Chapter 4: Wrath

Why create, when it is so much easier to destroy. Ahh, wrath. A sin that is so deceptively righteous, yet still so savagely divine. While I might lose my temper every now and again, when it comes to wrath, the breath of my own sin has much to be improved. See, wrath is a sin that isn't just about quantity, it's about quality. Take the wicked Phalaris, a Sicilian tyrant so brutal and so barbaric, his greatest pleasure was locking his prisoners in a giant brass bowl, lighting the bottom on fire and roasting his enemies through. While giant roasting bowls are good, for Vlad the Impaler, slaughtering 100,000 men, women and children then dining surrounded by their disembodied heads. Well, that's even better. But, who among us hasn't ever felt our temperatures start to rise. Our blood begins to boil, our fists clenching ready to strike out at the slightest hint of provocation. We have all heard, that hell have hath no fury like a woman scorned. But for one woman, scorn is in the eye of the beholder. [Music] Women are very emotional creatures. Men are very physical. They think with I mean, we all know what men think with. Men cheat because there's a woman ready to flirt with you. I expect a man to cheat. If there was a way I can guarantee that he would not cheat, I wouldn't give a fuck if he was out every fucking night. As a woman, that woman should have respect for that wife. But women are competitive and they always want what somebody else has. I know how relentless and how obsessive and psychotic some of these homewrecking whores can be. [Music] I have been cheated on. [Sound of a breaking egg] It was just very sudden. And this woman, she knew about my life, my family situation and she just didn't give a shit. When you find out there is a homewrecker, the most normal woman will turn into a completely different person. Soccer moms, PTA moms, taking clothes and burning them. Flipping out like lunatics. [Breaking glass] [Car alarm] I wanted to kill her. I did not care if she died. [Breaking glass] You are so angry and you want somebody to feel that pain. You want somebody to hurt as much as you are hurting. [Music] I launched the website, she's a homewrecker. com. We expose the women who choose to become involved with married men. You click on the expose homewrecker button and there is a form to fill out where you put your homewrecker's name, what city and state she's from. And then you tell your story of betrayal. My husband and I have been married for 11 years and have 4 children. This stupid bitch may be the queen of all homewrecking whores. She was our neighbor. I found out that she was having anal sex with him and sending him pictures, nude, with her legs wide open. Then you upload her photos. Then you click, submit. And then we expose her for you. Once it's up, it's going to stay up. We have an international section. And then you can search by state or you can search by someone's name and then there is the story. This cum dumpster this stupid bitch. This homewrecking skank ass whore. She should be exposed for what she is, nothing but a homewrecking dirty whore. It is the modern day Scarlet letter. A nonviolent way to, I guess, get that revenge. [Music] I've had wives that have exposed their homewreckers, that came to me and said, this is the best thing in the world. I wake up every morning and I drink my coffee, I look at this dirty whore online and I just have such a sense of satisfaction. She is a disgusting, rat face, cum sucking slut. I don't care what your family or friends think about this. I am telling the world. Karen seems to have no problems screwing a married man. Side-hoe. Skank bag whore. I want you to expose this nasty whore. She deserves to feel the same embarrassment she has caused me. I hope her sons, friends, parents get to see it too. Sometimes I do feel bad, but then I'll read a story and it will just put me back in perspective. They need to be exposed. They need to be embarrassed. They need to be hurt like the wife was hurt. My hopes of the future for the site, I wanted to be a deterrent. I want women to think twice before having sex with somebody else's husband. I wanted to instill fear. You know, a lot of people say, you don't have the right to do it. Who do you think you are? God? No, I am not God. I am Mariella and this is what I do. If you don't want to appear on the website, stop spreading your legs to married men. And married men guess what, they can't cheat anymore. Look at that. If everyone said, no, they are not going to be able to cheat. We don't have problems with infidelity. The divorce rate would probably go down 50 percent. And I'll close down she's a homewrecker. com. But that's never going to happen. While some of us may lash out behind closed doors, in certain places, getting your rage out in public has become a spectator sport. [Music] We live in a polite society but a certain amount of violence is necessary for survival. It is in all of us. The DNA is there, however that's going to manifest itself. We need something, and everybody picks their own way. For me, I ride bikes and punch my friends in the face. [Music] Me and a few friends started The East Bay Rats in 1994. We have been throwing fight parties at our clubhouse for the last 15 years. Usually we have a couple