Chapter 122: HEART's CHOICE
NATHAN'S POV
"I just don't want to be selfish anymore Aikka...I'm breaking up with you"
Even Aikka's reaction was so shocked. Nobody expected him to say that. Ano bang problema niya ngayon? Saka ano na naman ba ang sinabi ng kapatid niya sa kanya, to make him say that?
"Are you out of your mind Spade? ngayon mo pa ta_" hindi na nakapagpatuloy pa si Abby sa kanyang sasabihin dahil agad na nagsalita si Spade to explain.
"I'm sorry but I really need to do this. I just want to be fair enough this time. Alam kong marami akong nagawang kasalanan in the past, kami ng kapatid ko and....I know na marami akong nasaktan. And I can't let Aikka feel that because of me." he said.
Tae. Hindi ko siya maintindihan. Eh ano bang ginagawa niya ngayon? Hindi niya ba sinasaktan si Aikka sa mga sinasabi niya?
"Then why are you breaking up with her? do you think na hindi mo siya masasaktan sa decision mo?" I said.
"its just because I want her to choose instead."
"W_what do you mean by that Spade?" naguguluhan ring ask ni Aikka sa kanya.
"Since nakipaghiwalay na ako sa iyo, you're free to choose between me and Nathan"
Ha? nauntog ba siya? Why am I involved here?
"We can't understand you ijoh. Why are you doing this to our daughter? You're making things complicated at hindi ka nakakatulong" Chairman said.
"I'm sorry Chairman but I really need to do this . I_"
"stop....just stop it Spade" biglang sabi ni Aikka.
Natahimik kaming lahat because of it.
"But Aikka_"
"just go out Spade...please?" she insisted.
"Spade, pagbigyan mo na muna siya..bumalik ka na lang bukas" tita said.
Wala na siyang nagawa kundi ang pagbigyan ang hiling ni Aikka.
"I'm...sorry" agad na siyang lumabas.
Napapikit saglit si Aikka, alam kong until now, hindi pa rin magsink in sa isipan niya 'yung naging decision ni Spade.
"excuse me first. I_ I'll talk to him" initiate ko to make things clear. I believe na Spade wouldn't do it without a reason.
Kaya hinanap ko siya sa loob ng hospital but I didn't find him. I decided to go outside kaya nakita ko siyang nakaupo lang sa malawak na hagdan nitong hospital.
I sighed.
Tulala lang siya at halatang malalim ang iniisip so I bought him a soda para na rin makausap ko siya.
"what are you doing here? Huwag mong iwan si Aikka doon" he said ng abutin ang soda in can na binili ko.
"Stop pretending na gusto mong ako ang mag-alaga kay Aikka instead of you" tapos umupo ako sa tabi niya at ininom ang binili kong para sa akin.
"To be honest? I'm really jealous whenever you're around. Lalo na kapag kausap mo si Aikka." tapos uminom rin siya.
I just smiled. Mukhang hindi nga ako nagkakamaling mahal na mahal niya ang babaeng mahal na mahal ko rin.
"Ano bang sinabi ni Jenna sa iyo? why all of a sudden, you let her go?" I asked him.
"I just don't want to die being a villain."
"To die? hey dude, you're still alive kaya don't kill yourself" I said.
But nagpatuloy lang siya sa kanyang pagsasalita.
"Gusto ko kasing kapag namatay ako, I'll be the person na maaalala nila, hindi dahil sa naging masama ako kundi dahil at least once sa buhay ko, nakapag-sacrifice ako para sa taong mahal ko" he said while smiling but with tears on his eyes.
I know na this time, he's not happy... but in pain. Aish! totoo nga ang sabi nila...
Love doesn't only bring happiness but also bitterness in life. Kasi daw kapag natuto kang magmahal, hindi ka mageexpect na puro kaligayahan lang ang mararamdaman mo, kailangan mo talagang maranansang masaktan para masubok ang pagmamahal mo sa isang tao.
"Besides, ang kapatid ko ang dahilan kung bakit pilit mong itinutulak papalayo si Aikka noon. You just did it to protect her. You just did it because you simply love her." he said.
"siguro tama ka.....but...maybe, naging duwag din ako ng mga panahong iyon kasi hindi ko nagawang ipaglalaban ang taong mahal ko. And I hurt her so much.... at hindi ko na maibabalik ang oras to undo the past" I said.
Tumingin siya sa akin at ngumiti.
"that's why, you need to tell her why you did it. I'm giving you a chance so just thank me now" tapos umubu-ubo pa siya. Malamig na rin kasi dito sa labas kaya ganon.
"Do you think that its the right thing to do? I mean, paano kung.... hindi ikaw ang piliin niya?"
"I'm a man with a word. And huwag kang pakasigurado, I still have a chance na piliin pa rin ni Aikka, wala pa kayang makakatalo sa effort na ginawa ko for her." he said tapos tumayo na siya.
Kung dati, sobra ang pagkainis ko sa kanya. But now? I'm appreciating his coolness.Totoo nga ang sabi nila since HS, he's really a cool guy.
"why are you doing this again?" tanong ko ulit.
He started to walk and said.
"Let's just say, I want that everybody would have a happy ending" tapos nagwave na siya ng kanyang kamay without looking back.
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