Chapter 555: Thirst
Though she had several inhibitions about it at the start, Arnya's body heated up very quickly when Vahn began licking the cream off of her thighs. Her breathing had already started to become a bit labored from earlier, but how her body temperature was steadily rising and she understood why Loki had 'cautioned' Vahn at the start. She also understood why, though it didn't make too much sense at the time, Loki had made Vahn turn into a Cat Person. His tongue was a bit abrasive and dry, causing a ticklish feeling against her skin, but it also allowed him to cleanly lap up the cream without issue. Humans typically produced a fair amount of saliva when they were getting excited, so it would have potentially caused him to make a mess instead of the 'clean' job he was currently doing.
Vahn could feel Arnya's body tremble slightly every time he dragged his rough tongue across her skin. He hadn't really considered it in the past, but Vahn realized he could potentially make use of the racial traits of other species to make things more interesting for the girls. Just like he enjoyed the many variations in their bodies, he had the option of spicing things up with them, though he would make sure they were okay with it beforehand. The only thing that came into question was, if he accidentally got a girl pregnant as a different race, what would happen to the children? It was nearly impossible for two different races to have children, but Vahn suspected his capabilities were a little abnormal and he could probably manage it. After all, he didn't actually have the same kind of genetic sequence making up his body as those born in the record and was simply 'emulating' it using his source energy as a proxy. Given how similar some of his children from the Divination had been to their mothers, Vahn suspected that his own kids were actually closer to their mothers than they were to him, at least genetically.
One thing he also noticed, just as he was lapping up around the inside of Arnya's thigh, was that his tongue was marginally longer than it had been in his human form. Vahn actually thought this was very interesting and traced his longer tongue slowly along the crease between Arnya's thigh and her vagina, causing her body to shake as a fragrant aroma wafted from her steamy entrance. His sense of smell was much stronger right now, so Vahn could feel his own tensions increasing rapidly and he was very tempted to just bury his face into the aromatic organ almost like he could get drunk off of it. Understanding Aki was waiting for him, however, Vahn sped up his actions while also 'willing' his tongue to become a little longer at the same time. He wanted to try something out later and it would take a bit of time for his body to adapt to changes...
With a concerted effort, Vahn managed to lick Arnya completely clean, even though there was a bit of a sloppy mess that had appeared as a result. That had nothing to do with the cream, however, so Vahn warmed up her thighs with his hands before saying, "Delicious..." and sending her a playful wink. Arnya was breathing heavily through her nose and turned her head to the side in embarrassment when Vahn looked down on her from above. When his warmth left her thighs, Arnya peeked through her fingers and saw him move on to Aki, causing a hot sigh to escape her body as she tried to calm down her rapidly beating heart.
Loki issued a peal of mischevious laughter and said, "It looks like I'll have to go hungry tonight~." as Vahn pulled apart Aki's thighs with his hands. Her words tickled his ears and Vahn realized that Loki hadn't actually taken the chance to eat when he was spoiling the two girls earlier. Before he could think about it too much though, Loki pushed against the back of his head and said, "Don't worry, I already have an idea in mind to make sure I get my fill~." Vahn nodded his head and made eye contact with the blushing Aki before he said, "Very appetizing..." and bent down to enjoy his second serving for the evening.
The cream on Aki had started to slowly slide down her hot body, but Vahn had made it in time to ensure that it didn't reach the blankets below. With his marginally longer tongue, Vahn began lapping up the drooping cream as Aki's lower jaw quivered and she released quite mewls that actually sounded far more pleasing to Vahn's ears than normal. He wondered if it was another trait of being a cat person himself but focused on licking Aki clean instead of worrying about such things...at least for the time being. Loki, however, was paying very close attention to Vahn's actions and knew she had 'awakened' something inside of him that could prove interesting in the future.
Though she left Vahn to make the decisions, Loki had been talking with the 'senior' members of the group about helping Vahn open up a bit more during sex so he could get more enjoyment out of it. He put in a lot of effort in tending to the girls, regardless of how much he was outnumbered, and they realized this might cause him to slowly lose interest in sex over time. It was certainly 'commendable' to work hard to please your partner, but it was inarguably unhealthy to always be working so hard almost every night. It wasn't an exaggeration to say Vahn was having sex anywhere between 50-80 times a week, which was a very 'abnormal' amount that could be mentally taxing on anyone.
