"Fourteen and still going strong." After closing the card Kyle said, "You make me sound like I'm a geriatric instead of a teenager here."
Sitting down I look at him squarely in the eye as I told him, "Maybe that was the purpose, Grandpa."
Frowning at me, he places the card on the side table. "How is life for Ms. Renata?" he asked me with a sigh. "Whatever happened to you today would make your day better than mine."
"I wouldn't be too sure about that," I replied. I didn't want to face the truth of what happened that day.
Kyle, noticing my light and casual voice, sat up ram rod straight in his hospital bed.
"What. Happened."
"It's nothing! I'll get over it; it's just kids being kids..."
"Kids aren't just kids. Most of them are assholes it goes without saying. Now, what did these kids do?" he asked me.
I wrung my hands a little bit as I said, "They left a poem in my locker. It's stupid, really..."
"If it's so stupid Renata, then why are you being so evasive about it?" asked Kyle. "Do you have the poem or did you throw it away?"
"I threw it away," I replied.
Kyle stretches his hand out to me. "Your poker face sucks. Now gimme!"
"No, the message is for me alone," I replied.
"Who did you manage to piss off besides me?" he asked. I looked away from him as he said, "You know, it's okay if you're not a saint. I'm not one of those people who are attracted to saintly people anyway so..."
"If I give you the note, will you shut up?" I snapped as I whipped my head to look at him.
He leaned on his right elbow. "Yes, but I make no such promises after reading the note."
"Then I won't give you the note under those conditions," I replied with what I hoped was a smug smile.
Kyle sighed as he said, "Okay then, don't show me the note. I can just make some educated guesses."
"I've never told you about my school life."
"I know that Renata. Problem with you is you don't care about your appearance to the world."
"Should I be?"
"No, you shouldn't. It's because you have this beat to your own drum attitude though that you make the popular girls feel insecure. My first guess is that it's a girl who knows some dirt from your past and likes to throw it at you to make you doubt yourself."
"I'm not playing this game with you, Kyle," I replied in a sing-song voice.
Kyle looked at me a moment longer before saying, "Okay, so not it. How about a former best friend who has mixed feelings for you."
"Yes; it would make so much sense that theory if my life was a soap opera," I replied drily. "Kyle, just drop--"
"OR!" Kyle exclaimed with a gleam in his eyes. "You received a note from a guy you spurned by rejecting him!" After Kyle said that he laughed. Until he got a good look at my face. "That's what it is?"
"Sort of. I didn't reject him per say more like...refused his physical advances." I shake my head and added, "It doesn't stop him from leaving a note to taunt me."
"So, I guessed right. Gimme the note," replied Kyle.
Shaking my head, Kyle's shoulders slump. "Okay fine, don't give me the note. Clearly this guy won't leave you alone because his fascination in wanting to grab your ass, kiss with tongue, or just flat out rape you knows no bounds." Kyle looked up at the ceiling for a moment, chuckling. "Huh. My day was better than yours."
"Go ahead and gloat while you still draw breath," I replied. When I realized what I said my eyes widened. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be, Renata. You should speak without thinking more often." Kyle shook his head as he looked lost for a moment. "I have an idea, but I don't think I should tell you about it."
"Please, don't leave me in suspense. I'm all ears." My reply comes out flat as Kyle pulls out his drawer from the side table and pulls out his phone. As he scrolls through, he starts vigorously texting. He does that for two minutes before looking up at me.
"Who's this guy, anyway?" he asked me.
"None of your business. Whatever or whoever you were just texting better just be a bystander and not a participant of any scheme you cook up. Because there will be no scheming!"
Kyle looked at me like I was nuts. "Okay first of all you're not my mom and secondly you don't dictate my life choices because you're not my ball and chain okay?"
"It's not okay. I can handle this on my own, Kyle."
"I would've believed you if you'd shown me the note earlier, Renata. The fact that you're hiding it from me just tells me you've decided to drown yourself with sorrow." Kyle started texting again as he said, "You can leave me, now."
Getting up I replied, "Oh, I will! Don't think I'm coming back to this room again."
As I closed the door he yelled back, "You will! It's my fifteenth birthday tomorrow!"
The night before, I made Kyle's birthday card for his fifteenth birthday half-heartedly. As I carried the card, with a sunny quote I know Kyle would hate, in my backpack I intended to slide it under his bedroom door.
