章節 1: Words stolen by the wind
Miguel!!!! Miguel!!!!
oh my goodness...
Miguel !!!your a man now welcome to the real world its time grow up. I heard this life speech all my life by my grandfather. You got that look on your face like you know everything but the truth is you don't. Clean this room!!! make up that bed!!!! and repaint the walls!!!! I want this place looking like you don't live here!!!!
I cried a little more inside every time he made those speeches to me. He was just waiting for me to turn 18 so he could be like this. I cleaned my room over and over again...then I realized what was happening....he was doing this to me because I couldn't do anything about it. I watch him walk away from the room angrily. soo does this mean I still get dessert tonight or dinner or food at all He slams his room door so hard Santa clause had to cancel Christmas just to buy a new hearing aid.
I sat on my bed thinking to myself about what I had done to receive so much hate everyday how could this one man hate me so much..... i picked up the food off the floor piece by piece and repainted my room walls. I was beginning to feel like I was a mistake...like an accident. Each day started and ended the same and before you know it I had forgot why I was living.
The rest of the family gathered around in the living room to bring up every mistake i had committed in life. I heard there laughter and it shattered me to know that this was happening to me. 'he cant even get a job!!" "and he walked over to the man... and didn't know what to do!!!" there laughter grew louder and louder. I thought about ending it all but then i imagined the grim reaper laughing at me about being jobless to so I didn't.