Chapter 9: Trauma
Harry is still in school and Jess was almost close to getting her admission into college,though she is still in a relationship with Fred, since she started dating him there's a whole new him she discovered, he was very secretive, more like he keeps side chicks, not only does he smoke cigarettes but he also takes weed,Jess hated these habits, but what can she do, she has fallen more and more for him as the day went by. She can't turn back now, Fred tried to explain to her that he could stop these habits but they were all empty promises,she had to accept him, accept his habits, his lies and all, after all she isn't perfect either.
She was enjoying the relationship with Fred though, he is sweet and romantic,makes funny jokes and what she admired most about him was his ambition to become successful and make lives better for people,he has a good and golden heart too, she became so lost in him that she wanted to give him her all, most of the the times when they were making out, he would attempt to have sex with her, Jess would stop him and keep reminding him that she isn't ready,he would agree and stop.It made Jess to trust him more until one particular night when she went to see him, they chatted and he took her inside as usual, they kissed and caressed each other like they have missed each other so badly,Jess was having fun,she was already naked and Fred was right on top of her, she still trust that he wouldn't try to penetrate her as she had told him severally that she wasn't ready to have sex yet, but then she felt a big thick skin trying to enter her untouched vagina,her heart skipped and started beating fast, 'Fred,what are you doing? '
'Relax, I'm not going in' he continued to kiss her neck, making her feel more aroused,he tried again but she cried, begging him not to,he pushed his meat forward into her tight vagina, Jess was about to scream for her life when he used his big hand to cover her mouth ,making her unable to say or shout anything,he leaned in more and Jess was almost about to die, he had pinned her down on the bed, she tried pushing him out but it was impossible, he got out of her and Jess came back to life,she weeped so painfully,it wasn't just the pain of losing her virginity to him but she promised Harry that she wasn't going to sleep with anyone but him,Harry deserved it not Fred. She knelt on the ground weak and blood was still in between her legs, she cried her eyes out then he came behind her and helped her to stand,he told her to shower, she did,when she came out of the bathroom,he hugged her so tight, kissing her on the forehead, reassuring her that he got her and that what had happened would bring him good luck, this isn't what she was actually thinking about,she just lost her pride to him, she wasn't replying anything he was saying,she just wanted to go home, she was very tired too and couldn't find the person to tell how she was feeling at that moment .
She got home and took another shower,she put on her night wear and was about to sleep when she heard the door bell ring, she opened it to find her first boyfriend and her brother(her uncle's son) with Harry,oh no, she was startled,she didn't expect to see him and he didn't even inform her that he was coming and when did he even come back from school?
Jess rained all these on Harry but her actual feeling was guilt and anger, how will she face him telling him that she just lost her virginity to a player, 'this is entirely your fault Jessica 'this was the statement she has been hearing in head,Harry explained that he wanted to surprise her and it was indeed a surprise,she played cool though, she just took everything in and when Harry was about to go home, she saw him off, the good thing about all these was that it was just she and her brother that was at home that faithful day.
The next morning,Jess woke up feeling different, one part of her never want to see Fred again in her life while the other part wants to see him by all means,while the other wanted to ask him why he did it, why now?, what was his intention?,why would he even do it?, she trusted him for crying out loud.
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