You don't appreciate them.
You don't appreciate their kindess,
Their concern,
Their loyalty and willingness to help you.
And watching that,
Helps me see you in a different angle.
I see you can be uncaring.
I can also see you can be mean.
I don't like how you acted,
So why do I still love you?
I don't want to.
I don't want to love you.
I don't want to leave you either.
I want to stay by your side.
Yet I want to stay far away.