Darkness is all around me
When will I see the light?
I hear voices in my head
They grow louder by the day
'Die' 'Kill yourself'
Why? Why me of all people
Is it because I have a drunk mother?
abusive father? Ducked up life?
Maybe I should die?
Would that be better
*knock knock*
Someones tapping
Someones rapping
Learn me?
let me know?
Why cant I be at peace
Die
death would that be to easy for me?
No
Yes
No
Yes
all I hear and see
When will I be at peace and heal myself
Cut
cut
I cut myself every day to relieve the pain I feel. To make the darkness go away.
The pain feels good
*Drip*
Its red
My blood
Beautiful reminds me of a sunset
Its alot
puddle
I feel dizzy
slipping into the darkness
*noises*
I think I hear someone something
yelling?
talking?
Darkness came fast
*Beep* *Beep*
I hear a machine
Alive?
so they wont let me die?
why not?
They asked me to
Plastic tube connects to my arm
Can I end it?
Yes I shall
Pulls on an endless road to death
Yama who will he be?
what will death be like?
heaven?
hell?
Darkness comes again welcomes me
This time
This time he will never let me go. It will be my home. Forever