Chapter 23: You think there is a problem between us?
Because her heart has too many exercises at night and brain thinking too many things, she didn't remember when did she fell asleep.
but weirdly when she opens her eyes, she felt much more refreshed. Moving her gaze around and find an unfamiliar place, she recalls that she is on Wang Kai''s residence in Italy right now.
Yawing, she decides to brush her teeth and go down. Wearing only her usual pajamas, she casually exploring the big mansion. That is her initial plan, but when delicious aromas enter her nostrils all of her plans shatters.
No energy to walk, let eat first. Breakfast in the morning is important!
On the mainly white walls, she found a dining table with many breakfast food on the table. Her mood lifted up to the point that she didn't even notice Wang Kai on the other side.
"Good morning." Wang Kai greeting, make Xiao Ni aware of his existence. Xiao Ni wanted to sit far away from him, but she remembers that she still need to discuss things with him. So she walks up and sits across the man.
Different from the serious Wang Kai who always wair the perfectly tailored suit, Wang Kai who wearing a simple sweatshirt emitting casual auras. Maybe because of that Xiao Ni felt more relaxed as she replies his greets.
"Good morning."
Wang Kai smiled, help Xiao Ni to pour fresh milk on a glass. Xiao Ni look at the glass and smile. "Thank you."
Xiao Ni tried the milk before she took a slice of bread and put it on her mouth. She keeps stealing glance when she eats her bread, she gives him no choice but to ask her what did she want.
"Say." he simply commanded with one word, but enough to make Xiao Ni retract her eyes from food, even place it on the plate. Something she never did before.
Food is her priority, Wang Kai was well aware of it.
Xiao Ni took a big gulp of milk before she blurted out the words in her stomach. "We haven't finished our conversation yesterday."
Wang Kai raised his eyes, clearly interested in the topic. What she wanted to talk about, the kiss or the bed? However noticing the sudden serious expression in her face, Wang Kai's body stiffened up.
"I think, we need to figure out everything today."
Wang Kai took a piece of bread and tear it into a smaller part. "What to figure out?" Took it to his mouth.
Xiao Ni licks her own lips and tastes the bread leftovers. "I thought I just can be unbothered about it, but honestly I can't." She lowered her lashes, trying to rearrange her words into better sentences.
Wang Kai stops chewing for a moment and places the bread on her hand unto the plate. He observed Xiao Ni movement for a moment, but dare not to say a thing.
His eyes never leave her even for a second, so when Xiao Ni lifted up her head, their eyes instantly meet. "I want to know, why do you think that breaking up with me will solve the problem between us?"
Wang Kai frown at her weird question, well part of it. Why did she think there is a problem between them? He tried to be cold headed. "You think there is a problem between us?"
"You don't think there is a problem between us?" an instant question he had received. "Then why did we break up?"
Wang Kai's lips were tightly locked, Xiao Ni stares were calm. But something sting into his heart when he saw a glimpsed of sadness from her. This is also right, he does need to explain this to her.
But how can he say it? can she understand him?
"Xiao Ni, this matter is very complicated, the only thing you should know that my feeling for you is true. I will never intend to hurt you."
Xiao Ni shakes her head. "Just because it's complicated doesn't mean you can just cut it off and leave me with no clue at all. I deserve to know, don't you think?"
It was weird that they can discuss it in such a peaceful way. Xiao Ni thought she will cry and go berserk, but it seems like she was even too tired to cry.
Wang Kai lowered his head, hiding his complicated look from Xiao Ni. Xiao Ni smiles before she throws another question at him. "You never intend to hurt me but don't you hurt me at the end?"
Her voice was soft and sootheing, she tilted her head to look at Wang Kai who still lowering his head. "I don't care if you hurt me, that is the risk I've accepted when I decided to love you. But you can't treat me like this, you can't leave me in the dark while you decide something for our future."
"It's not your own future, it ours, well in the past it was ours." It was very casual and calm like small talk in the morning. Xiao Ni didn't know she can be this cool.
"Two people in love, when they had a problem, they face it together. I didn't need you to be a superman and solve every problem for me. I ask you to share your burdens with me. That is what you should've done if you see me as your partner if you love and trust me."
Wang Kai felt like he was being slapped very hard. Xiao Ni's voice was calm that it made his heart ache even more. He wanted to deny it and defended himself, really, but he can't find the right word.
Because she is right.
"Do you really love me?" It was a question but Wang Kai felt like it was a death sentence. No one speaks for 5 minutes after Xiao Ni throws her question to him.
Xiao Ni has a mocking smile at her face. She was mocking herself for being a fool. She has decided to leave the room when she heard him speaking up.
"I miss you when I didn't see you, I want to kiss you, hug you, just be close to you every time. I'm very happy and peaceful when I see you. I felt angry when I saw you with another man. I felt insecure every time you laugh at another man. I felt miserable when you cried and I felt awful when you ignore me. What is it if it's not love?"
Xiao Ni looks at him and smiles, she scrunches her lips and nod. "Maybe it's not love, maybe we just like the idea of being in love with each other. But even if we love at each other, we still need to learn how to do it."
Wang Kai leans his back at the chair, he laughed before he ask her. "Don't you say you want a simple love, why you making this so complicated?"
Xiao Ni, following Wang Kai's gesture lean her back at the chair too. "I am trying to teach you how to communicated here, so you won't repeat your same mistake in the future."
Watching her rolling her eyes lazily, Wang Kai stretch his forehead. "You want to know the reason, fine I'll tell you. But promise me you won't get angry with me again."
Xiao Ni paused for a moment before she nod her head.
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