The sin shows your true emotions. It is known as an inappropriate feeling of hatred and anger. It can be directed towards anyone and anything. In a way wishing to do evil or harm others. Why? Because doing this causes you to feel better about yourself. Thinking you solved the problem. Gotten rid of somebody that either made you or your loved ones feel horrible either about themselves or towards something else. Thinking it will change something. When in fact it could actually affect you or your loved ones in a negative way. You could have made it worst both for you and for them. The emotion, feeling of hatred only comes out on your most vulnerable moments. It is something inside of you coming out to protest against anything hurting you. It is a feeling that comes out when somebody breaks you or betrays you or just angers you by hurting somebody. Makes you want to not care about anything and hurt them in the most hurtful way. Hate anything or anyone they love. Like they say an eye for an eye a tooth for a tooth just like that without a thought. You hurt me. I hurt you. Just like newton's law of motion. For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. This is maybe. What you call Karma. Or just the world hating on you. It all depends on you. It is a way to present punishment. To in itself resolve your anger and push it on somebody. In a way this is the cause of all your emotions coming together, collapsing against each other and making a huge explosion.? The question is. How will it affect you especially? Will you stop it? Or maybe let it explode?