome face, which was originally full of smiles, instantly turned gloomy.
He hurriedly lifted the blanket and got off the bed. After putting on the leather shoes by the bed, he hurriedly walked towards the door. As he walked over, he slid down the answer button. In the next second, a sweet female voice was heard.
The distance between them grew further and further. Lin Yan, who was sitting by the bed, could only hear the sweet female voice from the other end of the phone. As for what was said, she could not hear it clearly at all.
After the man walked out, she also intended to leave. However, she accidentally caught a glimpse of the insulated lunch box on the bedside table.
It was already 9:22 am. She was indeed a little hungry. Moreover, she was so hungry that she felt flustered and weak.
At this time, she did not feel awkward or pretentious. Instead, she moved over and prepared to eat the breakfast that he had specially brought over.
After opening the lid of the pink insulated lunch box, a strong aroma of food wafted out. She took a deep breath, picked up the chopsticks next to her, and started eating.
When Fu Qingshan came back from the phone call, he saw a petite woman sitting by the bed, eating the food in the insulated lunch box with a satisfied look on her face.
He walked over with a few big steps and sat beside her.
She ignored him and continued eating. It was not until his eyes were too hot, so hot that she found it difficult to eat, that she took the time to look over. "Can you not stare at me eating like that? It's easy to get indigestion. "
The man's eyes were still unfathomable. After staring at her Red Lips for two seconds, he slowly replied, "I'm hungry too. "
His words always had a double meaning in others'ears.
She couldn't even tell if he was really hungry or if he was referring to something else.
After being with him for a long time, even her thoughts seemed to have assimilated quite a lot. She liked to associate everything in that direction.
When she thought of this, a layer of redness appeared on her fair and delicate face. But soon, it disappeared without a trace. No one could catch it at all.
"The hospital has a staff cafeteria. You can go there to solve your hunger problem. "
After saying this, she turned her head and continued eating the food in the insulated lunch box.
He was still staring at her with the same gaze and expression from before. After another half a minute, she finally couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to say something again. However, he interrupted her a second in advance. "feed me two mouthfuls. "
"Who's going to feed you? If you want to eat, can't you pick it up yourself? It's not like you don't have long hands. "
As she said this, in order to deliberately annoy him, she picked up a piece of meat with her chopsticks very slowly and brought it to her mouth very slowly. Before she could completely put it into her mouth, she was shocked by the man's movement of leaning over.
Then, the meat that she had just put into her mouth was snatched away by the man. In the end, he even nodded his head in satisfaction. "MMM, it smells good. "
This time, Lin Yan's face turned completely red. She could not hide it even if she wanted to.
When the man saw her reaction, he smiled in satisfaction and did not continue to tease her.
Her appetite was very small, and she had not grown much since she was pregnant. After eating a few mouthfuls in a row, she already felt full at this moment.
However, in order to nourish the child in her stomach, she forced herself to eat a few mouthfuls. When she really could not eat anymore, she put down her chopsticks. Then, as usual, she brought the insulated lunch box to him. "I'm full, you can eat. "
At this second, she did not realize what she had done. She waited until she could read the different emotions in his eyes before she took the insulated lunch box away from him.
Before she could do anything, the man reached out to take the insulated lunch box and began to eat.
The man ate quickly. In addition, he was already hungry. In less than ten minutes, he had finished all the food in the insulated lunch box.
Lin Yan liked to watch him eat. She always felt that the minutiae in his actions carried an inherent elegance and elegance that others could not learn from.
After the man finished eating the food in the insulated lunch box, he walked past her and closed the lid on the bedside table.
When he was done, he looked at the petite woman next to him. "Did you listen to the recording pen? "
Lin Yan shook her head. "I don't want to continue talking nonsense with you about such a boring matter. You can find someone else to talk nonsense with. "
After saying that, she stood up and looked down at him "I'm a little tired, so I'll go back and rest. You take care of Yu Lin. When his body is almost recovered, I'll take him away, so... "during this period, I won't appear too much. I also hope that you won't appear too much in front of me, okay? "
The man didn't say anything. It seemed like he was considering, but it also seemed like he was rejecting her.
