Chapter 61: Chapter 59

We both were walking to go to the café as it is not that far. My mind was busy whole the time with the thoughts of the kiss. Why we did it? How could I loose control like that? What if someone will know that I kiss my brother? They will be disgusted by me. What if Tae will found out!? Oh god! What have I done? Why didn't I think of Tae? How will I face him now? Few hours before I was getting all nervous and scared of the idea of Tae cheating on me and look what I did now. I don't deserve him. I am such a horrible person. B-but I don't want to loose him. I won't tell him anything or he will leave me. "Hyung are you OK? Why are you shaking?" came my brother's concerned voice making me snapped back from my thoughts. "I am fine" I mumbled. I felt him hold my hand then laced our fingers giving me a wired sensation in the pit of my stomach. I yanked my hand back and walked ahead of him. "Hyung? What happen?" came his voice from behind. How can he pretend like nothing ever happened when here I am dying from nervousness and fear from inside? My mind is getting foggy from all the thoughts piled up in it. The memory of kissing him came to my mind again making my cheeks heated up. I must say he is a freaking amazing kisser. It's not like Tae can't kiss. Tae is an amazing kisser himself but the feeling I got while kissing Gguk, I never felt that with Tae and I don't even know what that feeling is. We finally arrived at the café and I spotted a vacant table in the corner so I went there while Gguk went to counter to give our orders. I unlocked my cell phone in order to check if I got any message from Tae but to my disappointment I got none. I heard the chair beside mine being dragged lightly and when I lift my head I saw Gguk sitting there. Why didn't he sit parallel to mine instead of sitting here? "Whom are you messaging to?" He asked "No one" I replied and put my cell phone back on the table. "It's been a long time since last time we came here." He spoke while looking around while I just nodded. The Yunki hyung's friend came with our coffees and served us. "You guys are a really cute couple." She commented and I couldn't stop myself from blushing. I wanted to clear her misunderstanding but Gguk spoke before me. "Thank You." I looked at him with narrow eyes. "Why didn't you tell her that we are not couple?" I said when she left "I didn't want her to get embarrass." "That's not even an excuse." "Forget it hyung beside you should be happy that people think someone as hot as Jeon Jeongguk is your boyfriend." I scoffed and looked away. "Aww how cute!" He cooed while pinching my cheeks making me glare at him. "Do you want me to beat your ?" I threatened. He smirked before leaning to ear "I would prefer spanking hyung but I will like better when I will do that to you" he whispered making me almost choke "But I won't mind it's upon you to choose who will top OK?" I gulped. He leaned back on his chair while smirking and making me glare at him but I know I am looking like a tomato by now. I turned to look at my fingers but couldn't stop myself from thinking of Gguk calling me daddy while I am ing inside him. I shivered at the thought. Then an image popped up in my brain where he is roughly ing me instead. Suddenly my body started to feel hot. I grabbed my coffee and started drinking it. NO!! What the Jimin!! I think I have gone mad. I seriously need to see a doctor now. !