hundred people show up to watch people fight each other. [Punching sound] Punching their friend in the face is a fantastic idea. The chance to get out your aggressions. There is this rage. There is this violence and we have to get it out one way or another. I kind of have got so good at it I help other people do it. The 1st fight party, we all fought each other. I really thought it was going to be a one time thing just for the hell of it. At this point, every single member of The East Bay Rats has fought. I definitely have a temper and I get into a lot of fights just by pissing the wrong person off. This guy hangs out the side of a taxi and just open hand slapped me in the face. And I punched the window and it went right through. And just beat the ever living shit out of him. My hand was so tore up, I ran home and poured a bunch of super glue on it and it healed. While you're in the ring, that adrenaline builds up. There's 100 people surrounding the ring wanting blood. It's like back in the gladiator days. You have people around the ring and they're all sitting there like, kill them. It's kind of like that. [Crowd cheering] We are in Oakland because we can do things here that we could never do in any other city in America. We like to burn stuff, we like to blow stuff up. We like to fight. I don't know what draws us to this. It's a lot of fun. [Laughs] I wasn't surprised that bikers want to fight each other, that's normal. But when every other guy wanted to get in there and girl and the next thing you know, everybody is asking when the next one is going to be. After our scheduled fights, people have the opportunity to jump up in there. Most people don't come down here expecting to fight, but then once they get down here, everything changes. Coming out there to go fight, you know. It's not something you get to do every day, unless you have to. When I was younger, I got into a lot of fights. But, not these days, I'm just laid-back being a dad. I came here to watch fights, but I ended up getting into one. This is the 1st time I punched somebody in years. Not a lot of stuff gets me upset. People just with bad attitudes. People who aren't respectful. Just dealing with customers. A lot of built-up stress and aggression, you know, and you just let it out like that. I don't want to say that it feels good but it actually does. All right, I'm looking for another fighter after this. I'm 23 years old. I am a bicycle mechanic. I am 32 and I am a bartender. My friends are around I got family here. I'll probably get my ass knocked out, but I'm going to have a good time either away. We'll see some blood. We'll see some broken noses. People get in there that are way outclassed and way outskilled and they just win it by heart and I love seeing that. I love when the individual overcomes. I love watching people hit each other in the face. I could do it all day long. A lot of times women fights are way better than the guys. They really have a lot more emotion or lack of control of their emotion. When I 1st came in, I was actually kind of scared. Lots of big bikers and large lesbians who were kind of looking at me funny. This really isn't the crowd that I hang out with. I mean, I am a line cook at a vegan diner. I make tofu scrambles, vegan waffles and I help out glazing the donuts. I don't consider myself an angry person. But we have a display case with little labels for all the donuts. And some people just don't play by the rules. They kind of direct me. Oh, I want the one down there close to you. Clearly, you should just use the little label. Just tell me the donut name of it. I never hit someone in the face before but I might want to knock someone out. It's hard to describe. Crawling in your skin and not knowing what to do with yourself. It's just waiting for someone to piss me off enough to get into their face. [Crowd counting down, 3, 2, 1] [Punching sounds] I had no idea that I was capable of getting into a ring and punching someone. So this enabled me to open that door. It does feel good getting all that anger out. There is nothing close to how you feel. It's exhilarating, it's fun and it's kind of a letdown once the ride is over. I just wanted more of a fight I feel like I can go in for another one right now. [Cheers] There really is not any other kind of outlet that is comparable. There's a fire in all of us. You have to figure out a way to get it out. Probably the best way is getting in that ring out there. Just going for it. This barrage of emotions and sensations are going on. It allows you to get your aggressions out. It allows you to be a man. It reminds me that you human. [Music] I like to get punched in the face. I don't know what it is or why. It's just a physical sensation. It's the same kind of physical pain as like running really hard or falling down. The only person that has ever criticized it that I know of is my mom. She hates it because she is a worrying mother. Other than that, people find it very exciting. It's better than beating your wife or yelling at you kids or shooting people. You know, if that fire gets out of control, it's all a possibility. I don't know if America would be a better place if there were more fight clubs and having the opportunity to get it out. It would definitely be a more honest place and a