Xia Naihe seems wants to tell something, but finally against it. He smiled awkwardly before turned around and left. Looking at that solemn back of his, Xue Ming sighed. This man, as much as he loves 'Xue Ming', she can't bring herself to reciprocate his feeling back. No forcing in love relationship. All the matters were mutual feelings between two heart.
As a single person in her previous life, Xue Ming still not really understand what love is meaning. She saw her Sage Master always showering his loves to his wife without fail. Until one point she felt disgusted by her Sage Master loving nature.
But, in this life, she felt only one time of love. Yes, towards the man she saw at the hospital. She feels how fast her heart beats, how hard her breathing was...this symptom acquired when she one day, asking her Sage Master about love matter.
He said, " Love is a natural. Either you can find it, or it can find you. Out of nowhere, it appeared completely caught you by surprise. Sometimes, you will feel agitated, annoyed, disturbed. At the same time, you welcomed this kind of feeling into your heart and soul. If one day, you like someone, you will inwardly feel the feeling of wanting him by your side. To love him, to like him, to give him your affection and loyalty. Ming'er, if you one day found the man of your heart, keep him by your side. Don't let him go. But, if the other party can't accept your feeling of love, don't stick around him to avoid being hated. Quickly stay away from him before everything turn to worst."
" Remember, love is not forceful, but beautiful."
" Then, how you know that you love someone?" She asked back. The Sage Master turn into silent for some moment.
" Hmm, it's hard to say how you know you love someone. Some said you need to tell him/her. Some said you need to recognise the other party as your lover. Some said when you found someone you love, your heart beating fast, you will have a hard time to breathe. But, this kind of thing basically depended on the individual itself. How you approach your destined person, or how he/she accepted the feeling back."
" Master, I don't understand at all." She admits wholeheartedly.
The Sage Master laughed generously, and said, "Well, me too."
Back to the present time, Xue Ming sighed and sat back at the bench to wait for Xue Lang.
" I do really don't understand what love is it..."
" Sister!" A light tap on her shoulder made her stiffened. She tried to control herself from flipping out. She glared at Xue Lang.
" What? Why did you look at me like that? Am I that late?" Xue Lang scratches his head in confusion. What makes his sister so mad? Xue Ming huffed.
" Not really. Where Xiao Qi? Did you saw her?" She asked while collecting all the shopping bags in one hand. Xue Lang takes the rest before Xue Ming.
" Oh, so gentlemen..." She snickered. Xue Lang rolled his eyes, annoyed.
" She already waiting in the jeep. The only left was you. You should use your damn phone in case you can't find someone. Don't be lazy." Xue Lang felt annoyed with his twin sister. She clearly knows how to use it, but too lazy to do one damn call.
" Well, it's not like I being lazy, just...I felt uncomfortable in using that thing. It's so damn annoying like a fly." With her enhanced hearing, the phone was like a loud drum to her ears. She prefers to use telepathic call than direct calling like before. Ughh...forget it.
" You...unbelievable..." Xue Lang shakes his head in defeat. This was the reason for why Xue Ming hates in using the phone the most. She felt annoyed.
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Oommmmm~
A loud burst of humming sounds disturbs the silent night atmosphere. A huge cyclone spinning crazily in the middle of the static statue near the lake. The statue was, of course, our dear Xue Ming.
After half an hour, the cyclone stops spinning and the calm back to its nature. Xue Ming eyes tremble slightly before opened it with excitement.
Unbelievable...It takes her only a month to advanced to the second level of Human Rank, Core Qi. The Pure Qi in the first level was her foundation to create the Core Dantian. Until the third level of Human Rank, Solidity Qi, her Core Qi will keep refining her dantian, flesh, bones and blood until the Core becomes solid as a ping pong ball.
" Hmm...this time, I'm pretty sure that this small forest has fairies living inside." She chuckled before she turns around to go back home.
This night a bit chilly and cold. The cool air keeps biting her flesh and bones, making it uncomfortable. Haa, until she reaches the fourth level of Human Rank, Transform Core, then she can only bear it for time being.
So cold...
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Heyya readers...
Honestly, I don't understand the meaning of love actually. I thought it as simple as this...I do like someone before. When I confessed, he rejects it. After that, I will continue to avoid him for the time being until the feeling vanished by itself. And I will erase all the feeling for him until what left was nothing and indifferent.
I feel like I'm not a loyal type of lover. It's easy for me to fall in love, but it easier for me to forget someone, though...