% day 1%
i took me 5 hours to finally realise that i am in an unknown place without food or water.
i didn't know what to do
so i wondered on the beach
thinking that maybe i will find someone to help me
I didn't
by the time i finished my searching it was already night and i was really hungry
as night came light got dimer and dimer
the shadows became longer
i was really scared
you should know that i was an average person
i went to school
graduated with average scores, went to college and studied Bussiness then graduated again like a average person
just a face in the masses
i then looked for a job for 2 years until finally fount an average job as an accountant in a bank
i had an average nagging mother that want grandchildren so i also was looking for an average waife to marry and have an average family of one boy and girl
the boy i will have high dreams and expectations for him like an average parent
the girl though i will leave for my average wife
i gave to charity an average amount of money now and then
meeting some friends doing average everyday stuff
the point is i was an average person so i don't have the super courage that people in the movies have
so when i say i was scared i meant it
as time passed my hunger a thirst reached a new hight
i was really hungry
% day 2 %
i couldn't sleep
as the sun began to rise
i was able to truly see again after all i didn't have any source of lifht on me
i began to search for people again
not leaving the beach
i had one rule i follow like any average person
( safety first )
10 hours
thats how long i walked on the beach intil i realised that i was where i started
no people
no food
no water
also it was then that it hit me that i was on an island
where am i ?
as time passed so did my average stamina
my hunger increased my thirst unbearable
i began to think that going into the forest will be a good idea
even with the sound of wolfs and other animals
i resisted
after all
( safety first )
in the end i stayed on the beach
% day 3 %
nothing changed
just
more hunger
more thirst
less stamina
% day 4 %
so unbearable
i can slowly feel my self getting weaker
is this what true hunger feel like ?
i want to go in the forest
but
i have no courage
after all i am just an average person
maybe someone will come and save me?
maybe this is just a nightmare ?
that night i was no longer able to stay awake
i fell asleep like after all i am just an average person
% day 5 %
i woke up but could hardly move my body
listening to the sound of the ocean beside me while looking at the sun above me
thinking ^ i really am an average person^
thinking ^why is no one coing to save me^
again i fell asleep
after all
what average person want to keep feeling his
weaknesses, his hunger and thirst if he can unfeel it somehow
after all sleep keep the pain away
% day 6 %
i woke up feeling pain
why am i feeling pain ?
crabs 10 of them
one as big as my hand with 9 as big as my palm
eating from my body
cutting me with thies claws
bite by bite
as if they are testing me
i want to stop them
but i can't move my body after all as you should already know i am an average person
i tried to stop the
i screamed
i cussed
i tried to scare them
it was all for nothing
seeing me ynable to do anything
i can feel the glee from the big crab
like it has found the perfect pray
they had thier fell after eating from all over my body
i cried a screamed until i had no voice
they lift me and i cried more
i survived
or so i thought
they came back some time later and so began my nightmare again
this time
they didn't eat randomly like last time
the crabs brought with them some leaves with water in in them
maybe they are smart animals ?
maybe they will help me ?
i thought with some hope
i really was naive
they were smart alright
but help me they did not
one second i was looking at them
one second i was looking at the stamp i had in my right arm
i screamed but souns didn't come from my throat
i cried but no tears came from my eyes
i thought that was it i will die
maybe dieing is not so bad
naive again
the big crab really was a big villan
it droped the water on the stomp in my nonexistent hand
drop by drop
it hurt
now i realised that it was seawater
the salt on wound thing i wached on TV was real
and i am feeling it
after what felt like hours
there was no more seawater left
it stoped
the pain didn't
seconds later it put the wierd leaves in my wound and lift with my hand
maybe this time i will die from bleeding ?
after all i am an average person
that was my thought as i passed out
i woke up
i really didn't want to wake up
why did i wake up ?
death, just take me like you do any average person
why does this nightmare not stop ?
i don't have the strength or courage to stop it myself
it was night
looking at my stomp there was no bleeding
just pain
it was then that i realised
it was the perfect prey
it was then that i realised how smart was the crab
it was then that i realised i was its food
and who wants to eat non fresh food
it seem that the crab was a foodie
i knew
my nightmare will continue
i can't do anything about it
% day 7 %
i don't want to die
i don't want to live
these where my thoughts
i really am pathetic
i am an average person
why is this happening to me ?
i was never evil
why is this happening to me ?
i never went aginst my parent's wishes
why is this happening to me ?
i never looked down on the poor
why is this happening to me ?
i never slept around with anyone
why is this happening to me ?
why me? why me? why me?
again my tormentor arrived
coming to me slowly
as it is enjoying my suffering
step by step
it took my other hand
i really am pathetic
armless
that what i am now
it came near my face looking down on my
as if it was bragging
showing me my arm
like a trophy
this time it began to eat it in front of me
bite by bite
powerless that's what i am
^will i am just an average person^ i thought
i can't do anything even if i wanted
i was after all armless
then it hit me
i am hungry
i am thirsty
i am unable to move
i am armless
i am watching a crab eating my arm
i am waiting for my death
i am slept on a beach for all day long
i didn't even go to the bathroom for 2 days
with that i fueled my self and somehow moved my head and bit the crabs head killing it
falling into unconsciousness again
while realising that after what happened to me i survived
and i will survive
after all
i am no longer an average person