Chapter 6: It's real

As we walk back to the school, we start to fangirl about just now.

"Ji An, we seriously just saw his abs. This is crazy." I said.

"I know right. Just now when Jimin came and pinch my cheeks I almost scream you know. He's just so cute like can you imagine your bias in front of you and so close to you." Ji An said full of excitement.

"I still couldn't believe what just happen. And look at this. Jin gave us his number. Can you imagine how much money we could make by just having his number? I can't believe that he gave us his number so casually." I said while gripping Ji An's arm.

When her mom arrives, we try to act as normal as possible so that she wouldn't realize that there's something wrong with us. We continue to talk about random things that happened in school. I could see her mom's weird gaze on us as we talk.

"Ji An you know what yesterday right. I saw a news that big hit has released a statement of BTS's comeback. I can't wait for their comeback. Can you imagine that we have waited for quite long?" I said.

"I know right. I wonder what will they do this time for their comeback?" Ji An said.

"Who knows what they will do? Every time they do their comeback, they will always give us a surprise that makes us anticipate their comeback." I said.

"Yup exactly. I just couldn't wait for their comeback but did you realize that our exams are next month?" Ji An said.

"I know but who ask them to do their come back every time during our exam. Sometimes I feel like teacher does it on purpose too. I haven't even start studying yet. This is so frustrating." I exclaimed angrily.

"Hahaha relaxes. We still have a month to go. Study slowly." Ji An said trying to calm me down.

"I can't. When I go home later, I will go and find Yoon Gi. I haven't seen him yet today." I said.

"You ah. Every day you need to see Suga." Ji An said.

"Don't say me only. You're also the same. You dare to tell me that you would continue your day without looking at Jimin's picture!!" I said that to taunt her.

"Fine fine. I can't ok. Happy now." Ji An said in a soft voice.

"I heard you. Hahaha." I said.

This is the life of both of us every day. We always tease each other from time to time but we would never get into a big fight. It's just us being in our own world. It's really nice having a friend like Ji An. I always have her with me no matter what I do. When I reach home, I rushed into my room and took my bath. I really couldn't stand wearing school clothes for long. After I blow dry my hair, I sat down on my study table and start doing my homework. Most of our teachers are a bit out of their mind as they like to give us a lot of homework. For example, Madam Lee our Additional Mathematics teacher. She's the type of teacher who would teach and teach then give you one whole load of homework. Her reason was that you need to practice. Additional Mathematics is not something that you can read and memorize the day before exam. You need to do hands on practice. I've been having her as my teacher since form 3 so it's quite annoying to listen to her nagging all the time. When we don't finish her homework, she would turn into a lioness and she could scold us up to one hour. That is the worst nightmare that all her students could have.

Although I always finish her homework but there will always be some rebellious kids in the class who doesn't listen to her as they always take their own sweet time to finish their homework. I don't even know how did they get so brave not finishing her homework before coming to school. The worst thing is that they will ask for my book while I don't even know how much mistakes did, I make. They know that I would never leave any of my homework empty. Sometimes I just felt like scolding them for not doing their homework. Every time I ask them why they didn't finish their homework. They will always tell me that they have tuition classes. I mean like I don't mind if you go for tuition classes that you're weak at. Can you imagine that they go for Bahasa Malaysia and Sejarah tuition? These two subjects are the ones that you don't need to go tuition for. But whenever I ask why do they go for these tuitions, they'll tell me is the package. Even some of our teachers don't understand them.

I don't even need to go for tuition except for Chemistry because I don't know why I can't seem to understand why Chemistry is so hard. *facepalm* For me I just hate going tuitions because it makes me feels so tired and I won't have enough time to do my homework. I need to finish up my homework earlier so that my sleeping time won't be disturb. As I was doing my homework, I couldn't help it that my mind kept on drifting off to what is Yoon Gi doing today that we don't get to see him the whole day. Thinking about it just dampen my mood. I don't know when did it start that I fall so hard for Yoon Gi. Before this I just felt like he's so cool and swag but as time pass, I fell for him. I don't know whether this is love or just an infatuation of a fan towards their idol. But I definitely know that it will affect me on finding my boyfriend next time. Because of him I just couldn't praise any other guys handsome or find any good quality in any guys. My friends also don't know what to do with me already.