Chapter 1: Was it supposed to be like this?
This is an emotion betwen a man and a woman.
Don't wanna calculate it, don't wanna regulate it.
If I knew that true love was like this
I can't be sure if I'd have tried it
All I feel is anger, and the danger.
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The rain splashed down on the pavement as Namjoon stared outside. The suffocating darkness and sadness that the rain brought seemed to suit perfectly fine with what he was feeling.
He once stares again at the phone discarded on the bed, the last time it lighted up was when she texted him about breaking up their relationship for a while.
He is not a fragile guy, but somehow when he read that it felt like a tons of pin was stabbed towards his heart.
Namjoon wrapped his arms around his knees, think on where did he go wrong in frustration.
Tok...tok...
A knock on the door roused namjoon from his musing, he stood up and opened it. In front of the door was jin. A worried look can be seen on the elder guy.
"Namjoon.... You should go out of your room and grab some lunch..."
Jin hesitantly talked to namjoon. He gave the younger guy a look and released a sigh. The other was lost, his eyes seems dead and his aura just scream that he give up.
"Holing up in your room will never fix this, i know that you two have been Fighting for some time, but were getting worried about you."
A flash of guilt appeared on namjoon's eye. He looked at jin's worried face and nodded. He closed his door and followed the older guy downstairs for food.
When the two arrived, five pair of eyes immediately landed on namjoon's body. The other boys were already seated at the table waiting for there leader.
Namjoom headed to his chair and sat down while jin headed towards the kitchen to bring out the food.
The atmosphere was suffocating. All of them wanted to comfort the other, but somehow they have no idea on what to say.
Fortunately jin arrived with the food.
"Now, let's shoo away that sad atmosphere. Were now present at the face of the food, let your worries begone by tasting my delicious dishes."
All of them nodded with a smile. Namjoon gave jin a grateful look.
Jimin took his chopstick and dive it towards a bowl of meat, he picked some and piled it up on namjoon's plate.
"Hyung have some meat, im sure that you have missed eating these."
Jimin continued to pile different kind of foods when Jungkook stopped him.
"Jimin hyung stop giving namjoon-hyung meat what he need is soup, he hasn't eaten for a while! it be bad for him to eat a lot suddenly."
Jungkook scolded while pouring a soup for rapmon. Jimin pouted and the two started bickering.
Namjoon was thankful for this silly brothers of him in all but blood. If they weren't here he wondered what might have happened to him.
His fist clenched into a ball, even though he is full of love from family and friends, but his heart kept screaming for her, but for now he shouldn't worry the others.
"Thank you jimin and jungkook, i do sure miss meat!"
Namjoon picked a piece of meat and placed it inside of his mouth. Jimin gave Jungkook a smug stare while the other just grumbled in defeat, for now he will put the problems aside and just eat.
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