So instead of talking to him directly, she hides her face in his broad chest while her hands hugged him tightly. She felt more comfortable in his arms, inhaling his unique scent as she talked her heart out.
"No stupid, why are you sorry. It should be me who should apologize to you"
Feng Jianyu's right hand reflexively hugged her back and with his left hand, he supported both of their weights to prevent from falling down from the couch. Slowly he spooned her and makes her sit on his lap, while she was still hugging him like a koala bear and continued her sorry speech.
"I'm sorry, Jianyu. I know it's not fair on you and a mere sorry can't undo my wrong doings but please hear me out before taking any decision. I so wish I could just go back in time and change everything in between us, but I'm sorry that power is only in God's hands. But let me try to salvage our relationship by apologizing to you sincerely" She sniffed before continuing again.
Finally......
*wink*