Lin Yan didn't guess his intentions in detail, nor did she wait for his response. Instead, she directly left the ward.
Of course, she didn't give him the recording pen.
The woman's slender and graceful figure gradually walked away. The man sat by the bed and watched quietly. When she completely disappeared from his sight, his lips curled into a smile.
But no one understood how strategic his smile was.
...
Twenty days later.
Yu Lin could finally be discharged from the hospital under the meticulous care of the doctor and his constant efforts to recover.
During the days when Lin Yan was hospitalized in Yu Lin, she had always adhered to the principle of whether she was with him or not, whether he was with her or not.
Until today, she had no choice but to appear with Fu Qingshan. After all, that was Yu Lin's wish.
She did not set off with Fu Qingshan. Instead, she went to the mall and bought a pair of shoes and a set of clothes for Yu Lin.
Before leaving the shopping mall, she passed by a watch shop and bought him a children's watch.
After shopping, she took a taxi to Yu Lin's hospital room. Fu Qingshan was peeling fruits for him as he told him a story.
The two of them got along very well. There was no estrangement or indifference, as if they were father and son who had been together for a long time.
The sound of Lin Yan's footsteps attracted their attention.
Yu Lin called her mother happily, while Fu Qingshan took a look and then looked away.
Lin Yan acknowledged Yu Lin and placed the things she had bought for him on the hospital bed. Then, she put the watch on his left wrist and said, "this is the watch that I have chosen for you for a very long time. Do you like it? "
Yu Lin did not even look at it. He just nodded and said with a smile, "it looks good, very good. I like it very much. "
Lin Yan reached out and rubbed his head. "It's good that you like it. "
For the rest of the time, Lin Yan helped Yu Lin pack up his things.
However, Fu Qingshan was too silent. His silence made her feel uncomfortable. She wanted to ignore him, but his presence was too strong. In the end, she could only clench her teeth and persuade herself that everything was going to end.
Ten minutes later, she packed Yu Lin's things and asked him to wear the new clothes she had bought for him.
After Yu Lin put on his clothes, she said slowly, "Yu Lin, after you're discharged from the hospital this time, will you go back to America with MOM? "
"Go back to America? What about dad? "
After Yu Lin heard this, his first reaction was that after he and mom went to America, where would dad go?
Would he go with them Or would he stay in the country?
This reaction also proved that it was an instinctive reaction after he lost his parental love.
Lin Yan pursed her Red Lips. After a few seconds, she answered him in an even lower voice, "father will stay in the country and not live with us. "
"Why? "
"Mother and father's personalities are not suitable. They had already gone through the divorce procedures a few years ago. This time, I can get you back because God has blessed me. I don't want to experience the pain of being separated by life and death again. "
Lin Yan's words seemed somewhat profound to a five-or six-year-old child.
He nodded, not fully understanding. "But... mom, I hope that the three of us will be together forever. "
Yu Lin's eyes were clear. When he looked at her, they were filled with anticipation, and she was destined to disappoint him.
So much so that after a few simple glances at each other, she averted her gaze "Yu Lin, mom will tell you that there are many people and many things in this world that may deviate from our expectations. When this deviation appears, the only thing we can do is to accept it... "
Before she could finish her sentence, Yu Lin interrupted her anxiously, "mom, I want you and dad to accompany me, okay? "
He still looked at her with that innocent and pitiful gaze from before. She took a deep breath and shook her head, "I'm sorry, Yu Lin. I really can't do this request. "
Perhaps everyone thought that after a period of time, the anger in her heart would disappear and she would return to his embrace as if she had forgotten about the pain.
But in reality, during this period of time, she had never thought of going back with him to get back together.
She thought of many futures, but he was not around.
Yu Lin heard Lin Yan's words and quickly lowered his head. Then, tears fell from his eyes one by one, landing on the blanket with a muffled sound.
When she saw Yu Lin's tears, her body felt like it was being cut by a knife. However, she gritted her teeth and endured it. Her heart did not soften. "Don't cry anymore. If you cry anymore, Mommy will also cry. Do you want to make mommy cry? "
Yu Lin shook his head, indicating that he did not want to, but he could not help but want to cry.
