Next morning, around ten o clock
I am standing in between the principal's chamber. Receiving such attentions from the teachers that any sane student will ever wished for.
"Take him away for good" this words are in repeat motion from the principal. While teachers adding fuel to the fire I am in by disclosing the days I am absent in supervise study hours and classes I bunked.
But the worst part is my mother is weeping her tears flows contiously, and pleading for my forgiveness. The amount of shame, humiliation and agony I have gone through at that moment is unspeakable. But th bigger demon was the regret to letting my mother gone through such an humiliating situation
is way more traumatized. By almighty's grace if you never been through such kind of situation you should be thankful to him. Trust me at that moment the pain will suffocate you to such an extent, that death may seems only an way out.
But I never had a chance to do so, I turned myself inwards and begins to count the numbers of sins I commited.
Last thirty day at my room feels like thirty long years. I stopped uttering even a single word for several days. each I took my meal. and just set down on floor by resting my on wall for hours..
Witnessing me in such a situation my father thought I am in depression. That might be true but I am not sure about that.
So, he brought me to the place, which I have not visited for almost 7 years. to your place..
"Ahh.. I never been in such situation. as you know my life is very much simple. look things happen in our life, some might be good some might be bad or worse. But its not the end for you. definetely there will be a tommorow for you. So be a better person in tommorow."
" You can be a good motivational speaker. "
"He he." she laughed mildly
"But tell me do you think I am a bad person?"
"Not at all. I don't judge a person by what he inhale or smoke. I know we all have a reasons for our actions. I guess you have too. But important thing for me is his thinking towards me and mine towards him.. If I like that person, I put my blind eye to the world's opinions." She said
" By the way do you know what my thoughts on you? "
" I will be pleased to know."
" My mind is whispering that " you are the most beautiful girl I ever meet. "
" Uff.. this is too much butter.. I can use it for butter chicken several times.. Hehe.."
They both laughed out for minutes..
" I don't think you are well versed in picking up girls. It was totally unrealistic.. hehe."
" So you can be teacher on that area. "
" What about my payments? "
" I will pay you. "
" See money you can't use as a mode of payment. find me a think that will impress me."
" I will see. "
" Seems like you don't have confidence. leave it then deal is off."
" I will surely brought you something that you will not be able to reject. "
" Good.. Season will start right after the payment."
" Why not now? "
" because you need the tips not me .. hehe"
The mild laughters comes into play in between them again..
" Oye Dip.. Rajiv da calling you for the game."
Abhijit (cousin of Nishita) invaded their intimate conversation.. Although he wants to stay little more time with Nisha.. He get up from the concrete..
" Leave then I have my seriels waiting too.."
"hmm . bye"
" Listen. come at evening we will go to market. I have to pick some grocery items."
" What if I say no."
"Say it if you dare. "
He laughed with joy. Possibly after a very long period today Dipankar laughed with ecstacy and found back his pleasent smile on his face . Seems like the long waiting shower finally showed up in his life.
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