1yr ago right after I first met Subaru
as you know I first met Subaru
but then he seems to be always out of my sight.
While I was still in grade 7
I've been depressed and so week for people keeps bullying me for my nationality and because of my broken family
they say that I am the reason they finally annulled, and that I'm should just go back to Japan because they think I don't deserve to be loved cause I'm a quiet person I most of the time read novels and watch anime they say that it's just a stupid fictional cartoon.
but then I never told my parents nor my made that I am slowly getting depressed.
they never knew it, I would never let them know.
They are already too busy with their new partners and business why should I butt in
I'm already feeling that they already forgotten about me.
They don't care about me at all if I went home late theyll get mad
but if I got home early they wouldn't care at all
it seems like they're throwing their anger to each other at me
I'm their only child and I don't know why but I don't think they care
My okasan most of the time doesn't come home early either sometimes she stays at his man's house
that's why as years go I started to be more independent and cold towards them