Chapter 74: day 5 of trip(smile)

Jihara kept watching Kakeru leave, it was the first time he saw Kakeru broken like this.

Sometimes it's hard to express some feelings ,some emotions are hard to show,And some feelings are hard to accept , Kakeru was at such a point in his life from where he did not want to turn back But even if Kakeru wanted to move forward, there was only emptiness , Jihara was necessary for him in any case, and so Kakeru wanted to express his love every moment,In the hope that maybe someday Jihara will be able to adopt Kakeru

why was he crying ?Kaito asked while sitting next to Jihara

I don't know, he replied rudely.

Are you angry at me? Kaito asked, placing his hand on Jihara's shoulder.

Jihara said with hopeful eyes """You should stop treating him badly .

Oh so you are speaking on behalf of that rich man,And that too because I blocked his way this morning , because I stop him from getting close to you.

While getting up, Jihara once again replied rudely, "I have no complaint against anyone now, nor did I have any complaint before,I hope you too will forget about it all I just want to have a good time in life ,.

After coming out of Jihara's camp, Kaito angrily kicked the bag lying in front of him..... fuck... Bastard...I feel bad for you.

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Yes, smile.... smile a little more openly .....a little more

Jihara said smilingly while posing for the camera in front of Kakeru

Stop it little bird ,I know the camera doesn't work

In response he shouted "I know that too, stop saying this again and again"

Kakeru really smiled this time,He was just watching Jihara doing childish things , it was interesting for him that when Jihara knew that the camera doesn't work, he was still using it as if it really worked.

Jihara smiled again and said "Mr. James said that this camera works sometimes,So I will keep capturing every precious thing here,Who knows, someday the camera might work and something precious might get captured in it.And that precious thing will always remain with me as a memory.

Kakeru looked at him with deep eyes and said "So you capture the precious thing"What is the need for a person like me to capture this?

Yes, because you are also precious to me, he replied confidently .

Kakeru caught hold of his words and said, "What did you say? I am precious to you."

Yes you are!

And you want to keep my memories with you, right?

Yes I want.

So why don't you keep me with you? I'm ready to be with you for the rest of my life ,Memories are preserved of those people who cannot be found,but i am yours Why don't you keep me with you like memories?

There was pain in Kakeru's question,there was request ,there was a plea.And once again Kakeru knew Jihara's answer ,jihara was silent this time as well like every time , Once again Kakeru hated Moon intensely,How could Moon control that boy so much even from a distance? This question once again troubled Kakeru.

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Jihara how are you now?

Yes sir, I am absolutely fine.

Suya Sir replied again "We were all worried about you" The villagers had made many medicines for you,Kakeru did work all your part ,I was surprised that spoiled boy was so serious since morning.,

While listening to Suya sir, Jihara saw Kakeru sitting far away, who was busy talking to Chishiya with his hand on his shoulder...

The camp was set up on the outskirts of the village The dim lights of the candles in the nearby village were making the night darker. The entire camp was illuminated with lights At every two steps the villagers had lit beautiful candles made from forest wax.There were big stones placed at various places in the middle of the camp , there was candle light on the ground below and the open sky above where there was utter darkness,All the students were talking to their friends. Some were sitting on stones and some were sitting on the green grass on the ground.

In such an environment, Jihara's entire focus was on him and Kakeru , Jihara could not understand what Suya Sir was saying to him. He was just observing how comfortable Kakeru was with Chishiya

You understood how to take care of your health.

Y.....y.....yes....yes sir . Jihara said this hesitantly because he knew that he had not heard whatever Suya Sir had said just now., because his attention was on Kakeru sitting in front of him who was still busy talking to Chishiya.

Good boy.. Smiling, Suya Sir moved towards the group of teachers.

Both of them... Both of them were good friends from the beginning, Chishiya has always been close to him,He always smiles openly with Chishiya , he laughs openly with chishiya,I know Chishiya loves him,What difference does it make that Kakeru doesn't love him, they are still very good friends,And I guess a lover has to lose a friend,At least it was like that in my case .

Sitting on the grass in front, Jihara was thinking while looking at Kakeru sitting at a distance,And Kakeru was so busy talking to Chishiya that he didn't even notice Jihara once , Jihara couldn't hear what was being said between those two, but the way Kakeru was smiling,Jihara could feel something good going on between those two,Jihara easily noticed the way Chishiya kept staring at Kakeru with glowing eyes .

Jihara could easily see the jealousy for Chishiya in his eyes ,But then he saw Kakeru's smiling face,Jihara's face turned bright red ,jihara felt like all the candle's brightness was absorbed by Kakeru's smile,The glimpse of all the stars in the sky was reflected in Kakeru's smile.What could be more pleasurable for Jihara than seeing Kakeru laughing in front of him