Chapter 8: Lonely

I've lied to myself for quite sometime

Telling myself that I'm just fine

And I may be okay but I'm not feeling great

Since you left me with a heart like a chipped plate

I've got depression and anxiety

And my insomnia is back again

And I'm lonely at most times

Except when I'm with my friends

Laughing out loud but I'm breaking down

Breathing in deeply but I'm starting to drown

I've got a heart that's starting to mend

But the piece I left behind like a weight in my chest

Is trying to condense what love I have left

Like paper defeating rock it makes no sense

I have lots of love to give

But every gift has it's strings

And I have burdens few are willing to receive

So I keep them to myself

And lock them in my dreams

Wishing into the pillow that I could cry myself to sleep

But I know tomorrow I'll awake with a smile on my face

I'll finally have the energy to do what must be done

To move on without pretending that this never was

I lied to myself for quite sometime

I AM alright

I AM great

And NOBODY can take that confidence of mine with them when they leave

I believe in myself and so I fly free

Even though you're no longer here with me

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