After crying for about five minutes, Yu Lin's emotions gradually calmed down. During this period, Fu Qingshan did not say anything. He did not even have any expression. He was completely like an outsider watching from the sidelines. His expression was indifferent and indifferent.
Lin Yan's large hands patted Yu Lin's back to comfort him. When he stopped crying, she said another sentence "Yu Lin, take a good look at Daddy's appearance. After seeing him today, it is very likely that you will not see him for a very, very long time. Other than in photos and short videos on moments. "
After hearing what Lin Yan said, Yu Lin's mood became even more depressed. He didn't say anything and lowered his head to look at the tips of his feet. No one knew what he was thinking about.
Seeing him like this, Lin Yan frowned her beautiful eyebrows and then asked, "Yu Lin, do you have anything else to say? "
Yu Lin shook his head and nodded. Then, he raised his head to look at Fu Qingshan who was sitting there. After a few seconds, he asked in a low voice, "father, mother said that she would take me away from Lin city. You... don't you have anything to say to mother? "
"No. "
Fu Qingshan shook his head and then looked at Lin Yan beside him. He said with a smile, "man, if you cry when you encounter such a small matter, how can you protect your motherland and your mom in the future? "
Yu Lin lowered his head even more, and his voice became even lower "That's because I've imagined the scene of the three of us together many times. But when I felt that this fantasy was about to come true, the dream shattered again. I'm just... I'm very disappointed, very disappointed. "
"You can be disappointed, but you can't show it. Now, take back all your tears and grievances. I don't want to see my son be a crybaby who likes to cry whenever he meets trouble. "
Yu Lin heard Fu Qingshan's words and quickly restrained her tears. After a long while, she said, "Dad, will you come to see me? "
"No. "
A voice interrupted Yu Lin's question.
The person who answered this question was not Fu Qingshan who was sitting by the bed, but Lin Yan who was standing by the bed. "You'll live with me, and dad will also start a new family. Let's not disturb him, okay? "
Although she was not sure if Yu Lin could understand such deep feelings and words, some things were like this. They forced you to move forward. It was impossible not to understand.
Since she would understand sooner or later, there was no need for her to hide it.
It was better to explain it to Yu Lin directly than to lie to him in good faith and let him regret it when he grew up.
Yu Lin hummed in a low voice. Then, he got off the bed and put on his shoes. He walked towards the bathroom. "Dad, mom, I'm going to wash up and brush my teeth. "
"... Okay!"
The two of them hummed in response almost at the same time. When Yu Lin's figure completely disappeared into the bathroom door, he looked at the woman beside the bed and continued, "Have you really decided? You want to take Yu Lin with you? There's no room for negotiation? "
"Yes. "
"Okay, then I understand. "
Fu Qingshan replied and took out his phone from his trouser pocket. He sent a few wechat messages to someone.
Lin Yan didn't care and continued to pack up Yu Lin's things on the hospital bed.
When Yu Lin finished washing up and came out, Lin Yan had also tidied up everything.
Just as she was about to bring it up herself, she was stopped by a long arm beside her. "I'll send you. "
"There's no need. "
The man frowned. "You're still pregnant. Where did you come from to act tough? "
Lin Yan bit her Red Lips and did not speak for a long time.
Seeing how silent she was, the man said again, "it's hard to change what you've decided. I'm not good at comforting people anymore, so... let me send you back. "
Lin Yan took a deep breath and finally gave in and nodded.
Fu Qingshan took all the things in her hands. Lin Yan was relaxed. She only needed to hold Yu Lin's hand.
A few minutes later, the three of them walked out of this high-end private hospital one after another.
After about forty minutes, the three of them returned to the Qingshan villa.
Lin Yan helped Yu Lin pack up his things. She didn't notice that Yu Lin and Fu Qingshan had disappeared together.
On this side, Yu Lin pulled Fu Qingshan into the study room.
Fu Qingshan was about to frown, but Yu Lin said in a low voice, "Dad, you... are you really not going to make him stay? "
"If making him stay was useful, it wouldn't be like today. "
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