Chapter 8: The letter

I know that this must be a very big surprise as you know how I hated to write. But because I am no longer here I need to say things that I always wanted to say to you but never had the guts. I loved you since the first day I met you at the stalls where you where selling your art. When I saw your paintings and the magical fairies I believed that magic will still happen for me and you. I didn't realize that you was so hurt inside and has such a huge trusting issue after your divorce 12 years ago.I did not make it easier on you by always helping all the damsels in distress as you would always say. I know you where right about them all. I just didn't want to be so wrong all the time. I love you and always will. I am sorry for upsetting you always about Mona. I never really lived her she was sash to be used and when I finally realize she is just using me too I knew you where right again. I hated you preaching to me but you kept me on the straight and narrow. PLEASE forgive me. I left you all my stuff please take care of it and give mother what she needed. Kate will take care of you. When ever you need anything you will be able to contact her. I know you won't ask for anything but I know how hard you have been struggling all these years. Tristan was a good friend of mine since school. I never told you about him because I knew if you met him you guys will hit it off and I will lose you forever. I knew the day that I tried to kiss you what you longed for but I was so afraid. I always wanted to give you more. I was also so hurt. Just know that I always loved you. Please take care of Tristan and mom.