Chapter 3: Chapter 3
"Love song is a reflection of ma life. It's very difficult to hide ma anxiety when I feel like the whole world is falling on me. I wanted to give it a happy ending but yeah destiny ripped us apart"
I've been looking for the time when you were mine.
I've been trying to make it right when it's so wrong.
I've been thinking that you would get back to me.
I wrote love song for us.
I wrote love song for us.
I wished my love to survive the hails and storm.
I'm fighting for it and I'm fighting alone.
But I lost my heart and mind
I wrote love song for us. But there's not enough love. Enough love.
Do you still love me? Do you still love me baby? Do you love me baby?
Do you feel my love when you're kissing someone?
Do you feel my touch when you're fucking someone?
I wrote love song for us.
I wrote love song for us.
This love is a death of mine babe.
I'm trapped in a closed place.
Can you please kiss me to keep me alive?
Baby can you please kiss me to keep me alive?
I wrote love song for us.
The song ends here. I don't understand anything from this song. But yeah there's a pain in his voice. I understand that. Anyways that's not my problem tho...
I listen to that song again and again to understand what is happening. But I have not understood anything. So I close the song and take a book to read. But my mind is not settling. I want to see his face. I take my phone and open Google.
I type Aaron woods in search panel and wait for Google to show results. I look at his picture. I am seeing this person for the first time. He is handsome. He has chocolate brown eyes and dark and thick eye brows. His hair same chocolate brown to compete with his eyes.
His shoulders are very broad. There are few pictures of him without shirt and some are in boxers. I stare at his 6 pack abdomen. Then again his face. He has fine jaw line to make him more beautiful. I really like him.
I open YouTube and start to listen to songs from beginning, from his first song. He has music band named Destiny finders. I dont what he means by Destiy finder. But I watch all songs of him. Yeah he makes me to drool over him. I never obsessed with anyone in my entire life and I am look at his picture like I want him only for me.
I know I never even can see at him. So I should leave everything and concentrate only on me. Once I go to London, I will try to see his live concerts. So it's finalized.
After a month, I receive a call letter from London University telling my application is accepted. I am so happy. I start preparing to go to London. Initially there were a lot of reasons. So now one more reason added to the fact why I love London is Aaron.
Aaron does his most of the concerts in London and some Europe countries. In this 1 month, I learnt so many things and simultaneously I learnt about Aaron as well.
He is 26 year old man. Born and brought up in London. He started his career in music at 14 years old and he started a music band with his friends called Destiny finders. He had 5 girlfriends in total and he broke up with everyone. Now from past 3 months, he is single. I don't care about anything. I just want to see him and listen to his music.
Everything is done. Our Maldives trip and preparing to go to London. Everything is done somehow and today is the last day of me being in India. Tomorrow evening I need to leave from her. Finally I am done with packing as well. The night is such a horrible thing. I am not able to sleep for the entire night. I am happy, sad, excited, scared and some other kind of feeling which I can't understand.
The next morning, I am sitting the sofa and waiting for mum to give me a coffee. Grace visits me to give me a gift. "Hy lady, what are you doing?" She smiles ear to ear. "Just like that" I reply lazily. "Hmm" she emphasises it and sits beside me.
She hands me the gift and looks at me. I take it and open. It's a photo frame in where Grace and I are posing like 2 maniac. We were just trying to celebrate Halloween and it turned out to be a disaster. But that's okay.
The entire day we spend talking, talking and talking. It's almost evening and I need to leave within few hours. I check once again whether I miss anything. After confirming that everything is perfect, I get ready.
Dad and mom come to airport to drop me off. They are so happy and sad at the same time. I know it's very difficult for them. They have only me and if I am not in home they would miss me a lot.
We spend some time crying and finally I board the flight at 10.30 pm IST in Bangalore Airport. It's a straight 10 hours journey. My dad spend money like a water to make this possible. This flight ticket itself costed 60,000 INR. I should make them proud for what they are doing to make my future bright. I will one day. I should focus on what I have to. I should finish my graduation with good marks and take my father's business over.
My first flight experience. It's so good to experience new things. It's so good start a new life. I am gonna cherish all the moments in life. Life is so good sometime. It teaches.
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