He may not have realized it himself, but most of the girls that were closest to him had noticed that Vahn had been leaning more towards spending 'casual' time with everyone and was more prone to cuddling than doing sexual acts. He also took off a bit of time, which was somewhat abnormal for him, and had been 'relaxing' more often. This was very good, as it allowed him to spend time with the girls without stressing himself too much, but it was also a 'red flag' that Eina had brought to their attention. The fact that he was now proactively talking to them about 'solutions' that could make them happy without requiring his constant efforts was the biggest sign of his fatigue, however. They all understood why he would slowly start to wear down, especially considering that it hadn't been that long since he became sexually active, so it was their intent to try and open him up to new things and stir his curiosity a bit while pampering him more, instead of always being the ones to be pampered.
Though it had been a little difficult for her, this was the reason why Loki hadn't been spending that much time around the Manor lately. She didn't want to stress Vahn out since he often worked very hard to satisfy her compared to some of the others, resulting in this small play being put together.
Loki had also been assigned the task of identifying Vahn's tendencies so she could discuss them with the pertinent people, specifically Hephaestus, Syr, and Anubis, all so that Vahn could have an outlet for his curiosity. She wasn't the only one that had been given a task, either, as Tsubaki, Milan, Lunoire, and even Naaza had been scouted to comfort Vahn by trying to spend more time with him. Their 'trump card', however, had been the very serious discussion that had with Fenrir so that she could help Vahn 'relax' more.
They knew about the little antics she had been pulling because the little wolf girl went out of her way to 'brag' to some of the other girls. She represented a very 'important' position in Vahn's life, so Hephaestus, Eina, Hestia, and Milan, the four girls Fenrir listened to seriously, all talked to her about her behavior and forced her to reflect on it a bit. As she already knew that her Master relied on her when he was stressed out, Fenrir took the words of the four girls very seriously and even ended up 'punishing' herself by sitting in the corner and carving a rather large hole in the floor by tracing her claw in a circle. She had seen Milan force Tina to stand in the corner once, so it was the only punishment she knew about other than simply being separated from her Master...
Vahn finished up cleaning the cream around Akis's pelvis and thighs before 'smacking' his mouth and feeling a bit antsy. Before he stood back up and away from her body, Vahn sniffed around her steamy entrance before taking his inordinately long tongue and tracing it through her hot folds once in a 'painfully' slow manner. Aki's hands tightly grasped the blankets of the bed and her body trembled greatly as she stifled a high pitched 'Nyaaaaaa~!?' at the unexpected stimulation. Though it was certainly a product of his imagination, Vahn felt a 'wave' of Aki's fragrance wash over him and he noticed that her love juices were slightly sweeter than normal, perhaps as a result of the cream.
Arnya craned her head to see Aki's reaction and felt like she had missed out on something, though she hadn't seen what Vahn had done. The black-haired cat girl was arching her back slightly, in an obvious effort to resist dislodging the cream from her body, and was gnashing her teeth with slightly glazed eyes. Arnya wondered if Aki's sensitivity was just higher than her's, or perhaps she had been putting in an 'effort' to enjoy the moment instead of resisting it? It was hard to tell as, other than the time she had spent with Vahn, Arnya wasn't actually that experienced. She liked to treat it like a small competition between them and did her best to hold out as long as possible while Aki simply 'accepted' what was happening and did her best to savor the moment.
Vahn found Aki's adorable reaction to be very satisfying because his 'experiment' had proven successful. With his somewhat rough tongue being able to reach a bit deeper, Vahn traced it all the way from her vaginal entrance and 'lapped' up the love juices lubricating the folds of Aki's labia and even 'flicked' her slightly exposed weak spot with the tip of his tongue. Her reaction to a single lick riled him up a bit, as he always found the mewling cries of Cat People to be very pleasant to the ears, but Loki interrupted his train of thoughts when she said, "You seem very thirsty...perhaps you'd like to quench your throat?"
