>>>His PoV
"I'm sorry, mi Luna. "
I'm still hugging her and caressed her back to make her calm down.
She crying because of me, this is my fault. If I didn't let that woman came closer to me.
Fvck!
We stayed like this for about minutes when butler Gerard came and talk.
"Young master, Lord Roctís came."
I narrowed look at him and he just bow down his head.
Why he came here? Is he knew that her daughter came here?
"Lead him to the library I follow there. "
I command at him and he nodded then left the two of us.
"Mi Luna, I'll send you on your room. "
I said to her while wiping her tears she nodded at me but didn't look into me. I sigh for that, I knew she's hurt and mad at me.
After I send her in my room she still quiet and doesn't glance at me. It feels like some fangs stabbed on my chest the way she treated me now .
"I'll be back and we talk." I said to her she didn't answer me and step away when I bow my head to her cheek.
Sigh. I'll need to fix this and clear myself to her after.
....
"Young master of Ranchester. "
The lord greeted me as soon as I enter the room. He stood at the glass window and turn his head to me.
"Lord Roctís." I acknowledge him before I lead him to sit on my study table.
"What's brought you here, sir? " I asked after we sat facing to each other.
"I heard what happened to your Father. Condolence, my child. " I nodded at him and sat back on my seat.
"Lord Ranchester, your father, my friend was a good clan leader. When I heard his death I grieved for sadness. I knew you know what others clan might plan in your family when these news come out. "
"If you need help you always count on me."
"I will, sir. Thank you. "
"Anyway, I heard from my men you found 'her' already?" he said and his features became stoic and serious looked directly at me.
"You knew what may happen if the other clan know this. She'll be in danger, kid. " he's tone was nearly odd and his aura became dense.
"I know, sir. "
"But I'll protect her no matter what. I won't let happen on what they done to my mom."
I said seriously and looking at him directly show him that I can protect 'her' even it cost my life.
He sighed after a moment stared at me.
"Then if that's what your decision I'll support you. Just tell me and I help you, my child. You're the only one who can remain the order in our noble's pyramid."
I smile at him for his supporting me on my decision.
"I know,sir. And assured you'll that I do what I could do for the sake of us nobles."
"Good to hear that, then I'll go ahead now. Just take care of yourself and the Luna. "
I nodded at him and I walked him at the door out where butler Gerard waiting there when he face me again.
"And by the way..."
"What is it, sir?"
"I amend for what my daughter cause you'd today. I'm sorry on what she done to the Luna."
I knew he knows her daughter came here but I didn't expected that he would apologized for his daughter's had caused.
"You knew she's came here and cause a troubled." I said shaking my head on what his daughter done.
"That's one of the reason why I came here beside on visiting you and to confirm about Luna. " He said formally and gave me a small smile.
"I have to amend too on mi Luna now. Sorry I can't send you on your carriage, Lord Roctís. " I courteously said to him.
"It's alright, my child. Just go and clear everything to her. " he nodded and he turned back at me and butler Gerard followed him.
Sigh. I guess she needs to know everything and clear to her my side on what happened today.
....
I'd stood here at my door's room but I may thinking twice if I came in and tell her everything or I'll just backing out and wait until she's cool down...
I walk backward and inward when the door's open that made me stupefied and I saw her too, shock was written on her pretty face and there's stained of tears in her cheeks.
D*mn it!
Before she close the door again I step in and hugged her tightly and at that moment she sobbing on my chest.
"I'm sorry, mi Luna."
I whispered to her and kissed at her temple.
'Your such an jerk, Ranchester!'
I mentally retorted to myself.
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>>>Her PoV
D*mn him!
I must hate him, mad at him but why all my hatred towards him got vanished, why in his embraced all my defense was melted?
Why?
"I'm sorry, mi Luna. "
And on his whispered all my tears that I held back was bursting in a swift moment. Fvck! Why even myself betrayed me?
"I hate you!" I said between in my sobbing and I felt his body got stiffened.
Is he hurt on my words?
"D*mn! It's more than hurts on a stabbing by an wooden apple." he cussed and whispered something that I didn't hear clearly.
What's with the wooden?
" I'm so sorry, darling. Please don't hate me.. " he said after facing me to him. He's begging at me. Just who I am for him to be hurt in my selfishly words?
"Please, mi luna. I'll do everything just don't hate me. I can't bear knowing that you hate me. " He's hand was held at my both shoulder and I feel his hand's trembling.
I looked at him intently even my tears didn't stop for a second. I bit my lower lip to avoid escape some more sobbing.
I put away his hand on my shoulder and walked nearer at the veranda in this room, good thing isn't raining but the breeze tonight was cold enough to cool down my temperament.
I shouldn't carried away on my emotions beside I owned him big time but I'm still hurt. sigh.
"Mi Luna. " he whisper at my back but not so close where am I stood.
So he followed me I thought he gonna leave when I turned my back at him...
"Speak. I'll listen." I coldly said to him didn't mind to face him because if I did all my courage will gone and I'm gonna weakened on his stares to.
"Mi Luna-"
"Erza and that's my name. " I cut him off and still spoke cold with him.
I heard sighing before he spoke on his side.
"Erza, I know you'd hurt because of me and I'm really sorry. I didn't know that she'll do that to me, in front of you..."
"But you didn't pushed her so it means you like it. " It's just a whispered but I didn't expect he could heard it still.
"What? Hell no! She's no one but a crazy woman for me. " he exclaimed and I almost look at him if i didn't control myself.
" Crazy woman?" I sarcastically whispered.
"Believe me, Mi Luna." he said and I can sense his sincerity on his words.
D*mn with my feelings for him, it's betraying me!
"I... I believed you. " I whispered when I turned to looked at him that made me almost jump on my feet when he got closer to me in a blinked of an eye.
What the heck he do? How?
"I'm forgiven now, Erza?" he asked me whispering in front of me!? I can smell his breath it was smells strawberry mint and I like that scent. Gosh?
I felt my body got stiffened when he touched me at my back. I step backward but it was stupid move because I touched the railing. Now I'm cornered in him.
"Erza. "
I felt like all my hair in my body was stood up when he called me in my name. What he's doing to me?
"You forgiven. "
I looked away when he smile sheepishly at me. I gulped for several times I think I need some drink...
"You don't have to be jealous, Mi Luna."
I look up at hin when he said that and there with his eyes was sparkled.
"Jealous? " I almost whispered and he smile even more.
Why am I jealous to that woman? for him?
"Why the hell I'm gonna jealous? "
He chuckled on what I spouting on him.
"What's funny? " I irritated said to him and I crossed my arms at my chest.
"Nothing. I'm just amused."
"What.. "
"Look, you have to be jealous, okay."
I didn't speak but I stared at him badly. This jerk was make fun on me!
"You know why?"
I'd just stay still but he's smile vanished and look at me directly in my eyes and that make me nervous!?
"Because, Your the one who I only love and always be loved."
He sincerely told and I got caught in the middle by his words and my emotions.
"Mi Luna. "
And before I'm snap back on myself he pulled me closer to him and he's other hand held my back of my head.
I couldn't react upon his action and the next thing I remember my body was betraying me again to respond on his moves.
"I love you, Erza. "