Chapter 17: Late night desires

I loved to drive my car, especially at night, when the city was on sleep, that's the high time for me to drive around. I had a Ford Mustang GT with built in Wi-fi connectivity. While I drove my car, I liked to listening various types of music, my passed time rendezvous what I called it. I must added this habit of mine with other necessity living styles. I couldn't live without my lifestyle but I could live without my lovers. Yes, I was guilty of various volunteered lovers who loved me happily and moved on proudly. I never had dated anyone who couldn't left me nor any girl or woman I met, who was in love with me. Everyone loved me for time pass or necessities. No one loved me with a reason. So, I loved myself because there was no one besides me who loved me more than herself. Life is hard if we make it that way. I learned to love myself and gave priorities to it, because they could survive without me but not without my love. I had my own little fish store where I sell all kinds of fresh fishes, with or without any dressings, it was up to my clients. Home delivery, online ordering, all in cash or credit cards, no credit purchases were allowed. I bought my own products. Small business, easy for me to handle it alone, with two to three person. Likewise, everyday, I went out for my luxurious comfy driving with chips and iced coffee. Hours after hours I usually loved to drive. It was therapeutic hobby of mine, no disturbance of any kind, just me and my beloved car or my girlfriend or my life whatever sounds right, it was for me. It starts when I want her to, it sit down calmly when I need her to do and talks when I want, what else would I needed then. Even never nagged for not showing enough emotional garbage. Yes, garbage it was for me because all problems made up by their own selfish ignorance. So, I was happily driving, listening music, slowly moving lane after lane, street after street, then I saw a violet aesthetic coloured lanterns shining bright in the dark on a food caravan, it was standing tall on the hillside, it was made of wood, the whole caravan was wood appliqued and carved. In an instant, I felt hunger, it was like I could have died if I didn't eat anything, so, I stopped my car near the food corner. When I was went close to the caravan, I saw a beautiful girl, wore a black silk embroidered long gown with short sleeves, neatly hair was dressed with a little red and white jewelled tulip flower clip on the one side. She was making sweet omelettes with syrup, fried vegetable and cheese sandwich with flat breads and lemon hot tea to be served with them. I was carefully noticing her every move then she asked me about my desired food on that rainy night. It was a gorgeous night indeed. In the middle of the night when the rain was sizzling all over the city, confidently falling as if, it was their birth right, whispering air to my ears like a sweet talks between two lovers then I was feeling sudden hunger inside of me, like I had not eaten for decades. I ordered all of her caravan's food, I wanted to taste her food. I was so overwhelmed by her charming host that I could not eat less than three meals. I was enjoying that time. Whenever, I was getting ready to eat, to feel the sensational soft touch of my sweet puffed up savoury omelettes then my eyes were opened, bright light of sun, woke me up. Good gosh, I was dreaming the whole night but what was it on my bedside table, it was a receipt of my last night caravan but there was no address on it. So, it was a real incident then. After that gorgeous night, I never saw her again.