章節 19: Chapter Nineteen
Two weeks!
Its been two weeks since have seen Justin. Fourteen days, two hours, forty two minutes and seven seconds and still counting. Eight seconds, Nine seconds and ten.....
l haven't talked to a single soul since last week. My mom tried getting me to talk, my dad also tried but to no avail. Its not that I didn't want to but I couldn't get to talk. I felt weak, too weak to do anything. Too weak to sleep, talk, eat even breathe. My parents didn't know about Justin's condition, all they knew was that he was scheduled for an appointment for his eye surgery, they never knew his departure was the reason I'm sulky.
I've fainted thrice in the last two days causing me to get admitted into the hospital because if my health hazard. I haven't said his name since last week but it felt like forever. I never knew it was this painful to be heartbroken. Its hurt so much, so bad.
Last week, I was tired of waiting idle less at home so I went to Justin's house to ask if they had any news about him. His dad welcomed me and told me that 'the surgery was successful, but Justin doesn't wanna come back. He says he hates this place and that he is relocating to his aunt's place' in God knows where . I couldn't conform what I heard.
Justin hates Stanford. That basically means Justin hates school, he hates his home, he hates ME! He doesn't love me! All he told me was a lie, he never loved me. I don't even think he even liked me. I guess he needed someone to talk to, that's why we became friends. Wait a minute, if he says he hates this place, that means we are not even FRIENDS, we were just ACQUAINTANCES. Not friends or buddies even.
I am currently sitting on my bed thinking 'what went wrong?' when was cut off with a loud sound. I looked sideways to search for the source of discomfort when I saw my phone buzzing on the bed. I picked it up and and Unknown Caller ID showed on the screen, i still answer it nonetheless. I called out and 'Hello' but all I heard was shuffling of feet.
'Hello'. I said for the second time.
'Hey. It's me', the person voiced out. I knew instantly that voice. The one person's voice that was stuck into my brain, the one that can make me happy and sad at the same time. It was Justin's...
'What do you want?', I spatted angrily. I was surprised at the way I voiced out because my whole body felt as if the last energy in me has been drained out.
'Kylie please. I can explain. It's not my fault, its...'
'Oh its not your fault? Then its mine? I haven't heard from you in two weeks. Two weeks Justin! You never called, never texted, you didn't do anything. Its hurts so much, everywhere hurts. Do you know how does it feel?'. I let all the pent up tears out. It felt good and his voice sounds better than the last I heard from him.
'Please, I'm sorry'. My resolve broke when I heard his pleas. Damn that boy for making me fall hard for him. I'm not doing that again. Can I?
'I don't care. You can suck your apology up your ass', I said angrily. Even though the way I spoke to him was harsh, I can't help it expressing how I feel. I haven't said a word in a week and this happened.
'I'm at your doorstep. Please come meet me', he pleaded.
'What.....', I tried to say when I was cut off when I heard a door bell ring. I heard my mom ask 'who is there?', then I heard the door open and clicked back. I knew the inevitable was happening, the day I have always dreaded is today because of one phone call. Even if I didn't pick the call, he was already at my door so what's the use anyway?
Then I heard feet running up the stairs, walking hastily to my door, I guess he's excited to see me... Yay! (sarcasm). I was about to lock the door when I saw a foot blocking me from locking the door, I staggered back immediately, colliding with the foot of the bed resulting with me landing on the bed with a loud 'Humph'.
I saw Justin peered his head in through the half closed door as if searching for something until his eyes landed on me on the bed. He came in and laid back on the door, standing erectly. His eyes lay on mine making the hair on the back of neck stand up, sending shivers through my body, causing me to stand up immediately in a fighting stance.
'Why did you come here?', I broke my gaze on him looking elsewhere but him.
'Kylie...', He started. I can't guess he too was feeling uneasy because he was fidgeting with the hem of his shirt and hooking his legs together.
'What Justin?'
'I'm sorry', he said out looking into my eyes directly and I was shocked when I saw flickers of different emotions... Hurt, pain and anger were all written on his face. Why was he angry? I'm supposed to be the one angry!
'Kylie, stop thinking and talking to yourself in your head', he pointed out with a smirk on his face. He knows me too well, I smiled.
'Kylie! I know I've hurt you but I can explain, please', he started again.
'Start talking', I sat on the bed, crossed my arms over my chest and watch him sit on my reading chair close to me.
'He talked and talked saying there was a mishap in the first surgery and he was scheduled for another. The surgery was successfully and had to wait for another three days to heal and remove his bandage. He healed and wanted come home to meet me but his mom declined saying I was distracting him from his studies, school and life. That he should relocate and go live with his aunt in the other side of the country'. He explained.
I was about to go hug him when I remembered he didn't even try calling me for once during those weeks. He told me that the nurse in charge was the one eye going home and refused him anything. That he had to report her to the doctor that she was being obnoxious, asking him to date her and forget about him. He said it was the doctor that borrowed him his phone to make a call but his parents hindered him from interacting with anyone especially ME!
I was about to ask another thing when he stood up and walked slowly, coming towards me. He got to my side, took my hand in his and stood me up with him also. He intertwined our hands together and bent his head to my eye level, 'Stop talking. I missed you', he say before smashing his lips on me harshly but with a gentle touch. I groan into the kiss and pull away abruptly, startling Justin who looked at me with a confused expression.
