Lee Xuiye was trembling because of shamefulness. In their four years of relationship, they made out with each other but only up to kissing and whenever Mo Lingtan felt like losing control, Lee Xuiye helped him with her hands and nothing more had happened in between them. However, it was the first time, Lee Xuiye was standing almost naked in front of him proclaiming to want to go further.
Mo Lingtan was shocked from the happiness that Lee Xuiye was ready to trust him more than anyone and that was why she said she was ready. However, now it seems that she was just forcing herself to make herself ready!
At this moment, Mo Lingtan's heart ached. He took his shirt and went towards her and covered her up with it and hugged her from behind and said in a cold manner "If you are not ready then why did you say that you are ready, huh? Do you take my feelings as a joke?"
Exactly what did it mean?
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