Chapter 24: Guessing

I dreamt about her every day. She was like an angel for me at my dreams. We are totally different, what she used to do and what I used to do. I don't want her to regret anything from me. I really love her from the core of my heart. I miss those days that we have spent together during our relationship. I wish that she eat well because it'll all pass away she will be able to fall asleep as she did before. I really mean it she has the right to be happier. I wish she doesn't say those words to me again, please you know those words hurt even for me a lot, that makes me mad, anguish, pain, sad. I feel so lonely by myself without her. It's the season I like wind blowing across my body. I really love the winds. I wish that she feels what I am feeling now. Will ever received love from her anymore? For her, I can pretend anything that she wants. One day I will say to her how much I love a lot to her. While I was walking from school to home, I feel so lonely as if there was nobody, and only me walking on the road. I will love Bashika till the end of my life. I don't care what people say about her. She is a piece of heart that can make by joining a piece of my heart and her heart and form a full heart as love. For now, I don't have anything to show love to her until the exam is not over, it's useless for now. She talks less and works more; this is one of the qualities I would like to adopt from her. I have changed half of my life for her.