more real place. Who can deny that a little destruction doesn't make us all feel so good. But the effect of our sin is only as impressive as the instrument upon which it is delivered. [Sound of breaking vase] Out of 100 people who pull the trigger for the 1st time to defend their life, 93 percent of them will miss their 1st shot fired. Multiple impact bullet is a new bullet technology designed on the principle of a scatter shot. So you have multiple projectiles to hit your intended target. The bullet leaves the gun spinning. It spreads itself out like a three point propeller as it goes down range. So it truly changes your odds of hitting what you're shooting at. When those individual fragments hit tissue, they will actually go into the flesh and dump as much energy as fast as possible internally to hit all the vital organs. Devastating is putting is slightly when you see these come out of a fully automatic machine gun. You truly have the ultimate in stopping power. We have to meltdown metal and get it into the shape we need it to be. So, that's your die casting process. We make a very expensive mold that can turn out either 12 or 8 or 24 parts at a time. Those parts then need to be polished and ready to go so they are all uniform pattern inside. From there they go to a different facility, to a technician's hand. We literally have house moms that come in, when kids are off at school or daycare. It's not as hard as I thought it would be to make a bullet. They add the tether and the anchor system and measure out the specific length of that diameter. Then they ultimately get dried with all the parts in place. Get assembled with the center slug down the middle. And then outer wrapped so they become a solid projectile. When we're on a role, we can make about 50 bullets an hour. It's pretty fun, though. Then they will go to a high speed manufacturing where the brass, primer and powder get added. And then ultimately, in someone's gun barrel ready to be fired. I carry the 45 ammunition in my handgun I also have my home defense shotgun loaded with multiple impact. I love the multiple impact bullet. It kind of gives more of an edge to the person utilizing the ammunition. One of things I wanted to do whenever I obtained some of the 12 gauge multiple impact was to study the wound channel. That's why I utilized it in some of my coyote control by taking quite a few coyotes with the multiple impact bullet and skin out the coyote. It's a crescent type of wound channel. Where it goes in and you know it will actually crescent high, outward, into the right of the impact. Very effective. That's going to actually go and hit the body. It's going to travel about 3 or 4 inches into the cavity wound and that actual round is going to scallop up inside. So, if they tried to remove it and pull it out, they are going to be able to create even more trauma to their wound area there. It's a very nasty round. I do feel that that was hit you, that's it. [Music] Every day, myself or my staff are selling concealed carry handguns to brand-new people. And what I tell them is, this has become a really mean and evil world and we have to prepare ourselves. Ready? Ready. [Shot fired] I want to know for sure that I'm going to hit that target. [Shots fired] Just seeing what I would normally do with a typical bullet and what I did with this bullet was amazing. I'm a single mom, so it will be good for me to have that just in case anything were to happen. [Shots fired] Looking at how I destroyed that target really made me kind of happy. If I have to fire a round, I want to make sure that I am delivering the most lethal package that I possibly can. And I'm doing that with multiple impact. [Laughter] With that, you can't miss. I know, that's amazing. What made me develop the idea was the fact that we had a home invasion attempt. My neighbor called and said, Todd, two guys just jumped the back fence they're heading towards your back door. I grabbed my pistol and basically came face-to-face with the guys about to come in the back door. I was not afraid to pull the trigger and I would've if they hadn't turned tail and ran. But I have no idea if I would've hit or not. A day and a half after we sent out the press release, our website crashed from the purchases. There's some actually high-ranking police officers, even a mayor of a city, that currently in their concealed carry weapons use our rounds as the 1st 2 rounds fired. In Glendale Colorado we encourage people to be armed. An armed citizenry is a peaceful citizenry. [Shot fired] People are always worried about the bad guy getting ahold of the weapon. Well the bad guy's going to get ahold of a weapon. I am worried about the good guy protecting himself and stopping the bad guy. [Music] One of the biggest problems that you will ever face is say, you are ever in a room with 100 people and one person has the gun. That is a dangerous situation. You would much rather be in a room with 100 people and 20 of them have guns. Most people miss with a handgun and that's the problem. This does not miss. So you don't really have to aim it, per se. You just point it. Wrath, a sin so nakedly destructive, yet still so impossibly hard to avoid. Then again, who among us doesn't need to let off a little steam. Who am I to judge? Until next time.