Hearing her words, Vahn looked over and felt his thoughts slow to a crawl as he saw that Loki had already removed her panties at some point and had sat against the sofa he left out. The most shocking thing, however, was the fact that she held her thighs closely together and had filled the 'gap' created by the curve of her pelvis and thighs to the brim with a crystal clear richly colored red wine. It was a very tantalizing sight and, even though he actually hadn't felt that thirst before, Vahn suddenly found his throat was somewhat parched. He gave another glance at the two lovable cat girls and said, "I'll be back shortly..." and licked up the heart-shaped cream around their navels before making his way over to Loki.
Loki had a playful smile on her face and said, "It makes my legs cramp up trying to keep my thighs pressed together so tightly~." Vahn knew he would probably stain the sofa a bit but it didn't really matter that much so he knelt down and leaned over Loki's thigh before lapping up the shallow pool of wine. He discovered another new thing about Cat People since it seemed like he could drink the wine more easily with his rough and flexible tongue. As he grew shallower and shallower, Vahn lowered his head closer to Loki and began flicking his tongue against her pubic mound as she took in slightly deeper breaths before releasing a satisfying and hot breath while stroking the back of his head.
As he continued to lap up the remnant of the wine, in an earnest effort to prevent it from sliding through her thighs and staining the couch, Loki slowly began to open her thighs and let his invasive tongue continue its efforts. Vahn had already gotten the majority of the red wine beforehand and she wanted to feel how much his skills had improved since the last time he 'devoured' her. Feeling his rough-tongued begin to press around her vulva, effectively dragging it along with his movements, Loki released a much hotter sigh and stroked his cat ears with her hands. One of the reasons she had been very fond of Aki in the past was because of the rough tongue she possessed but it was infinitely better to have Vahn doing the deed. Loki quickly realized his tongue was much longer than she expected and he even pulled up her hips to get a better angle as he probed her depths in a very pleasant yet frustrating manner...
Vahn releasing the heavily breathing Loki a few minutes later as the volume of fluid coming from her vagina steadily increased. She gave him a very passionate look and amusedly said, "That was...very good...haa...hahaha..." Vahn released a light chuckle of his own before picking up Loki's body in a princess carry and laying her on the bed with the other two girls. He saw the cream still covering their breasts and put his leg on the bed as a support as he leaned over Arnya's body and began to roughly lick around her areola and clean up the cream after placing the chocolate covered strawberry in her mouth. It didn't take much effort to devour the entire swirl, so Vahn sucked against the perky little bud with a bit of force and rolled his tongue around it before releasing it with a 'pop'.
Arnya had been hugging the back of his head but released him 'obediently' so he could finish 'eating' Aki. She lifted her body, which had become hotter than normal even without entering a 'heated' state, and watched him lick up Aki's breasts. Like her, Aki loosely clung to Vahn's head as he lapped up the cream around her breasts but, unlike her, she didn't make any attempts at stifling her voice at all and seemed to be really getting into things. A somewhat playful smile bloomed on Arnya's face but she just stroked her own taut belly without acting on her instincts. She could see Loki watching Vahn intently from the side, causing the mischevious goddess to cast her a curious glance for a brief moment before turning her attention back to Vahn.
Just as before, it didn't take Vahn too long to clean up the two exposed breasts of Aki so he put in a bit of extra effort and 'scraped' her rigid little protrusion with his rough tongue. Each of her quiet cries egged him onward, but Vahn pulled away shortly after since he knew Loki probably had more in mind for the evening. As expected, shortly after he lifted his body and looked over, Loki nodded her head and said, "Okay, now that our 'Master' has eaten, we'll be treating ourselves while servicing him properly. That is unless 'Master' would like even more dessert~?" Loki removed the bow that kept her own breast-cloth in place, revealing the somewhat diminutive breasts that she often lamented about. Vahn smiled and said, "I think I'd like to sample my cute little goddess a bit before we move on..."
