Now since I'm used to his voice and he is used to mine. We talk on the phone almost everyday after school. And when i go to the roof I only text him. I don't want Savanna to talk to him even for a second. She is so extra in good way of course. Her being extra reminds me how fun she is. That makes me love her the most. After having a cafe date with my best friend, Savanna she tells me something that surprisingly leaves a big grin on my face. She said "I'm actually interested in somone" which tells me she has a crush. Now we will talk about that later.
"yeah, did you have fun at that cafe date with Savanna?" Unknown Lover asked. i hesitated to answer for some reason. "yes I did have fun. very much fun" I replied smiling. "I could tell you're smiling" he announces unexpectedly. I tilted my head and jump from a thought. What if he was a stalker saying he wasn't?! "are you stalking me?!" I shout holding my pillow over my mouth. "what? no, I just could tell your smiling because the joy in your voice" My cheeks turn pink from embarrassment.
it's been two weeks since that day, now he hasn't contacted me. I felt upset because i actually liked talking to him. Is this whole time I've been talking to Savanna with a fake smile. She notices my take smiled today and asked "hey recently you seem upset, are you alright?" she asked concerned. We sat on my bed and I hugged her tight. I sobbed for some reason, I was having anxiety. Is he avoiding me? is he mad at me?
"what's the matter?" She held me while I sobbed. My tears wet her shirt and I was embarrassed but i couldn't think of anything at the time. Just why was he not talking to me. I wiped my tears and let go, she looks at me with such a concerned face "he is avoiding me. he hasn't talked to me, he is avoiding me! I tried texting him but he didnt answer" I sobbed again. She grinned "Oh? it's okay. im sure he is just busy" I don't know why was she seemed happy.
i walked her to the door and we said our goodbyes. now I felt lonely, I looked at my phone and looked at the text messages.
7:18 pm.
Me: 'hey'
Sun. 7:56 pm
Me: 'hey!'
Thur. 6:59 pm.
Me: ' are you avoiding me?'
Then I have up on trying so i waited til today. I couldn't stand it I was just so upset, I loved taking to him. when i talk to him, it feels like the world is carefree. I text him today but with hesitation again. I close my eyes and press send.
Me: 'I miss your voice'
Unknown Lover: 'me to'