Michael wondered, how is it possible that someone is so kind and forgiving? And she loves him as well.
Michael knows that he owes Oni a lot of explanations. And even though he does not want to talk about it, out of fear of losing Oni, he is aware that she should know why she got hurt, no matter how unfair it is to either of them.
"Aren't you going to ask me about Jesse?", Michael asked reluctantly without lifting his head.
He didn't dare look at her because if he sees a trace of disappointment or hatred, he can't take it.