Those eyes so bright and smiles so deep
Another person that is good at hiding
Yet I realized why was he crying
Another broken hearted person
Another lost sole, trying to find anyone or anything to hold on
But I know that we are going through the same for some reasons and sooner or later I will find out. It maybe not now but sooner
I'll be able to break those walls but I know
That right now I am not the person he needs it is God, So I will lift him upon God so that he might not be lost and so that he will be stongger
While at this church when Subaru left me to go at the cr, I realized how I got through depression and how did I survive I realized then, that even if I was a sinful girl God never left me alone never, He was just waiting for me to notice, He even made Subaru as the key for me to be open
*suddenly tears flow out of my eyes*
How lost I was,How many bad words had I spat to others, How cold and rude I was,
How unfair I could be to my parents and the persons around me, and how long I forgot God when he never forgot to serve me
I was depressed because of hating people
because of being unable to trust them
because of that one person that left me
that one boy who only thinks of himself
he only care about his own side
never really wanting to now mine
never even trying to ask
but once he did it was too late for him.