Loki's own heart fluttered a bit at Vahn's words, even though she expected he would probably treat her well regardless of her own lacking assets. He never once shied away from playing with her breasts when the had sex, so her own confidence regarding their size had increased marginally. She had been a little annoyed that they hadn't grown at all during her pregnancy, but seeing the 'hungry' look in Vahn's eyes appeased her ego and brought a smile to her face. She laid down and prepared herself but, against her expectations, Vahn picked up the small ceramic pot full of warm liquid chocolate and leaned over her. Her thoughts raced rapidly and she realized Vahn was 'pushing' her a bit because he knew she was very receptive to his interests. Without offering any words of complaint, Loki puffed out her own chest and smiled as she watched Vahn drizzle the rather hot chocolate against her chest.
Vahn knew the onsen they used could easily reach up to 40 degrees, so he wasn't that concerned that the 38-degree liquid chocolate would burn Loki's skin. He actually suspected she would like it if it were a bit hotter, but he didn't want to go to such extremes and just wanted to play around a bit. Under the curious gazes of Aki and Arnya, who seemed to find Loki's 'suffering' interesting, Vahn traced around swirls of chocolate across Loki's chest before setting the container to the side. He then lifted up her back with his right hand and held her waist with his left as he traced his rather long tongue across her small, but still incredibly soft, breasts. Vahn knew she stressed over them unnecessarily, so he made sure she knew how fond he was of the tiny mounds by putting a bit more effort into teasing her than normal.
After around five minutes, Vahn began tracing his hand around Loki's abdomen and she quickly 'slapped' it away before laughing as she said, "Now, now, that is something we'll be 'giving' to Master later. Remember, we're going to pamper you tonight, so lets put an end to this little warm-up, shall we~?" Vahn had felt the tensions of everyone in the room rising so he wanted to take the initiative to push things to the next level by starting with Loki. She seemed intent to go with her initial suggestion, however, so Vahn nodded and brought her to a seated position since he had been holding her at an awkward angle previously. Loki stroked around her somewhat red chest, as Vahn's rough tongue and 'tickled' her raw for almost five straight minutes. She felt like her nipples would be extra sensitive tomorrow but it also felt very satisfying knowing how much effort he had put into his actions.
Loki gestured to Arnya and Aki and said, "Master, lay down at the head of the bed...Arnya, Aki, let's help our Master get comfortable and pamper him plentily. You can always get him to spoil you later, so make sure you focus on his needs tonight, okay~?" The two nodded their heads in understanding and 'crawled' after Vahn before gingerly peeling away his clothing. They knew he could simply keep the items away in his inventory, but it was more interesting to do things the normal way instead of treating it as if they were in a rush. Since they had taken the initiative away from him this time, both Arnya and Aki felt a warm feeling in their chest and genuinely wanted to help him relax and enjoy the moment. They knew well how much effort he put into their own satisfaction so it made them feel happy being able to return the favor, even though they would likely still walk away very satisfied themselves...
While Vahn was being undressed by the two cat girls, Loki set out some incense that she had borrowed from Vahn previously, the same kind that was used to help people relax. She also placed oil into an incense lamp nearby that had a mild aphrodisiac effect that was more effective on men than women. Even though Vahn had an incredible resistance to such things, Loki believed it would at least rile him up a bit while allowing his mind to relax with the assistance of the other incense. Tonight was all about making him truly enjoy the moment instead of 'endeavoring' to make them happy.
When Loki was finished, she crawled toward him from the foot of the bed using very slow movements while keeping eye contact with him. She reached out to his legs and crawled up his body, saying, "Relax your body and mind, Vahn...we will do our best to make you happy, so entrust your body to us and we'll take good care of it until you fall asleep..." Vahn knew that Loki was actually trying to put him under a light hypnosis because he could recognize the incense she was using and had recently experienced their effects. However, instead of resisting it outright, Vahn decided to do as he had with Hephaestus during their wedding night. He told Sis to pull him back if things got bad before nodding his head with a smile as Loki grabbed his erect members and placed the glans against her hot mouth...
(A/N: Alternate Titles: 'Licky Licky','Vahn Appreciates All Breasts','Love, Trust, Relaxation...')
