Chapter 75: Chapter 73

"How was your date yesterday hyung?" "It was awesome. Jennie was looking prettier than usual even if it is possible. I took her to animal park. She loves animals. The smile came onto her face when she touched a baby elephant fluttered my heart. Then I took here to a restaurant and after our meal I proposed her. You know what Tae? She said yes. We both were crying like crazy while hugging each other. Everyone was congratulating us. It was so beautiful." "Congratulations hyung. I am happy for you guys." I smiled "You know what Tae? You were right. When you told me that she is different from my previous hook ups. She is more than perfect for me and I love her so much." I smiled and hugged him "She is. But you are a very nice guy yourself hyung. You both are lucky for each other." He smiled. "You tell me bro how's your life going on? I am so sorry Tae we barely meet each other even if we live under the same roof. It's just that the competition is coming and Jennie was not feeling well these days so..." "It's OK hyung I can understand. And my life is going....fine. There are some problems but that's normal" He smiled before ruffling my hairs. "Hyung?" "Yes?" "Do you..." "What is it Tae?" "Do you.....know about...Yunki hyung's...past?" "Suga hyung? Why?" "Just normally. I just want to know about him more. He never talks about himself so...….I was wondering did something happen. I am not curious trust me I just normally want to know hyung I promise and if you won't....." "Tae it's OK. I got it." he chuckled making me blush in embarrassment. "To be honest, I don't know much about him." "We first time met in a business party of his dad." I remembered Yunki hyung telling me the same. "I was completely bored and saw him sitting in the corner with a champagne coupe in his hand. His eyes were randomly wandering around and I understood he was in same situation as me." He laughed making me chuckle too. "I went to him and we soon got clicked. I like that guy because of his bold personality and same interest as me in music. I soon developed a feeling of respect towards him." I got so engrossed while listening. "Later that we met at few parties but that's it. We never met again at any party or anywhere after that." I frowned. "I don't know exactly but I heard something like that his family was involved in police case or something. My dad told that they were nice people and cannot do anything bad and everything is just rumor spread by their rivals. I believed because knowing hyung I cannot imagine him involved in any kind of bad stuffs." I nodded in agreement. "When I came to uni. my dad gifted me this apartment because he didn't want me to live in dorms with 'common' people." He rolled his eyes making me chuckle. Then I met him in collage because of Namjoon. He was a year higher than us making him our senior. I got to know that Joon and Yunki hyung knew each other since long. We three along with Jin hyung clicked together." I smiled at the thought of them getting along "But after few months he disappeared for almost two weeks and when he came back he was completely different than before. He didn't have that playful personality anymore and he became so distant. I wanted to ask but I was afraid because he was like a complete new person. He stopped talking, stopped smiling and stopped hanging out with us. He even started drinking and smoking but it was Namjoon who made him stop. He started spending time with him and after few months he improved not as much as before but a little better." "Why was he like that?" I asked "I don't know. I asked him but he never answered." "Did you guys live together from start?" "No. He used to live in his father's mansion before but after he disappeared, he switched to dorms. He even started writing songs and selling them online. When I asked him he told me that he ran away from his house but why? He never told." "One day Namjoon came to me asking me to let hyung live with me. When I asked them he told me that Suga hyung.....tried to kill himself." I gasped and my eyes widened at the information. "W-What? Bu-but why?" He shook his head in denial telling me that he don't know. "He never told me. When I asked Namjoon, even he refused to tell me. Since when he started living here he never did anything like that again but I still can't believe that someone like him will ever try to do that." "On that day I understood no matter how strong you are everyone have a breaking point. Though he never tried to attempt suicide again but I could feel that he was dying internally. That time I decided to make him happy no matter what. I used to bug him, joke around him, forced him to participate in fun activities along with me. Though at first he used to shout at me, speak harsh words and pushed me away from him but I didn't stop and eventually we became very good friends. He stopped refusing and avoiding me anymore and after months I saw a genuine smile on his face." I didn't realize I was crying. What could have happen to Yunki hyung? Who could have hurt someone like him? "I hope he starts living life again." Hyung said "H-hyung do you know someone named Hyunki?" I asked after wiping my tears. "Hyunki? I heard that name many times from hyung but never asked about this person so I have no idea." I nodded "I didn't even know about that Somin girl until that day. I wanted to ask him many question but had fear. Fear of triggering his brain and making him try something horrible again." I shuddered at the thought of hyung getting hurt. I don't want it. I cannot see him pain and I promise hyung from now on I will try to make you smile. I love you hyung and I can do anything for your happiness.