Notes to take note off.

Sorry if "I" offended you in anyway, but please keep it down! Like i said, i'm not a big part time "author", you can just call me a passerby, i'm not that special. What? You came here but it isn't my fault, hehe... you, yourself, decided to click. Calm your horns just a little men, doing this writing doesn't get me anywhere in the real world and i haven't even made a single penny in doing this, so why should i be motivated to write? I know that someone is miles ahead of me in this kind of work but I don't even care, I do what i want to do, fulfill my own greed and satisfaction. I know i messed up in some parts but.. hey, it's okay. Besides what can I, An unknown author, do, to make you happy? If i have pre-planned I could have kept the story flowing and smoothly at that, but all this is just on a whim, what comes up on my mind, I write. I could just step down now and just focus on what's ahead, like I said I'm not someone special in this "writing" sheyt, but atleast, i did something, just to fulfill my own satisfaction. I did not flaunt in anyway or boasting that "I" have the best "Novel" and proclaim myself as an "Authentic AUTHOR" and that i write really "GOOD" And "Professionally" at that, If i triggered your "Perfectionist" way, then... I don't really care. I'm not that much of a "Perfectionist" either, really, I struggle in doing work like everybody else do, and that i can't even get a perfect score in any essay writing, exams, etc. It just means "I'm not that talented".