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Chapter 556: Reflection : Guidance
By the time Vahn came back to awareness, he found himself awakening from sleep with a very pleasant numbness permeating through his whole body. He lazily looked to his right and saw Arnya's rather innocent looking sleeping face as she dribbled a bit of drool against his shoulder. To his left, he could see the back of Aki, as the pregnant girls often slept on their left sides as it was supposed to be better for the baby. She was curled up and using his arm as a pillow while, sitting over at the sofa he sat out earlier, Loki could be seen writing away on a communication scroll with a dim lamp at her side.
Vahn was interested in what she was doing so early in the morning, as it was nearing 4 AM, but rested his head against the plush pillows so he could recall what happened the previous evening. Even though he had willingly fallen into a hypnotic state, Vahn could recall the memories clearly even though there was a strange that blurred his vision. Soon after they had started, Loki ended up explaining the situation to Arnya and Aki since Arnya had become alert not long after. She explained the concerns they had regarding Vahn and also took into account that Vahn would likely recall everything that was happening even though he was in a dazed state. To prevent him from knowing the full details, Loki had the two girls read from a journal as she personally tended to him.
A few minutes after they read through the notes, Arnya and Aki decided to relent and help Vahn relax properly and began doing things like stroking his hair and massaging his body with their caress. Because of his receptive state, Vahn followed Loki's words closely and 'confessed' some of his thoughts to her while Arnya and Aki listened closely to each word. It was a bit embarrassing, but he admitted to feeling 'inadequate' to the girls and also admitted to feeling worried that they would eventually end up leaving him if he 'failed' to make them happy.
Though he tended to avoid that line of thinking, Vahn knew he really was worried about losing the girls just because he ended up letting them down. By creating the memory orbs and the temporal distortion orb, he was hoping to fill in the gaps a bit but also confessed that it wouldn't be a real solution. Though he could spend more time with the girls in the orb, it would also increase his burden at the same time because he would constantly be trying to tend to everyone as equally as possible. The simple fact of the matter was, Vahn didn't truly love all the girls at the same level and, except for the girls he had already impregnated and the ones that had helped shape his life, he was just doing his best to learn how 'best' to love everyone else...
Vahn really did want to make everyone happy because, before he had the opportunity to experience the 'bliss' of his current life, he had suffered for a very long period of time. He didn't think himself unworthy of love, affection, and general happiness, but it couldn't be denied they were 'foreign' concepts before he actually opened up to others. Without the ability to see auras, even though it was a bit of a crutch, he likely would have kept his heart closed for a very long period of time. Depending on how things played out, especially considering some of the events he had experienced, he may have never actually opened up to anyone. Even Chloe, one of the girls that had 'saved' him from his personal darkness, may not have been able to touch his heart if he couldn't see the amiable feelings she directed toward him.
Just like he had experienced in the Divination, things could have been drastically different if just a few things had been changed. He most likely would have still tried to save Lili and, unable to understand her psychological state, he probably would have walked down a moderately darker path at her side. He wouldn't have been able to truly understand what Hephaestus had felt for him and, each of his interactions with the girls likely would have gone in a drastically different manner. Even Syr, someone that had very quickly fallen in love with him might have only taken a slight interest in his capabilities without ever moving forward, at least not for a very long time. Without her inciting the other girls to action, Vahn very well may have never gotten with Ryuu, while Lunoire and Arnya were almost 'impossible' to approach without being slowly warmed up to the idea...
Realizing his 'happiness' had been the product of a series of coincidences, combined with the 'guiding' function of The Path, Vahn released a long sigh that caused Loki to turn her head. She stood up, wearing a thin transparent nightgown and had a very gentle look in her eyes as she said, "You've done well, Vahn...leave the rest to us. We won't let you carry these burdens on your own...just believe in the love we have for you. Even if it takes you a bit longer to return their feelings, everyone is much stronger than you think...they won't leave you over something so small. Most of the girls had gone their entire lives without having sex, so don't think they'll fall out of love with you just because you don't pamper them all the time...hell, even we goddesses could easily hold out for years if necessary...you are that important to us."
