"Hey honey, wake up fast or else you'll get late for your school,again!!" aunt clary said as she pulled the blanket from me to wake me up, i got up and said "Good Morning aunt clary", "Good Morning honey, come up go fresh up, I've made your favourite pancake's !" she said, I smiled to her and she then went out to wake my babysister and my brother.
I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and then sat in bathtub I supported my head on the tub and closed my eye's feeling the warm water in the tub, the thought of it again stricked me "why would they leave me like this, were they gonna come for me later ,am I in danger" was all I could think, I had more questions in my mind then I ever had before. I washed the soap and then went to the kitchen to have breakfast, I was lost in my own thoughts and so didn't talked much to anyone and then got ready for school and left yelling "pancakes were amazing aunt clary"
Simon our driver opened the door for me and I got inside he took the bag and kept it inside, in less then 15 minute's I reached school he said bye and I waved to him, got inside the gate and received a hug from someone, she was my so called bestfriend Hanna, she had grey eye's and brown hair's she was lovely and my best friend even back when I was in kinder garden, I didn't had a big group of friend's other then Leo my buddy, alaric the not so cool friend, Chloe the hottest among us all, hanna as I said and lucy the coolest tomboy, I loved Lucy's short blonde hair. okay enough of all my best friend's introduction, haha.
I met them all after two week's as I was told to rest some day's by the school principal as I was having a tough time, we all were in the same class and division I met them all except for alaric he didn't came to school today, Lucy said it was his mom's birthday and they went for lunch together, Sometime's you know no matter how much you have got you aren't satisfied, aunt and uncle were perfect for being good parent's but even they couden't fill the space of my mom and dad they never will, I loved them too much and no matter I strong I was or Atleast I seemed, I was broke, I wasn't recovered, I had learned to hold back my tear's but knowing all of them had their family, I just couden't resist, and ofcourse it's been only two week's now how can I even be fine, everyone started to believe I was fine, I have to believe I'm good at pretending.
I excused myself and went to washroom, I locked the door and then just sat there numb, I didn't wanted to cry again but then I felt tear's fell on my hand is when I realized I am not that strong and I can't control it, I let it fell I wasn't sobbing or my nose scrunching neither I was making any noise, then I thought was I grieving, god of course I was.
My phone ranged it was Hannah, I picked it up "it's been ten minute's and your gone Ella you can't hide it from me Ella you need time everyone does I know you better then anyone el' anyways know that I'm always there for you and take your time and don't worry about the attendence now, I've got your back,ok bye sir came " and she hung up, "god she was the best" I thought to myself, Sometime's I think what would I had done without her.
I then walked out of the washroom saw myself in the mirror and thought to myself "ugh, look at yourself Ella, you'll start to have pity on yourself, altough everyone does pity on you already, I don't want to be like this but I can't help, but what would Mom dad would think then, what if they think they have taken my happiness with them and that's something that worrys them, I couldn't worry them now, can I? ok, fine I'll tryna be or be the fukin old Ella Now, now should i" and then I wiped the tear's, my happy face on I left the washroom.
"Thyuuddd" and I was pushed again the wall, my back hurted like hell, opened my eyes to see one of them, my eye's went wide, "god was he here to kill me for good" I thought, what am I suppose to do now, okay now whatever I think I suppose to do i couden't coz he is way to stronger, so what know..,I was lost in my thoughts and he spoke " you are amusing, I mean why aren't you screaming like everyone else would or tryna run " ,"that's because it's of no use I know that beside's I'm too lazy to run or something or maybe I just wanna die? ",I said and then again he disappeared, god I mean Why Was he even here like to threaten me like this if he doesn't I want anything from me and just want to disappear everytime I mean he could Atleast answer some of my question's I was thinking all of this until lucy and leo came, they said "where have you been, we were searching for you " ,"umm.. I was in the library reading a book, come let's go to the next class " I said and we went, 45 mins it felt like hours or maybe years okay I'm just being extra dramatic that's just fine, now all the class for today was over and Simon was here to pick me up.
I said bye to everyone and got into the car, Simon stopped the car and went to the shop to buy something aunt clary told him to buy he said I'll take 15-20 mins, I was thinking that much time is enough for them to show up and kill me," what the hell life has become " I thought to myself and froze when one of them actually showed up, " came for the unfinished bussiness, come on so it don't waste your precious time "I said ," haha.. someone's eager to be killed, well it would be my pleasure but whenever I come to kill you, someone say's fucking back of bastard to me in ways you won't understand, I think you've got a guardian but don't worry sweetheart right now it's just you and me here" he looked evil enough now, didn't he.
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