what I meant by a straight line study and work is that, I have a very directed study plan going to primary school, then secondary school, then pre-university programme for a year and finally bachelor in education for 4 years and manage to graduate as early as 23 years old without any of a leap in my learning year.
A very smooth and straight line of study life where nothing happen.
so, it was kind of boring but safe for me. Thanks to some gifts, coincidences and luck along the process.
One of the gifts is that from as early as I can remember, I have a gift of memorizing anything that people recite infront of me. they only need to recite once and I am able to say every bits they recite with the correct pronounciation.
Where at some point around the age of 7-8 years old me, i was in a class room learning something with a foreign language, the teacher recite the whole statement written on the blackboard ( and i do not identify any character used on the board) and he said " you all need to recite this before leaving for recess"
As he recite it first, i was able to recite it again infront of him then granted recess.
Thou, for the written exam part of the language i extremely failed it as i do not know any characters on the paper.
This scenario was continuing until i was 15-16 years old.
It was a gift and the teachers should have notice that they cannot recite it first before me, as i will just recite it back without learning anything about that language.
But then a gift will be taken back, if its not properly appreciated. i do not remember specificly when it start, but i finally was not able to recall and recite back what others said infront of me. Well, it was my misconduct of the gift at start.
Now, it is even harder for me to remember peoples' name and/or their faces.
with the gift i manage to swim thru the 16 years of my education life steadily, safely and without outstanding remarks. As I never told anyone about it and I my self manage to blend and make average results through out my study. A principle of mine of not wanting to be in the sportlight and just be a normal boring and not known person.
so, this story will be an uninterested story of the life that had been through and recalled to refleck back on what "IF" a different decision were being made.