章節 30: Nightmare
Lorraine hurriedly went back to the castle and locked herself in her bathroom. She searched for the video and listened to the leader of the Dragon Blood unit repeatedly.
The dragon's head must be Dr.Mu!
Her ten years of effort turned into despair just in one sentence.
Lorraine wanted to call Qian Xu but Chen Sha called first and asked why she didn't hear him knocked the door. It seemed like someone had reported her strangeness so he brought her to his 'personal special training'.
She couldn't dodged the level 3A monster's attack longer than seven minutes so her punishment was twenty kilometers ran with the wild cat chased after.
Now she knew that that afternoon, the wild cat was just playing with her nicely.
In the middle of the night, Lorraine suddenly woke up from a deathly nightmare, her heart beating fast, coldly sweating all over her head.
She dreamed that someone was chasing to kill her. She couldn't see his face clearly, somehow seemed like Dr. Mu wearing a helmet and somehow seemed like Consul wearing a mask.
Lorraine tried to fall asleep again, but everything came to her mind like a scene after scene in the movie, making her unable to sleep at all.
Previously Feng Lin told her that the gap between her level and 3A level was the gap between humans and inhuman, she was not yet accept it, but now she finally understand. Even if she became a level strongman, when facing Chen Sha or Consul and the others, there was no way to oppose at all.
Chen Sha thought that she was scared by Dr. Mu, but he didn't know that the one she was more afraid were them.
After all, Dr. Mu was still distant away in another star region, but they were by her side, grasping her life and death in their hand.
If they knew the truth, what would they do with her?
The youngest commander in the history of the federation, the most honorable identity bestowed from heaven, was tricked into marrying a lowly filthy death row convict.
She afraid that even death was too merciful and would definitely hold her captive.
The extreme human experiments that Feng Lin resolutely opposed might be possible to happen, forcing her to be a breeding mother and using her body for genetic implant...
The more she thought about it, the more scared she became. Lorraine clearly knew that she shouldn't frighten herself by indulged in her imagination.
However, in the dead silence night, her mind became particularly fragile. The secrets she had carried for many years made her unable to bear. All negative emotions flooded out like a tide.
Thinking that she still had tomorrow training in the early morning, Lorraine turned on the personal terminal and called the robot to give her a cup of Deep Blue Green.
After drinking all in one go, she felt a little better.
She lay down on the bed, quietly waiting to fall asleep again.
She suddenly recalled that at this time in the central district of Alicata was daytime. Qian Xu was awake just like her.
Once the thought came up, she couldn't restrain it anymore. Lorraine opened the address book and contacted Qian Xu.
Not long, Qian Xu's gentle voice came through, expressing concern: "What happened? It should be midnight on your side, why don't you sleep?"
The Yin essence calmative started to work, Lorraine giggled and said, "Qian Xu, run away with me. We leave Odin Federation and escape to a faraway place."
"Why?" Qian Xu's voice was completely calm, didn't moved by Lorraine even a bit.
Lorraine then laughed then cried, talking everything topsy-turvy.
"I thought that as long as I work hard with all my might, I could surpass the slim chance of survival and proved myself worth existing. However, it's useless. I'm just nobody who doesn't have anything at all. I'm nothing to those superiors being up there!"
"I don't want to be a hatefully scolded liar, especially don't want to be scolded by Feng Lin. In this world, besides you, she is the only one who has been helping me. Supported me to join the research institute, helped me to get used to my work, and taught me to do research... I really don't want to disappoint her. I want to repay her for being kind to me, but repaying kindness also need requirement. I am a liar, and I don't even qualify to repay her!"
"Chen Sha is the commander of the federation, just like you said, young and promising, honorably powerful, definitely the best candidate for a husband. But what am I? Just a death row convict! I have nothing at all, not even my own memory! Two of us, one is in the sky highly admired by people, one is on the ground destined to be trampled on. If not because I disguised myself as a princess, even looking at my face he would definitely resented as dirty. Wait until the day he finds out the truth, he will never forgive me. If he doesn't kill me with his own hand would be magnanimous generous!"
"Since the day I set foot on Alicata, I have been living my fear hanging on worries. Even when I slept at night, I often dreamed that my identity was exposed and was sent back to the execution room for death penalty. Every day I lived was like stolen days. I don't understand. I've never done any guilty terrible crimes, but why is it so hard to just want to live? Why is it so hard to just want to be myself?"
"If my identity is exposed, death will become an excessive demand. A man's wealth is his own ruin by causing other's greed. A person's talent will arouse the envy of others. The princesses of the dignified Al Empire had became a tradable good because of her genes. A death row convict like me will only become an experimental body. Qian Xu, I don't want to be injected with all kinds of strange drugs! I don't want to be forced to take out the eggs to breed embryos! I don't want to be kept in a cage to observe the experimental responses! I must leave Odin Federation! You come with me together. The interstellar is that vast, we will definitely be able to find a planet and start a new life."
"Don't worry about the treatment. I will be your gene repairer. Believe me, I can definitely cure your illness!"
Lorraine felt that she very well awake. She stated the reasons one after another, persuading Qian Xu to run away with her. Even relating him as an orphan that lived alone in Odin Federation with no relatives, all those reasons were spoke out.
However, she broke out into sobs. As she spoke and spoke, her voice became more and more faded. The communicator was not turned off and she fell into a deep sleep.
Qian Xu also didn't turn off his communicator. He leaned against the bedside and quietly listened to Lorraine's breathing as softly as tide under the moonlit night, up and down regularly. From time to time, there was still a sob or two came through. In her dream, was she still crying in sorrow and fear?
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