章節 542: Secrets?

(From Blue's Perspective)

"I did change," he said. 

"… Yes, you do not really want power. But honey, you desire to have most among the people of the same class as you," I said. "Among the rulers, don't you want to have the most power?"

"… It's not about wanting. It's just… I feel like I need it," he said. "But that doesn't mean I want to use you because of that, or something. If I had to use you to have the most power, I would rather have less."

"I know. It's because you love me," I said. 

He lay down on the bed and stared at the ceiling. "Before, yes, I was power-hungry. I won't say I am not anymore. But it's not mandatory now," he said. "That time, I did not have something I held dear. I had no hobby, no love, nothing at all. Power was the only thing that made me work. I wanted it. I wanted more and more."