Chapter 19: I AM AFRAID
The next day Tara woke up with a bad hangover her whole body was paining like hell especially her head. After rubbing her eyes blinking several times she realized that she was in her hotel room wearing the same party dress all her hairs were messed, eyeliner was smugged badly in a single word she was a mess. But after sometime something struck in her head how did she came back tomorrow...she was clearly in the bar dancing ...then... realisation striked her hard.
"Oh god!!!! Tara how can you behave like that...moreover how can you just tell him all your problems...this is not good for God's sake" Tara was regretting her decision to drink yesterday.
After getting freshened up she sat on the couch and ordered the hotel services to bring her some hot milk, it always works whenever she had a hangover. At that very moment the bell rang she opened the door what she saw before her eyes was breathtaking. Kian was standing there wearing a light blue printed cotton half sleeve shirt with a navy blue short pant , he was looking like a perfect model who was shooting something on the beach, Tara just stared at him for a few minutes before welcoming him inside.
"Are you alright?" Kian asked.
He was very worried yesterday the way she cried and hugged him tight as if something was paining her, he can't just describe how helpless he was feeling but today looking at her fresh face was giving him some hope but still he was a bit sad.
"Ya...ya I am completely fine what will happen to me it's just a small hangover" Tara smiled a little.
"I am not asking about your hangover but your heart" Kian said with a soft voice.
Tara was startled a bit nobody had ever asked her about her heart... moreover she have never allowed anybody to see her raw emotions like yesterday not even Dhruva, but this human being was just breaking all the walls she have created around her fragile heart. Tara never shared her problems with anyone, her family also thought that she is the strongest girl present in the whole wide world but that was not true...she was also like any other person who loves to laugh when she is happy, cry when something sad happens but she never allowed herself to open up before anyone. When she was just nineteen, her grandpa made her join the buisness she was also determined to help her eldest brother but in that process she somewhere lost her four beautiful years, growing up in the business world needs a lot of commitments and sacrifice, she have done both a lot. She always wanted to help her brothers but she never wanted to enter their company to do official works but she wanted to became a debate journalist...but what was the need to think about this now she have already lost her chance.
Kian saw her standing with a blank look so he tapped her shoulders slightly
"Hey Tara, what are thinking so much...was my question this hard" Kian laughed a bit.
Tara was forced out of her trails of thoughts she looked at him with sad eyes.
"Your question is very hard... I don't really know what is going on with my heart... I never had the time to think about it clearly"
"Kian what should I say you... I myself don't know my heart's condition"
Kian was very worried because she was again loosing her sense and in no time she will start crying.
And as he predicted Tara again started crying, small teardrops started flowing without any warning.
Kian hugged her softly and started patting her head softly he was consoling her like a small kid who just don't wanted to go to school.
"Hey Tara don't cry...okay ...okay look at me...just look at me once" Kian said with the most soft voice he have ever used in his twenty-six years of life.
Tara looked up slowly at him with teary eyes and a red face. Kian just can't see her like this, his heart was hurting he can't see his Sunshine girl crying...no he have to do something now.
"Listen Tara everything happens for a reason...maybe this breakup of yours will also result in something good only"
"Something really good happened due to this breakup" Tara said rubbing her eyes.
Kian saw her rubbing her eyes, she was looking a like a small kitty...an adorable kitty...his kitty.
Kian laughed at her childish behavior and said "What good happened?".
"I met you" Tara said with a cute face.
Kian was shocked, his Sunshine girl just told him that meeting him was a happy encounter for her, he was more than happy.
"I always wanted someone who could understand my silence more than my words , who will not judge me by just looking at me but try to understand me by knowing my condition...and you are that very person...but"
"But...but what Tara" Kian said with a little impatient tone.
"But I am afraid...that you will also leave me eventually" Tara said with sad face.
Kian just can't handle it anymore he pulled her into his embrace and hugged her tight.
"I will not... promise"
"If you dare to leave me... I will kill you for sure" Tara said with a straight face.
Kian laughed at her childishness...she was adorable...and how can he leave her she was his Sunshine after all.
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