THE BEGINNING

So my life was a complete mess as i like to call it.It all started on 24th of august 2002(unofficial).I was born in 2001 but in india we have this common policy of reducing age for no fucking reason.So yeah pretty much like normal kids i dont remember any thing of my childhood at least not the first 5 years .....but as far as i know i was born in punjab from where i moved to rajasthan....and it was so because my father was in army and we used to go wherever he went if it wasn't a field posting.Am actually a bengali though and yeah, and my hometown is in WEST BENGAL...not the best but not the worst as well.I started my education in rajasthan..... you know LKG,UKG,and class 1 and after i came back to my hometown in kolkata....I REMEMBER Some incidents of that time, though i try to FORGET them every day but its stuck in my head and i have no idea if i will be able to forget it.And to be really honest i alwaus felt there was something missing in my life which felt like a kind of a gap a hole which always was saddening,but i was a kid and i didnt worry about it yeah though i could never get rid of it until...............................