'What? What is it?', he asked looking around frankly as if searching for the source of my sudden action.
I wiped my mouth with the sleeve of my blouse, 'How dare you kiss me? Huh, how dare you?' I hit him in his chest repeatedly pushing him backward. He didn't even wince or try to stop me, he knew I was angry and needed to let it all out.
When I had hit him to my satisfaction with all my palms red and blotchy, I slumped to the ground and cried. I cried and cried for a while with Justin standing a few meters away from me. The tears refused to fall and I knew I was done embarrassing myself, 'Get out', I said to Justin pointing to the door and looking him in the eye.
He didn't say anything, he just stood there,staring at me intensely. Until he broke the gaze and start moving towards me with each caution steps with a seductive smile on his lips.
Lips! Those soft, pink, full and plumplips; I miss how they taste on mine. If I had just moved or he did, our lips would be touching. I couldn't place my eyes elsewhere, alli could see was his pink lips inviting me in for a taste.
He doesn't waste time as he leans down and plants a kiss onto my lips, allowing me to taste the faint flavored of vanilla ice cream on his lips. 'Missed you' He whispered kissing me slowly, placing a gentle arm around me . I relax into his touch and place a hand on his cheek, looking up again him lovingly, 'I missed you too', I admit and kissed him vigorously putting all the emotions, love I feel for him into the kiss and he returned it with the same fervour and passion making this the beat kiss of my life.
We kissed and kissed touching each other everywhere, clothes flinging across the room, the need to touch each other was unbearable. We are now laid in bed with me just in my panties and bra and Justin in his underwear.
We moved onto the bed while kissing when Justin hook his left arm over my shoulder down to my lower back and unclipped my brassiere letting it fall and I removed it straps completely leaving my upper body bare. I graze my hard bud nipples with his chest making him groan and lay his body firm on mine when I felt something rock hard on my lower stomach grinding down to my sex.
I hook both my legs over his waist, adding more to the sexual tension all over us. I moved my lips to his neck and sucked on his weak spot harshly, Justin groaned moving his head to rest on my shoulders and he sucked on my neck also leaving big love bite everywhere all over my neck. I moved my hands up and down all over his body, and grazed down slowly to his crotch, palming him through his boxers.
I loop my hand in his underwear and grab the whole of him in my hand, stroking him up and down. Justin removed his underwear completely, his dick strung out immediately, standing erect as he was and he was looming over me, looking into my eyes and nodded. He bent down and kissed the way all to the edge of pants and draws it down fast. He traced his hands up my thigh to my sex, kissing it too. He kissed my sex giving it the attention it needed, getting a moan from deep of my throat.
He smiled up at me and licked the white cum dripping from my sex and sliding his one of his long finger in, stroking me deeply and took off my nipples in his mouth and sucked gently, massaging the other breast at the same time. He added another finger, hitting my G-spot all the way and added another finger making three, stretching my tight pussy as he likes.
He left my breast and moved down to my sex and licked the white fluid dripping from my sex while stroking me. Then I felt a sensation, I knew I was close.
'I'm close Justin. Aaaaaaah!'. I screamed, and Justin kissed me on the lips muffling the sound that tried to come out.
He stroked fast and I came squirting my cum all over his hand and he dipped it in his mouth, licking it clean. He leaned and kissed me softly on the lips leaving me out of breath and I kissed back wrapping my arms around his neck and tasting myself on his lips.
Justin raised my right thigh and slid in. I cried out making Justin pull out completely immediately, scared that he had hurt me. 'Are you okay?', he asked with sorry lacking his voice.
'Yeah. Just move'.
'He slide in back slowly with my pussy tightening on him, he slide in his whole length and he was long! Longer than Dustin and HARD!
He started thrusting slowly and I wrapped both my legs over his waist urging him to go fast which he did. He kissed all over my face and was thrusting in fast and hard, hitting my G-spot as he fucked me hard! The only sound heard was our mingled breath and skin slapping of skin. His thrust was getting slow and sloppier but he was still fucking me hard enough. It felt like he was hitting my womb as he was so long. I felt another orgasm coming, 'Justin, I'm so close', I breathed out.
'Me too'. He thrust three times before his let out a loud grunt I quickly muffled with a kiss and let his cum out in my pussy. 'I love you', he said into my neck, kissing it as well. He looked at me and I held his face in my hands, 'I love you too. So much', I added and pecked him on the lips. He smiled but quickly scrunch his face up, 'Oh no! We didn't use protection', he said afraid.
'Don't worry. I'm on pills', I reassured him, stroking his back teasingly sensing tingles through both our body. He smiled at me adoringly and leant down to kiss me, his body making contact with me, as I felt something hard underneath me. 'Seriously?', i ask unbelievably.
'Ready for round two babe?', he grinned down at me, kissing between my breast. I shook my head saying No as my body couldn't withstand another orgasm.
'Later', I said pulling him down with me to lay underneath the bed covers. Kissing all over his chest, face and neck, he groaned pulling me closer to him knowing he was hard again.
'Tease'. He said laughing and bade me goodnight, kissing my forehead before I drifted off to sleep soundly for the first time in two weeks he had been gone. But he's here now with me AGAIN!
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I'm sorry for the smut. I'm not really good with this. And I'm so sorry for updating late. I'm so busy with college and stuffs.
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