After lily left . *Amiley* site their idle recalling all past event happend this time she will do every thing to help people who always trust her, help her and also destroy by her in past life.
First thing to do is get Xavier trust her fully and be with him love him
secound improve her relationship with her brother . recalling of brother her eyes get red
theird help father to develop his biusness befor destroy
Fourth make relationship between father and grandfather to improve beause of her behaviour grandfather almost remove all tieswith her father
fifth ....ooomygoood their are to many things i need to do only beacuse of me all things get compliated
in past i choose Noah because lily told me how much he love me care me and so on thing ibelive her blindling and go after him like stupid follow him every where like things he like .do all sort of things he liketo do, to get his attention like crazy person because of that i hurt dad and everyone by my behavior
at grandmother birthday drank alcohol as much as i can in drunk state i do very shameful that no one imagine ....i just think i was such a sh*t
Xavier always care forme but i never appreciate and care for me
i always say i want divorece so i can be with noah all ideas Xavier to hate me lily gaves me i need to cherish this life
i was dumb Amiley you are such a dumbo
and i really want to know my real parents and identify the parents now are with me are adopted i thinkso but they love me but i was the one who destroy them
but
I WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING
i think tt's so hard to Xavier to trust me believe in me because I already do so many stunt
i will try everything now first step in that mind.
i dozen in sleep