Chapter 8: Chapter 7,5 - Meet the Family Swice (2)

I stared at my hands who I kept on pressing tighter together by the second. I quickly grabbed my notebook and wrote: "If you excuse me for a bit". I placed it in the middle of the table and left the room. All the attention was on me when I walked out of the room, I just needed space at that point. I rushed down the stairs and I also almost ended up slipping, typical me of course, clumsy as ever. After unlocking the entrance my anxiety decreased slightly. I closed the door behind me and took a few deep breaths. "I can do this... Julio, clear your tasks and then take off this place... calm down...". This was more than I could chew, first of all, I suddenly got placed in an unknown world and Then they tell me to stay?! What kind of joke is this? I looked up the sky... Gloomy. It was cloudy and it was also already quite dark... the time passes fast here. Also, a little breeze passed me and it was chilly. I pressed my hands tight together, I struggled a lot to calm down. My trembling didn't stop for a while and my eyes were filled with tears. Why?! I regret everything! Why did I talk with Aroux in the first place?! Why did I get sent here and then they keep on telling me I'm, not myself?! Lies! And more Lies! I placed my hands on my head and pressed them tight. The fear of being in that position was unavoidable. "How am I supposed to continue when I'm already falling apart?"