After school however, I had a change of heart. Entering the hospice center, I walked directly to his room, which is not what I usually did. Kyle's room wasn't the first room I visited normally. As I opened the door however, I saw a nurse checking his blood pressure manually as he was snoring.
"Hello!" exclaimed this brand new nurse I didn't recognize. Kyle, didn't stir from his deep sleep. She noticed I wasn't looking at her and said, "He wasn't feeling too well so they gave him some medicine to help make him calm and he drifted off right to sleep."
I pulled out his birthday card and asked the nurse, "Do you have a marker?"
She gave me a black marker from her scrub pocket. "Here you go," she said cheerfully. I took the marker and wrote in big letters below the sunny quote: THANK YOU!
I left that day with a smile on my face and some weight lifted off of my shoulders. I didn't tell my mom what happened one day when I was the last kid to exit my gym class. One of the basketball stars of our school cornered me. When I tried to get away, he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. "I'm not interested in whatever you're selling," I told him. Ever since then he'd been leaving me gushy poems, trying to corner me at the end of gym class, and the girls who made up his fan club took it upon themselves to make my school life difficult.
Still, I didn't want to burden my mom with this information. She had enough on her plate as it was, including being my mom. I thought I could handle it. I'll admit though, the last poem left me shook:
Honey, I'll tell you my plan
If I can't have you, then nobody can.
It was a shook feeling that Kyle guessed out of the blue. When he was texting his buddies, I wasn't expecting them to do much. They gave me peace of mind.
It happened during lunch. I was eating with my friend Lakeisha, when somebody I never saw before yelled, "Food fight!" and hit his tray full of spaghetti, tomato sauce, and milk at the star Quarterback. After that first throw, the Quarterback flung his own spaghetti tray at the guy and the chaos ensued after that. Food was flying everywhere and Lakeisha and I who was sitting at the edge of the cafeteria, exited the cafeteria to avoid getting hit.
Lakeisha shook her head as she said, "I'm going to use the bathroom to make sure no bits of food ended up in my weave!"
"Okay," I told her as she walked away from me. I was starting to head to my locker, when somebody grabbed my arm. I didn't even have to look to know who it was.
"Hey baby," he whispered in my ear.
"Leave me alone," I replied. Of course, my locker was located in a little nook at the dead end of the hall. He pinned me against the wall and as I struggled against his forearm which was pinning my shoulders down, we both got startled by someone clapping.
A guy completely dressed in black and who I didn't recognize was the one clapping and next to him was a girl with neon green stripes in her blonde hair. The girl was holding up her phone and smirking. "That's so cute! B-ball boy thinks he's a big man, holding down a girl half his height." She walks closer to us with her phone. "Well, I feel like a big girl today with my camera, recording all of this drama. In fact, I'm live streaming this through my Facebook."
His eyes widened as he stepped away from me. "I don't want no trouble," he replied with his hands up, backing away.
"Good. Then while I'm still recording, you'll hear MY words." She walks towards him and away from me to get a close up. "You will leave Renata alone or I will show the police my Facebook live video and see how they feel about what you did today. Are we clear?"
The B-ball player nods his head and starts to walk away. The girl shook her head and shut off her phone. "Run little bitch, run!" she yelled down the hall.
"Who...who are you?" I asked them both.
The goth boy said, "My name is Abraham and she's Tripoli. We're friends of Kyle."
Tripoli scoffed as she told Abraham, "You're his friend." Then, she looked at me and added, "I'm just a girl who owed Kyle a huge favor and am now happy it's all squared up."
My eyes watered slightly as I whisper, "Thank you Abraham and Tripoli."
"Later," replied Abraham as he waved goodbye before exiting the school.
Tripoli patted my shoulder as she replied, "Splashing cold water on your face helps with nerves. I suggest you do that. Nice meeting you, Renata. Now if you'll excuse me, I need to check if my boyfriend is still alive after the food fight he instigated."
"Wait, this was all planned?"
"Sorry you didn't know, but video evidence usually stops assholes like him in his tracks." Walking away from me she yelled over her shoulder, "You're Welcome!" Right before I was going to say thank you.
I took Tripoli's suggestion and splashed water ony face in the girls bathroom. When Lakeisha asked me, "Ren, what are you doing?"
"Trying to wake up," I replied. Kyle's friends...or friends and a girl who owed him one...went out of their way to orchestrate a plan to have my harrasser leave me alone once and for all. Thank you sounds like such a small phrase, when I consider they probably ditched school to take care of a girl they don't know. And just because Kyle asked them to.
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