Though she hadn't realized it previously, Loki now understood that Vahn's presence in her heart had grown beyond her own understanding of the situation. Seeing him in a dazed state while he confessed his 'suffering' to her hade made something deep inside of her wake up and she felt genuine distress knowing he had been trying so hard. After reflecting on it, Loki felt like this was her maternal instinct, something she had only briefly felt whenever she was defending the children of her Familia and, even more recently, something that had stirred inside her when she rubbed her pregnant belly. Last night, Loki realized that Vahn was still a child, albeit a very abnormal and hard-working one, and her heart had softened up a bit when he broke down his thoughts and admitted the secrets he had been keeping, likely even from himself.
Loki knew that Vahn had the makings of an Emperor, including the ability to bring about great change with a resolute state of mind, but this wasn't the same Vahn that she had actually fallen for. When he had wrapped her up in [Enkidu], Loki felt 'real' emotions for the first time and it was Vahn's gentle actions and his overwhelming love and compassion that had 'conquered' her. Though she felt compelled to help him rise to the apex of the world, this wasn't something that he truly needed the help of others to accomplish. Instead of 'pushing' him forward, it is their 'duty' to reign him in, protect him, and provide him the comforts he never experienced.
She had been communicating with Hephaestus for hours at this point trying to come up with methods to help Vahn be happier. Unfortunately, the best method they came up with would be to have Vahn experience being a child by promoting his relationship with something like a surrogate mother. This was something Hephaestus had already done when she introduced Tsubaki into his life, but Vahn had simply grown beyond the comforts she offered to him. They also couldn't 'forcibly' pamper him, because that would just cause him to feel even more burdened since he had the type of mentality that 'needed' to reciprocate feelings.
The problem was, Vahn couldn't be happy normally, as he intrinsically treated it like something that needed to be 'exchanged' or 'shared' between people. His mind desperately sought peace and structure, but he was also insatiably curious and highly committed to the things he was interested in. As he hadn't experienced many things, Vahn was eager to experience all kinds of new stimulus because, as they could see now, he was afraid that he wouldn't have the opportunity to experience it in the future. He still hadn't adapted to a normal lifestyle and it became very apparent that Eina's concerns for Vahn were well-founded. She had, before anyone else truly understood it, seen through Vahn's 'facade' and saw the broken boy contained at his core, the one that desperately sought love and affection but didn't actually know how to accept it...
Vahn considered Loki's words very seriously as he reflected over his memories of the previous night, glossing over the period of time when Loki had been teaching Arnya and Aki how to better please him. He knew what Loki was trying to say, but he couldn't easily back down since this is what he decided for himself. Though he has had to make some concessions, even to the point that he put restrictions on himself, this was the happiness Vahn had found for himself. It hasn't always been easy, but Vahn willingly walked this path and was willing to bear the burdens even if it caused him to experience greater hardship in the future.
Looking to Loki, Vahn said in a quiet yet firm tone, "I can't stop doing my best, Loki..." However, somewhat against his expectations, Loki gave him a very serious look as her eyes opened to reveal a great deal of concern contained within their red depth. After several seconds of silence passed, Vahn averted his eyes from her gaze and she said, "You will continue to do your best...but we'll be taking action so that 'we' can do better by you as well...from now on, until we believe you have stabilized properly, you can only sleep with one woman per night. You don't have to treat sex as something so 'important' to the happiness of every girl that you have to plan around them so seriously. Even if it's only once or twice a month, most girls would be satisfied if they got to spend that entire time alone with you..."
Loki released a long sigh because she knew her own disposition was more on the 'needy' side of things and that it would be a bit difficult for her. However, she could always 'confide' in the other girls close to Vahn and wasn't above bringing comfort to her own body. After collecting her thoughts, she continued, "You can plan events with the girls and put together small get-togethers, but from now on you need to rest properly during the evenings. If necessary, the more mature members in the Hearth Manor will 'educate' the younger girls so you don't feel so much pressure by trying to please everyone...if things continue at this rate, you'll eventually start to dislike sex and will simply be doing it out of obligation. Remember the 'painful' feeling you had when you talked about how sad and 'grateful' Hephaestus had been during the Divination...? Don't become that person, Vahn...let us be as good to you as you have been to us, okay?"
