It was at that moment I don't know when the feeling or thought came to mind but somehow I had just punch sky . then at that moment a side I didn't know to sky came and even walking away now I remember him saying nice shot rose . As if my legs work on their own the first place I head when I got home was to my dad's office. In the past he offered to tell me about my mom but I refuse because I've always had a guilt in me that if she didn't insist on giving birth to me she would have lived. the words came out of my mouth so natural as if it was as picking up a newspaper and reading but the difference is when it came to talking about my mom I was a coward. My dad was just as shocked as I was with myself. Then dad asked me in a low voice if I was truly ready and he said if it's a prank or dare from one of my friends I should stop. He headed to the kitchen and came back with a mug filled with coffee and the words that came out of his mouth were rose you may never think of me the same again but please try to forgive me.