---When she was 10---
Sisi always thought that her parents don't love her. She remember only the angry or cold face her dad would have. She was in her own world as every child have like having fun with friends and cousins and watching cartoons.
She was not allowed to go out to play with other friends in the neighborhood as she was a girl. She always got only the same answer when she asks her mother permission to go to play with other children " you should not go everywhere like that. Dad gets angry if he gets to know. After all you are a girl right?"
Her small brain didn't quite understand why a girl should not go out to play. But soon she got used to that word.
Once when sisi was in her grandmother's home, she went along with her aunt to a nearby place and came back at the time her father was back from work to pick herself and her mother. Even though she was hesitant to go at first, she went with her aunt because her mother gave her permission.
When she was back, her dad said "you went somewhere?"
"yes dad."
"why didn't you tell me dear?"
That is the first time her father talking to her like that and she was really happy about that.
"Mom gave me permission to go. so I went. It was lot of fun. I have played there. The people were too good to me there." sisi got excited upon her father asking her something and started telling him all the stuff.
But her father said " even if your mom gave you permission it doesn't mean you could do anything without telling me. Don't ever repeat this. I should be the one from whom you should take permission from. Did it u get dear?"
sisi, at that age didn't even know what he meant and thought that she would have done a mistake and told herself not to repeat it.
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when sisi was in her sixth grade, she came to know that her mother is suffering from some chronic illness. But she didn't know what it meant. She have been staying at her grandmother's house while her mother receiving treatment.
It took almost a year to her mother to become normal. Until then, she didn't remember any close relationship with her parents.
Being kid, she didn't even remember how she spent that year during her mother's treatment. But her uncle , her mother's younger brother, had always treated her as if she was his daughter.
She didn't even know what her parents had gone through. So she always thought they don't love her.
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when she was in the beginning of tenth grade
She didn't know why, but didn't want to go the same school anymore. so early in the morning , she went to her dad and told him that she want to change her school.
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