Vahn knew Loki's words cut to the core of the matter, but he still had a bit of difficulty backing down on the issue until she mentioned how he treated Hephaestus in the Divination. Having her thank him for such a small matter had shaken him to the core at the time and Vahn realized, even if he tried his best to avoid having things progress to that extent, there was a chance he would treat sex as a laborious task than an emotional connection he experienced with the girls. After all, he only really cared about sex at first because it made him feel closer with the girls...that had slowly been changing over time and he now simply wanted to 'satisfy' them without caring much for his own thoughts and needs at all. This was why, when he was alone with Eina or one of the more 'mature' girls, Vahn often just confided and cuddled with them instead...without realizing it, he had slowly been breaking further.
As he was lost in the realization of what had been happening, Aki stirred from his side while Arnya hugged his body from the right. Though it was a bit awkward to have his head pulled so low, Arnya hugged him close to her very comfortable breasts and stroked his head, saying, "You have worked very hard, Vahn..." Though he couldn't see her right now, Loki added, "Once a month, we'll be doing a short therapy session where Eina, Hephaestus, Syr, Tsubaki, and myself will all try to find out how your mental state is progressing. When we're confident you have recovered properly, we'll let you continue 'playing' around. Until then, however, you need to keep things tame and simply enjoy the company of the girls you are with. Don't worry, Anubis might be a bit of a masochist but she is also good at pampering people...if the Hearth Manor is putting so much pressure on you, feel free to go stay at the Southern Manor for a few days or rest at your Clubhouse. We'll let you know if anything serious happens..."
Though it felt like his heart was twisting in pain, Vahn also felt a great deal of warmth coming from the embrace of Aki and Arnya and it helped him stay calm. For things to have come to this point, Vahn felt like he had 'failed' the girls but he could also feel their love enveloping him, proving that his fears weren't founded in hard truth. As he had been reading a bunch of books on therapy and child psychology in preparation for his own kids, Vahn knew Loki's words tore through the mental barriers he had set up on his own. Her actions were something he could understand well because, if he analyzed himself as a damaged child, it was easy to see where many of his problems lay...
After releasing a hot sigh into Arnya's cleavage, enough to cause her aura to flicker and expand slightly, Vahn raised his head and looked into Loki's concern-filled eyes and nodded. Though he felt very guilty about everything that was happening, the only way to move on was to accept the feelings in his heart and take small steps forward to fix them. He needed to use this time to build his own confidence, get truly close to the girls and promote 'normal' relationships, and also proactively work on the things he wanted to research. Since he was supposed to be trying to help Tina and Shizune get stronger, while also preparing for the awakening of Eva's orb and the birth of his children, Vahn really should use this time in a more focused manner instead of just having sex all the time.
Loki nodded her head and pulled out a piece of paper she had been working on the check the details once again before saying, "You can still have your little dress-up event with Ais and the other girls, but you should do it in your workshop and try to keep it from devolving into a sexual competition. We'll draw up a schedule and everyone that is currently on your Status Log, with the exceptions of Riveria, Liliruca, Naaza, and Lefiya. After some consideration, we allowed Emiru, Maemi, and Preasia to add themselves to the list..." Vahn's brows raised at this and he gave Loki a curious look so she explained, "Maemi and Emiru have a service mentality and are the type of girls that will do their best to make you happy without too much concern for themselves. As for Preasia...she is a bit on the broken side as well and it will likely do you both some good if you spend some time with her. You need a girl that is on the 'weaker' side that has deep emotions for you so that you can have a moment to 'reset'..."
