Chapter 79: Chapter 77

Morning sun rays fell on my face along with cold breeze making me shiver and I snuggled closer to my pillow to get it's warmth. My pillow felt radiating more warmth today and it felt even bigger? Tougher too. I opened my eyes and my eyes fell on the most beautiful sleeping face I ever saw. "You now even started coming in my dreams?" I whispered before giggling and felt the body move slightly making me widen my eyes. IT'S REAL!? Means that was not a dream?? WE REALLY SLEPT ON SAME BED!!! I blushed at the thought and bit my bottom lip shyly. If this is what it feels like to wake up in his arms then I can give anything to feel it every morning. I smiled and nuzzled in the crook of his neck before shyly kissing the spot. He still smells fresh. I think I got addicted with his manly musky scent. I felt his arms tighten around my waist erupting butterflies in my stomach. I smiled widely and kissed his jaw. A groan escape his lips making me froze and I looked at him. His eyes fluttered open before they fell on me making me blush. "G-Good morning." I whispered but he was just kept staring at me. For a second I saw something in his eyes and before I could understand it soon disappeared. "Are you OK?" He asked. His morning deep husky voice send shivers down my spine and I could just node still looking into his eyes. I slowly leaned foreword until there was only a few millimeter gape between our lips. I looked into his eyes searching for any sign of uncomfort or resistance but when found none, I attached our lips not intending to pull away this time. I felt him tensed making me scared of him pushing me away but he didn't so carefully but slowly I started moving my lips over his. Few seconds later I felt his lips moving along mine making me feel ecstatic. Soon our lips mold with each other in deep kiss without the involvement of tongue. But it's still far better than any kiss I had in my life. I felt his thumb drawing slow circles at the skin of my waist which was peeping out between my t-shirt and jeans giving goosebumps at the spot. He soon pulled away making me whine while pouting. "I-I should go now" he said but I hugged him tighter. "No" "Tae..." "Please. Just ten minutes?" "Just ten minutes." He said and I nodded and felt him hug me back making me smile widely. "Don't go with her please?" I whispered "Taeh.." "If you want to go then I will come with you too." "What?" "You heard me. I want to be there to stop her when that will try to flirt with you." I heard him chuckle and he nodded making me smile. After few minutes of sleeping like that we soon got up to do our morning routine. After wearing a red hoodie and black jeans rolled till ankles, I went out. When I walked in hall I saw him coming out of kitchen with two plates of spaghetti pasta making my mouth watered. I quickly took one plate from him and sat on a chair and started eating while he did the same. "Taehyung?" I looked at him with my mouth full. "Last night....If you want you can talk to me." He gave a gentle smile making me relaxed. I gulped whatever was inside my mouth and took few sips of water. Should I tell him? It's something only Jimin knows about. I don't like talking about that incident but I think I should tell him. "It's OK if you don't want to tell." at last I decided to tell him. "My mother. She d-died." "I am sorry" He gave me a sympathetic smile. "A-actually she was m-murdered." His eyes widen and that's when I noticed that tears were streaming down my cheeks. I wiped them away before continuing. "I was s-six years ol-old. My dad was out working while I was with my mom at home. It was between six or seven in the evening when she decided to go to supermarket. I insisted to tag along her and she agreed. We did a lot of shopping that when we were coming back it was dark. It soon started thundering making me clutch my mom's hand tight. After few minutes, heavy rain drops were falling over us. We were on our feet as it was hard to take a cab in that situation. We didn't have even an umbrella so we both were completely wet. We were walking sticking close to each other when...........I saw a black van stopping few meters away from us. My mom told me to go away and hide somewhere but I didn't want to but then she promised me that if I will comply, She will take me to an amusement park next day so I nodded and walked away crying. There was a trashcan few meters away from my mom so I went there and hid behind it. I was small and thin which made it easy for me to hide. I saw few men covered in all black with their faces covered came to my mom...... They said something after which my mom tried to run but one of them s-shot in her he-head. I was too shock to make any sound let alone run towards her. They lifted my mom's dead body and threw in trunk and drove away with her body. That's when I passed out by everything." I was sobbing loudly at this time and felt him walk towards me before sitting beside me and hug me. I clutched his t-shirt tightly to stop myself from shivering "I-I don't know who they were but if I ever found out I will kill them with my bare hands." "That is also the reason...….I don't like thunder, rains. In beginning.....I was even afraid to go under shower....but I overcome that with time." "W-What happened after that?" "When I woke up I was in a hospital suffering from high fever because of cold. My dad was sitting beside me with a stony expression. I understood that he knew everything but I didn't want to except the fact that my mom was no more with me. I was thinking that soon my mom will enter from the hospital room's door and scold me for getting ill and then kiss me all over my face before hugging me tightly. But I knew........no matter how much I wanted that was never gonna happen. My mom left me...for forever. My dad told me to leave Daegu as it was not safe anymore. She send me to Busan to my aunt where I met Jimin. It's only Jimin who knows about this completely not even my aunt have complete information. But now it's...you too." "Your dad. What happened to him after that?" "When I was fifteen I wanted to meet my dad so me and my aunt went there but instead of him we found that he left the house permanently next day of me leaving to Busan. But where he went? I have no idea about." "Sometimes I think that after mom, my dad stopped loving me and wanted to get rid of me so he send me away. Maybe he even remarried and is living his life happily?" Tears were still flowing out of my eyes. "I am sure that's not the case. I am sure your dad loves you." "I miss my mom." "I know I can understand you." "No you don't. Your mom loves you. You can still see your mom while I just have to look at old pictures." "My mom...is dead too Tae" I looked at him with wide eyes and met his sad one. I soon felt guilty for saying something like that. "I-I am sorry" "I-It's OK. It was not your fault." "I-If you want you can talk to me." He smiled lightly before wiping away my tears.