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'I want this all to end,' Xuan Jian's words were just as heart-wrenching every time. The look in his eyes was haunting and the hollow smile was almost alien.
How could his Xuan Jian, his Brother Jian, his Iceberg be so cold to him? To anyone else this level of indifference—no it was more of a defense mechanism, but still—it wasn't something Xu Feng was used to feeling from his Jian.
Whether it all was a dream or some sort of lie, it still hurt. And the warmth in his hand was still there. If it truly was a dream, how could he feel the other's residual warmth?
Xu Feng hesitated, unsure of what reality was and what fiction was.
Why was love so difficult?
Whether it was the curse, their suffering, or the unending cycle of their lives, he wanted it all to end too. He just wanted peace even if it might he would ever cross paths with them again.
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Hey!!! It’s been A WHILE! But, I’m preparing to continue with 2-3 updates per week for August and ramp up from there! If anything changes I'll let you know.
The tea: I got REALLY SICK..infection and sepsis.. T.T and had been in the hospital for the last few weeks, but I'm still alive!
Bad things happen all at once, and somehow my saved-up chapters got deleted T.T
I'm home now and will start writing today!!! I just wanted to let you all know I'm still alive LOL
I don't know how much I'll be able to write or what my IRL work schedule will look like, but I'll try to keep you updated along the way. No matter what GCM will be completed!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND FOR CHECKING IN ON ME!!! YOU ARE ALL SO AMAZING T.T
Thank you for caring and being patient!!!
Read author's note in ch.20 ch.547 or ch.501 for more!! TIA~