Seeing that Vahn was still a little confused, Loki opened her eyes slightly and said, "Those restrictions you placed weren't a bad idea at the time, but they're slowly putting even more pressure on you. I'm certain you've noticed it yourself, but you've probably been thinking of 'how' you can get with those three but refused to take a step forward because of your previous promise, right?" Vahn hung his head slightly in shame at Loki's words because it showed that she had completely seen through him on the matter. She released a small sigh in response and said, "Vahn, the type of mentality where you treat such things as if they're matters to 'be taken care of' is very dangerous. If you wanted to be with the girls, that should have been the only reason you need since they also wanted to be with you. Girls are very receptive to things like that, so you can expect they have been feeling a lot of pressure ever since your mentality shifted. That kind of pressure will potentially cause them to make mistakes and it'll also make you feel the need to look after them because of your own sense of obligation regarding the matter..."
After making a small note, Loki looked up and said, "You're no longer in a situation where you need to keep pushing the girls forward and motivating them in such ways. It may have been fine at first, but things have changed a lot since then, especially after the matter regarding the Divination. Stop acting in such a restrained manner and try to relax more often, just like you did yesterday with the picnic and playing around. You may be an adult, Vahn, but you are still a child in both heart and mind...don't let your capabilities get to your head and don't be afraid to seek out girls if you want to be pampered. Just like others come to you when they want to spend time together, you should be going to them more often and simply enjoy the moments you share without worrying too much about what you 'need' to be doing."
Vahn nodded his head slowly in affirmation but the image of Fenrir and Terra crossed his mind and he couldn't help but feel great inhibitions toward them both. As if she had read his mind, Loki tilted her head to the side and said, "Don't worry, Terra has already made a resolution of her own and shouldn't do anything that would cause you too much stress. As for Fenrir, we already talked to her previously and she has reflected on her actions greatly. Things might change after the first batch of children are born, or after that little orb of your's wakes up, but you shouldn't have to worry about them too much. The only thing Fenrir really wants from you Vahn, is to be 'together' with you and 'protect' you. Petting, Bathing, Cuddling, and even Sex, these are all things she has 'learned' to appeal to you so you can spend more time together. Even if you just sat and brushed her hair like in the past, she would likely be content unless you 'ignore' her for other girls...as for Terra, she has a scary amount of intellect, but she is also somewhat gullible and prone to misunderstandings. She already has a support group around her, so just grooming and petting her should be enough since she also seems to simply want to be 'together' with you..."
It was rather long-winded, but Vahn listened to Loki's words very closely and found that they made a lot of sense when he considered his interactions with the two. Fenrir had always watched how he interacted with other girls and she started emulating their behaviors just so she could be closer to him. As for Terra, she was still relatively new to living on the surface and spent most of her time in relative solitude as she sunbathed inside the garden. Ever since she 'hatched' from her chrysalis, she had always been trying to be around him and had picked up books and other studies simply because it was 'necessary' for her to spend more time with him. Vahn realized he had been somewhat 'cruel' to the two girls by putting such restrictions on them, especially with how innocent they both are...
Loki finished writing another line on her communication scroll and sat down in the sofa before pouring herself a glass of wine. She brought it to her lips and inhaled the aroma before setting it back on the table without actually drinking it. Even if he didn't intend to do it, Loki had felt Vahn's gaze and noticed the subtle change in his expression as she was about to drink the alcohol. Though it wouldn't actually endanger the baby, Loki didn't want Vahn to stress over the matter so she decided to simply set it to the side. Afterward, she looked over and said, "Today, you shouldn't have sex with anyone and just enjoy your time with the girls. You can stay here and rest as long as you want, but I'll have to leave to take care of some matters in a bit. Go spend some time with Hephaestus and Tsubaki, or maybe you should just cuddle up with Fenrir or Preasia. The latter would probably appreciate it quite a bit...yaaaaaah~." Toward the end of her words, Loki released a yawn because she didn't get that much sleep last night. Vahn made eye contact with Arnya and Aki before extricating himself from the bed and walking over, saying, "Thank you for everything, Loki..." and giving her a pat on the head to infuse energy into her body...
(A/N: Alternate Titles: 'I feel so numb...','Hardworking Trickser~?','Vahn is a big baby...')
(A/N: Probably just one more after this because all of today's chapters have been kind of long. I'll be hitting around 16-17k words after the next one is done, assuming its the same length. If my coffee vibe lasts long enough, I'll try to pump out number six after taking a short rest and maybe grabbing some food.)
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